2021-1-28 mental Purgatory Full show

[0:00 - 0:02] (I can't trust)
[0:02 - 0:08] (I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
[0:08 - 0:30] How are you guys doing today?
[0:31 - 0:33] (I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
[0:48 - 1:00] Boy, that's in my head again, there's a war inside my own skin, they're pulling me under!
[1:00 - 1:02] (I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
[1:21 - 1:37] That's why I love myself, but the fever remains, I'm not to the center, but still feel the pain, if I told you the truth, would you tell me your eyes?
[1:37 - 1:42] If I told you the truth, would you tell me tonight?
[1:42 - 2:09] I've been in all the sun, 'cause I know I know the man is everything but a cunt. Boy, that's in my head again, pain in me no more, I can't win, I can't hear them now, they're gonna play this on my own skin, and I don't know myself anymore, they're pulling me under!
[2:09 - 2:19] Boy, that's... Boy, that's...
[2:20 - 2:36] The sun is valley of shadows and death, I curse not the wicked, I praise not the blessed, but I'll tell you the truth, you dare me to change?
[2:36 - 3:02] If it won't recurrence, then you don't know pain, Boy, that's in my head again, pain in me no more, I can't win, I can't hear them now, they're gonna play this on my own skin, and I don't know myself anymore, they're pulling me under!
[3:02 - 3:31] Boy, that's in my head, boy, that's in my head, they're pulling me under! Boy, that's in my head, they're pulling me under! Boy, that's in my head, boy, that's in my head, they're pulling me under!
[3:31 - 4:00] Boy, that's in my head again, pain in me no more, I can't win, I can't hear them now, they're gonna play this on my own skin, and I don't know myself anymore, they're pulling me under! Boy, that's...
[4:00 - 4:10] Boy, that's in my head, boy, that's in my head, boy, that's in my head, boy, that's...
[4:17 - 4:31] Keep it all on the side, because I know the man is everything but kind. Keep it all on the side, because I know the man is everything but... kind.
[4:41 - 4:47] Are you guys ready?
[4:48 - 5:11] Pick me up, they're bleeding too. Right here, right now, I'll stop it somehow.
[5:11 - 5:36] He don't make it go away, can't be held no more, she just said the only way, I will still be gone, these feelings will be gone, these feelings will be gone.
[5:36 - 5:48] Now I see the times they've changed, leaving doesn't seem so strange, I am hoping I can find where to leave my head behind.
[5:48 - 6:04] How much should I seem to take, how long I seem to break, I am little, but thus I can't go to sleep, me not a man, me I'm...
[6:04 - 6:23] I'm ready, our songs are staring alone, can't be on my own.
[6:23 - 6:48] Don't make it go away, can't be held no more, this is the only way, I will still be gone, these feelings will be gone, these feelings will be gone.
[6:48 - 7:00] Now I see the times they've changed, leaving doesn't seem so strange, I am hoping I can find where to leave my head behind.
[7:00 - 7:24] How much should I seem to take, how long I seem to break, I live the best I can, does this make me not a man?
[7:24 - 7:36] Am I going to leave this race, what is it I'm running from, is there something more to come?
[7:36 - 7:48] Is it always back in space, am I going to take this race, am I going to win this race?
[7:48 - 8:02] How much is up in the sky, what is it that I've become, is there something more to come?
[8:02 - 8:06] More to come.
[8:06 - 8:18] Now I see the times they've changed, leaving doesn't seem so strange, I am hoping I can find where to leave my head behind.
[8:18 - 8:31] How much should I seem to take, how long I seem to break, I live the best I can, does this make me not a man?
[8:31 - 8:43] Now I see the times they've changed, leaving doesn't seem so strange, I am hoping I can find where to leave my head behind.
[8:43 - 9:12] How much should I seem to take, how long I seem to break, I live the best I can, does this make me not a man?
[9:12 - 9:29] How much should I seem to break, I live the best I can, does this make me not a man?
[9:29 - 9:37] How much should I be a man?
[9:37 - 9:55] You know, you guys have witnessed me going through a lot of stuff these last few months, and I mean a lot.
[9:55 - 10:12] You guys have witnessed me dealing with the worst person of all, Marty, aka Music Biz Marty.
[10:12 - 10:18] You guys have witnessed the hell that I've gone through.
[10:18 - 10:44] I've barely slept at night. I'm always by the computer wondering what's going on, why can't I relax when really all I'm searching for really is a positive place in my mind, a place in my head.
[10:44 - 11:13] How much should I move?
[11:13 - 11:27] How much should I move since I started a tight night, shining into the night until the sun is in the game, right until the moon is so me, the moon is going to go on one, make sure you see me back, be you too, take me to the rap, until you just turn around and start asking me about what I'm thinking of.
[11:27 - 11:34] I'm taking attention, I'm sticking around until I can owe you this, finding other places to feed you, break, while I find a place to rest.
[11:34 - 11:49] I want to be another person, and when you say you don't understand, I want to be the energy, not the enemy of this in my head.
[11:49 - 12:03] I need some people to be just like you and save all people like you do, running away with other people I thought I knew. I remember that any worries we've come is to be strong, is to be generous, but you should know that you're out of trouble and that you see how quiet it is all along.
[12:03 - 12:10] I'm so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger, sick of you after I can owe you this, finding other places to feed you, break, while I find a place to rest.
[12:10 - 12:18] I'm so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger, sick of you after I can owe you this, feed you, break, while I find a place to rest.
[12:18 - 12:33] I want to be another person, and when you say you don't understand, I want to be the energy, not the enemy of this in my head.
[12:33 - 12:46] Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me.
[12:46 - 13:03] Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me.
[13:03 - 13:21] Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me.
[13:21 - 13:37] I want to be another person, and when you say you don't understand, I want to be the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me.
[13:37 - 13:47] Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me.
[13:47 - 14:10] Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me. Go with you, try to take the best of me.
[14:10 - 14:21] This next song is the mindset that he's put me in almost permanently.
[14:21 - 14:48] [Tapping]
[14:48 - 15:06] We can't sweat again, but another day's been laid to waste in my disgrace. Suck in my head again, feels like I'll never leave this place. There's no escape.
[15:06 - 15:24] Am I your worst enemy? I'm giving up. The thing I'm feeling is that not the union side. Take this all away.
[15:24 - 15:42] Not something can I tell me what the fuck is wrong with me. I don't know what to take, thought I was focused but I'm scared. I'm not prepared.
[15:42 - 16:05] I have been away looking for help somehow somewhere and no one cares. Am I your worst enemy? I'm giving up. The thing I'm feeling is that not the union side.
[16:05 - 16:34] Take this all away. Not something can I tell me what the fuck is wrong with me. God!
[16:34 - 16:56] Put me out of my misery! Put me out of my misery! Put me out of my, put me out of my fucking misery!
[16:56 - 17:25] I'm giving up. The thing I'm feeling is that not the union side. Take this all away. Not something can I tell me what the fuck is wrong with me.
[17:25 - 17:42] I'm giving up. The thing I'm feeling is that not the union side. I'm giving up. The thing I'm feeling is that not the union side.
[17:42 - 17:45] I'm giving up. The thing I'm feeling is that not the union side.
[17:45 - 17:50] The thing I'm feeling is that not the union side.
[17:50 - 18:08] The union side.
[18:08 - 18:16] And you want to know why? The answer is simple. Marty.
[18:16 - 18:22] My mind will raise my pain.
[18:22 - 18:25] I'll tie down to the shapes.
[18:25 - 18:29] It spirals as a yank.
[18:29 - 18:32] To find holy embrace.
[18:32 - 18:36] Same for me. I'm afraid of my soul.
[18:36 - 18:40] Brought you in there, but it's in control.
[18:40 - 18:44] Hold on, be free, and you can deny.
[18:44 - 18:49] The end is coming. The end is coming.
[18:49 - 18:54] When we live, when we die,
[18:54 - 18:59] Just keep on singing our goodbyes of fear.
[18:59 - 19:07] And because no one will stain us with the scarlet cross.
[19:08 - 19:18] A symbol for my shame.
[19:18 - 19:21] It's the letter of your name.
[19:21 - 19:25] It's how they say you break.
[19:25 - 19:29] Live with my mistakes.
[19:29 - 19:33] Same for me. I'm away from it all.
[19:33 - 19:37] Watching every letter fall.
[19:37 - 19:41] Hold on to me, and I can't let go.
[19:41 - 19:47] The end is coming. The end is coming.
[19:47 - 19:51] When we live, when we die,
[19:51 - 19:56] Just keep on singing our goodbyes of fear.
[19:56 - 20:03] And because no one will stain us with the scarlet cross.
[20:03 - 20:23] With the fear, and because no one will stain us with the scarlet cross.
[20:48 - 20:52] When we live, when we die,
[20:52 - 20:58] Just keep on singing our goodbyes of fear.
[20:58 - 21:05] And because no one will stain us with the scarlet cross.
[21:10 - 21:21] With the fear, and because no one will stain us with the scarlet cross.
[21:21 - 21:35] With the scarlet cross.
[21:36 - 21:51] Now, you all want to know why I'm not in a band or why I'm not in a recording studio.
[21:51 - 21:55] And the answer to that is simple.
[21:55 - 22:04] It's because the motherfuckers like Marty that keep holding me back and keep fucking me over in everything that I try to do.
[22:04 - 22:08] That's the exact reason.
[22:08 - 22:14] Because of him, no label wants anything to fucking do with me.
[22:14 - 22:18] Every label sees me as a liability.
[22:18 - 22:31] Every label I contact wants nothing to do with me because of him.
[22:31 - 22:41] Which is why I'm still on my own, stuck in the same spot that I've been in for the last 11 years.
[22:41 - 22:53] And I've been fighting like hell to get out of this spot so bad.
[22:53 - 23:02] But it's hard to do when you're being held back by somebody that wants to do nothing but to ruin your life.
[23:02 - 23:12] And you're damn right I'm still bringing that fucking album.
[23:12 - 23:33] But like I said, you want to blame somebody for holding me back?
[23:33 - 23:36] Blame Marty.
[23:36 - 23:41] He's the reason I'm stuck in this spot still.
[23:41 - 23:58] And blame me, it tears me apart.
[23:58 - 24:01] I hate it.
[24:10 - 24:28] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, who only wasn't I had as I be the only man I fear is God.
[24:28 - 24:36] No snakes can make me run now 'cause I've been bit by them all.
[24:36 - 24:40] No, never can tear me down.
[24:40 - 24:44] No, never can shove me up.
[24:44 - 24:49] 'Cause I'm off the grid and I'm off my rocker.
[24:49 - 25:00] I'm off and I'm on the show with them holler, boys holler if you needed something done.
[25:00 - 25:08] Holler if you needed a chip on your shoulder and a hand with a loaded gun.
[25:08 - 25:18] Well, me out there screaming door, no shirt on, leaving two black mugs down the one-way road.
[25:18 - 25:26] And we, and we, and we them holler, boys.
[25:26 - 25:32] I haven't been here to take another somebody else.
[25:32 - 25:40] The only time I've got my jaw jacked is never but damn sure not quite yet.
[25:40 - 25:48] The times I miss the most are the times nobody knows.
[25:48 - 25:56] 'Cause damn my cousin and a couple of my buddies racing down on Sam's Creek Road.
[25:56 - 26:04] 'Cause I'm holler, boys holler if you needed something done.
[26:04 - 26:12] Holler if you needed a chip on your shoulder and a hand with a loaded gun.
[26:12 - 26:22] Well, me out there screaming door, no shirt on, leaving two black mugs down the one-way road.
[26:22 - 26:36] And we, and we, and we them holler, boys holler, boys leading through the holler's soul.
[26:36 - 26:52] Washing the spring in the former's joy. We them holler, boys holler if you needed something done.
[26:52 - 27:00] Holler if you needed a chip on your shoulder and a hand with a loaded gun.
[27:00 - 27:08] We them holler, boys holler if you needed something done.
[27:08 - 27:16] Holler if you needed a chip on your shoulder and a hand with a loaded gun.
[27:16 - 27:26] Well, me out there screaming door, no shirt on, leaving two black mugs down the one-way road.
[27:26 - 27:38] Yeah, we, yeah, we, yeah, we them holler, boys.
[27:38 - 27:48] See what y'all got going on in the chat.
[27:48 - 28:00] Hey Splinter, ask me if I give a fuck what I don't get as how you can support a fucking cyber bully like music biz Marty.
[28:00 - 28:11] Marty is nothing more than a fucking punk-ass bitch who constantly attacks people like me on a daily fucking basis.
[28:11 - 28:20] And I, for one, am sick of seeing it and I'm sick of dealing with it.
[28:20 - 28:32] Marty needs to be stopped. This man is now going after friends and family. He needs to be stopped.
[28:32 - 28:39] Because I'm not going to sit here and let somebody else suffer through what I suffered through.
[28:39 - 28:43] This man does not deserve to be on the internet.
[28:43 - 28:55] If anything, this man deserves to be behind bars for everything that he has done to me, done to my family, done to people I care about.
[28:55 - 29:21] This man is a criminal and he deserves to be treated as such.
[29:22 - 29:39] And those real supporters, y'all the motherfuckers that I enjoy and that I love and that I respect.
[29:39 - 29:54] You guys ready for this?
[29:54 - 30:18] It feels like I've been doing this for a long time. Y'all still don't know my name.
[30:18 - 30:47] You learned the best.
[30:47 - 32:40] You know what I'm talking about?
[32:41 - 32:46] Who's this?
[32:46 - 33:18] Who's a fix?
[33:18 - 33:20] Oh yeah, I see them all.
[33:20 - 33:25] Who's a fix?
[33:25 - 33:37] Yo, what I don't get is why y'all fake-ass rogue minds
[33:37 - 33:40] are jacking your motherfucking jaws.
[33:40 - 33:44] We all know y'all motherfuckers are fake as fuck.
[33:44 - 33:53] What do you say right now?
[33:53 - 33:57] Lava's one of the only realest motherfuckers up in this shit.
[33:57 - 34:05] One of THE realest motherfuckers up in this bitch is Lava.
[34:06 - 34:09] He's only taking right now.
[34:09 - 34:16] She's done nothing but have my bet since they motherfucking won.
[34:16 - 34:25] And you know, I don't mind having you rogue minds.
[34:25 - 34:26] You want to know why?
[34:26 - 34:28] Because that presents a challenge to me.
[34:28 - 34:33] That presents a challenge to show you guys
[34:33 - 34:37] that I can actually do what I say I'm going to do
[34:37 - 34:39] while y'all sit there and hate.
[34:39 - 34:45] I welcome the challenge.
[34:45 - 34:54] But the challenge I don't welcome is Marty and his bullshit.
[34:54 - 34:59] Marty, I know what you're doing, you motherfucker.
[35:01 - 35:05] You're going after people's jobs, pal, and you need to back off.
[35:05 - 35:09] Because like I told you on the livestream several times,
[35:09 - 35:11] you're lucky I'm not there.
[35:11 - 35:15] Because if I was, I'd be decking you straight in your fucking jaw
[35:15 - 35:18] and beating your goddamn ass to a bloody pulp
[35:18 - 35:21] and putting your ass in the goddamn hospital.
[35:21 - 35:23] Because you fucking deserve an ass beating.
[35:23 - 35:28] You deserve to have your ass beat for everything you've done to me,
[35:28 - 35:32] everything you've done to my friends, my family, people I care about.
[35:32 - 35:38] You deserve to have your fucking ass handed to you, pal.
[35:38 - 35:42] You deserve to get your ass beat within an inch
[35:42 - 35:45] of your miserable motherfucking life.
[35:45 - 35:51] And you know, what I don't understand
[35:51 - 35:56] is why a little scum fuckbag like you is behind bars.
[35:57 - 36:06] Because there's one thing I'm not doing is backing down
[36:06 - 36:11] or bending over to a little fag like you, Marty.
[36:11 - 36:16] I know you got the house for me, bro. That's why you're doing all this.
[36:16 - 36:22] I know that's why you're doing it.
[36:22 - 36:27] Because you got the fucking house for me
[36:27 - 36:31] and you can't stand the fact that I turned your ass down.
[36:31 - 36:34] And you can't handle it.
[36:34 - 36:40] So you're going on this bitch ass fuckboy rampage acting like a coward.
[36:40 - 36:43] That's all you're doing.
[36:43 - 36:48] And you think that I had to fake my way to get to where I'm at?
[36:49 - 36:53] Let this song remind you of something, motherfucker,
[36:53 - 36:55] that I work for everything I got.
[36:55 - 36:58] I didn't have shit handed to me.
[36:58 - 37:05] Where's my creak squad at?
[37:05 - 37:08] Fucking church creak squad.
[37:08 - 37:15] Where's my motherfucking creak squad at, man?
[37:18 - 37:21] Some people keep it gangster, I just keep it country, oh lord.
[37:21 - 37:32] Red, white, root, neck, skinny, color, creak, spawn.
[37:32 - 37:35] Some people keep it gangster, I just keep it country, oh lord.
[37:35 - 37:38] The single thing I got was driving by me.
[37:38 - 37:42] I didn't have no hands down so I was grabbing a bag of truth.
[37:42 - 37:45] Everybody's been laughing at me and I was running, chasing shit.
[37:45 - 37:48] Now I know y'all don't run, I'm looking like they ain't bitches.
[37:48 - 37:51] I work my way from not having nothing.
[37:51 - 37:54] Then I know y'all creep up all my mama, my diamond ring.
[37:54 - 37:57] I don't wear 'em, I'm still getting trashed.
[37:57 - 37:59] Don't move, I'm trashed, I ain't.
[37:59 - 38:01] Get some bitches' legs, it's down to them,
[38:01 - 38:03] but skinny, neck, skinny, creak, spawn.
[38:13 - 38:16] Some people keep it gangster, I just keep it country, oh lord.
[38:16 - 38:26] Red, white, root, neck, skinny, color, creak, spawn.
[38:26 - 38:30] Some people keep it gangster, I just keep it country, oh lord.
[38:30 - 38:33] And then red, neck, I say clean it and I shout.
[38:33 - 38:36] And I'm banging on the road, I know those are so on the south.
[38:36 - 38:39] Then I tell you, this ain't cheap, somebody pay the back of me.
[38:39 - 38:44] That's things you can't bend across the chin on us, smoking, it ain't not right there yet.
[38:44 - 38:48] No, you can't not search my chin unless you get a warrant.
[38:48 - 38:51] Don't make up your jacket, trust me, skip.
[38:51 - 38:54] Damn, you're still fighting, but nobody is done before.
[38:54 - 38:56] You can't get down with the fuck though.
[38:56 - 38:58] Screw one or two, I'm all charged.
[38:58 - 39:02] And that's the fact, Marty.
[39:02 - 39:06] There's one thing you fail to realize, Marty.
[39:06 - 39:11] It's not only do I have my real supporters that fuck with me.
[39:11 - 39:23] I have my close friends of the motherfucking Creek squad.
[39:23 - 39:31] And even closer friends that were brought together by the legendary motherfucking wrestler.
[39:31 - 39:35] The one, the only, the legendary Brody Lee.
[39:36 - 39:42] And the community that that man started, known as the Dark Order.
[39:42 - 39:54] The only thing right now, man, I have never seen a closer community than the Dark Order community.
[39:54 - 40:02] I have had people reaching out to me for days, reaching out to me asking if I'm okay.
[40:03 - 40:07] Showing support and love for the shit that I fucking do.
[40:07 - 40:10] Because they see my struggle.
[40:10 - 40:12] They see what I'm going through.
[40:12 - 40:15] And Marty, let me tell you right now, bro.
[40:15 - 40:18] You got a lot of motherfucking enemies, kid.
[40:18 - 40:20] A lot of fucking enemies.
[40:20 - 40:25] You got a big target on your back right now.
[40:25 - 40:27] A real big target.
[40:31 - 40:33] And guess what?
[40:33 - 40:38] I'm taking aim, motherfucker.
[40:38 - 40:45] And let me assure you, Marty, my shots, they don't miss.
[40:45 - 40:57] Hell, even the big homie Stan, who stood up for me on your stream yesterday, put you in your little bitch-ass place.
[40:58 - 41:02] You got triggered because he was telling the fucking truth.
[41:02 - 41:14] Face it, Marty.
[41:14 - 41:19] Every time somebody spells the truth to you, you get fucking triggered.
[41:20 - 41:31] Which is pretty ironic because my boy Stan yesterday stood up for me without me knowing it and put you in your motherfucking place and spoke the truth.
[41:31 - 41:33] And what happened?
[41:33 - 41:34] You got pissed off.
[41:34 - 41:35] You got angry.
[41:35 - 41:36] You got mad.
[41:36 - 41:42] And it's because he spoke the fucking truth to you, pal.
[41:42 - 41:49] He spoke the truth to you and you got pissed.
[41:50 - 41:54] Marty, you want to know why I keep on coming at you, motherfucking neck?
[41:54 - 41:58] And why I'm swinging from the fences on your ass?
[41:58 - 42:07] It's because I deserve a little fucking payback for everything that you've done to me.
[42:07 - 42:11] You call me a thief.
[42:11 - 42:13] You call me a liar.
[42:13 - 42:14] You call me a criminal.
[42:14 - 42:16] You call me all these things.
[42:16 - 42:20] And you try to prove that I'm this bad person.
[42:20 - 42:25] But the truth is, motherfucker, you're the bad one here.
[42:25 - 42:30] See, unlike you, I stay in my own lane.
[42:30 - 42:33] I do my gaming videos on Twitch.
[42:33 - 42:41] I sit down, hang out with my supporters on here, have a good time, do hangouts with people.
[42:41 - 42:44] I sit down, create music live for them.
[42:44 - 42:49] I sit down and I work on my shit and I stay in my own lane.
[42:49 - 42:51] I do what I do.
[42:51 - 42:54] Meanwhile, what do you do?
[42:54 - 42:58] Run your mouth like a pussy ass little fuck boy bitch.
[42:58 - 43:00] Because that's all you know how to do, man.
[43:00 - 43:07] Every time you get triggered, you go off and you try to make shit worse.
[43:12 - 43:15] Like I said, Marty, you need to learn your place.
[43:15 - 43:18] And your place is below me, motherfucker.
[43:18 - 43:20] Face it, Marty.
[43:20 - 43:23] Without me, you wouldn't have any content, son.
[43:23 - 43:30] Without me, you wouldn't have this building YouTube career that you're getting.
[43:30 - 43:34] If anything, I own you.
[43:34 - 43:41] And the reason why I own you, your content is all about me.
[43:42 - 43:46] Which would make it my videos.
[43:46 - 43:50] Because my face, therefore, that makes those my videos.
[43:50 - 43:53] Because I'm on them.
[43:53 - 43:58] Which means all your subscribers belong to me.
[43:58 - 44:04] Plain and simple, bitch.
[44:04 - 44:06] I own you, Marty.
[44:06 - 44:08] You don't own shit.
[44:09 - 44:12] I own your ass.
[44:12 - 44:16] And as your motherfucking boss, I'm telling you right now,
[44:16 - 44:22] back down and shut the fuck up before I put you in your goddamn place, boy.
[44:22 - 44:31] Facts, Lava, facts.
[44:31 - 44:33] I'm actually gonna attend that shit.
[44:33 - 44:47] [silence]
[44:47 - 44:51] Now, I am gonna end out this show with one final song.
[44:51 - 44:53] I am gonna end it pretty early, 'cause Lava,
[44:53 - 44:56] I'm getting ready to get ahold of you here in just a few minutes.
[44:56 - 45:00] After this song, Lava, I'm calling your ass.
[45:00 - 45:03] So I'll be ready to answer that goddamn phone.
[45:03 - 45:05] Nah.
[45:16 - 45:42] [silence]
[45:42 - 45:51] And this song right here is to help liberate all you no-minded
[45:51 - 45:56] and narrow-minded motherfuckers that are blind to the truth.
[45:56 - 46:10] Let's go.
[46:10 - 46:39] [silence]
[46:39 - 46:50] [singing]
[46:50 - 46:56] Waiting for your mother, Messiah.
[46:56 - 47:04] Take away all the sacred and darkest of heart and your eyes.
[47:04 - 47:09] I said, I'm waiting now.
[47:09 - 47:14] [silence]
[47:14 - 47:29] [singing]
[47:29 - 47:39] [silence]
[47:39 - 47:46] [singing]
[47:46 - 47:48] [silence]
[47:48 - 47:54] Waiting for your mother, Messiah.
[47:54 - 48:02] Take away all the hatred and darkest of light and your eyes.
[48:02 - 48:31] I said, I'm waiting now.
[48:31 - 48:35] [silence]
[48:35 - 48:40] Waiting for your mother, Messiah.
[48:40 - 48:48] Take away all the hatred and darkest of heart and your eyes.
[48:48 - 48:56] How long will we be waiting for your mother, Messiah?
[48:56 - 49:04] Take away all the hatred and darkest of heart and your eyes.
[49:04 - 49:16] I said, I'm waiting now.
[49:16 - 49:29] [silence]
[49:29 - 49:34] And to all the real supporters out there, I want to say thank you to every one of you,
[49:34 - 49:42] all the real supporters, all those that actually and truthfully support me
[49:42 - 49:46] and aren't putting on some sort of fucking front.
[49:46 - 50:00] All the real supporters, I fucking love every single one of you guys.
[50:00 - 50:11] But like I said, the only way that I will ever, ever be able to get into a fucking studio
[50:11 - 50:20] and do my shit like you motherfuckers want me to is if we can get rid of Marty for fucking good.
[50:20 - 50:23] That's the only way that'll happen.
[50:23 - 50:33] If we can get rid of him, then my dreams can become, in fact, a reality.
[50:33 - 50:41] And I can get on to a professional label that will pay me, that will help me do my shit.
[50:41 - 50:51] But I need your guys' help to get there.
[50:51 - 50:55] So Marty, let this be known right now, motherfucker.
[50:55 - 50:59] I'm coming for your fucking head.
[50:59 - 51:05] I got your head in my fucking crosshairs, bitch.
[51:05 - 51:12] And guess what? You either better duck and run or stand there like a deer caught in the headlights.
[51:12 - 51:18] You want to know why? Because I'm taking aim at your motherfucking head.
[51:18 - 51:22] And I guarantee you, I'm gonna hit my motherfucking mark.
[51:22 - 51:27] I'm gonna shut you down, one way or another.
[51:27 - 51:31] I am not backing down, no matter what you do to me.
[51:31 - 51:36] I will not falter. I will not break.
[51:36 - 51:41] I'm taking aim at your head, man. And I got you right in my crosshairs.
[51:41 - 51:45] And your ass is done.
[51:45 - 51:51] I don't care how long it takes. I don't care what level I have to stoop to at this point.
[51:51 - 52:01] I will do whatever I need to do to shut you down and make sure you never do this to anyone ever again.
[52:01 - 52:06] Because no one deserves the bullshit that you put me through.
[52:06 - 52:13] No one deserves the bullshit that you put my friends, my family, my loved ones through.
[52:13 - 52:26] No one deserves that. And I'm gonna make damn fucking sure that you never do that to anyone ever again.
[52:26 - 52:31] So go ahead and run Marty. Eventually I will get you.
[52:31 - 52:37] And I will bring you down. I don't care what it takes.
[52:37 - 52:43] Your ass is mine. And I'm bringing you down, one way or another.
[52:43 - 52:48] Because this bullying is going to stop.
[52:48 - 52:53] And if you think I'm playing, you think I'm full of shit, try me.
[52:53 - 53:02] I'll find a way to bring you down. And when I do, you best believe your ass is done.
[53:02 - 53:11] Your ass is motherfucking done Marty.
[53:11 - 53:15] So go ahead and hide behind your computer screen.
[53:15 - 53:23] Hide behind your little friends and your fake friends and your fake accounts.
[53:23 - 53:26] Hide behind whatever you fucking want.
[53:26 - 53:36] Because eventually I'm gonna tear that shit away and I'm going to bring you down.
[53:36 - 53:42] Which is why I'm making it my personal mission to stop you.
[53:42 - 53:50] So that no one ever has to suffer through what I suffered through with you.
[53:50 - 54:03] Because no one deserves to get put through the hell that I got put through with you.
[54:03 - 54:19] So Marty, run while you can. Because eventually Karma will catch up with you. And Karma will beat your ass.
[54:19 - 54:27] Oh wait, that's right. I am Karma bitch. And I'm coming for your ass.
[54:27 - 54:40] So like I said Marty, run all you want. At the end of the day, I will always be better than you. I will always be above you.
[54:40 - 54:47] And there's not a goddamn thing in this world that you can do to break me down or shut me down.
[54:47 - 54:56] Because like I said Marty, like I told you last night, you want a fucking war, you got a war. And I can promise you this.
[54:56 - 55:03] As a matter of fact, this ain't even a promise or a prediction. This is a spoiler for your fake ass.
[55:03 - 55:17] At the end of the day, when this war is all said and done, your ass is going to be sitting in the back of a cop car being hauled off to jail.
[55:17 - 55:24] So go ahead and keep running pal. Because I'm coming for you.
[55:24 - 55:36] And I urge any of you out there. And I do mean any of you out there who have truthfully been bullied by Marty.
[55:36 - 55:41] Don't be afraid to step forward and say something.
[55:41 - 56:10] Don't be afraid to open up and say, hey, this man is doing this to me. How can we stop him?
[56:10 - 56:36] I can honestly say Courtney lava is not friends with rustic. I can tell you that already.
[56:36 - 56:46] Like I said, man, Marty, I'm not going to be brought down by you at all.
[56:46 - 56:52] And I will continue to fight no matter what.
[56:52 - 57:13] I will continue to fight until your ass is brought down.
[57:13 - 57:25] For real supporters out there, I want to say thank you to every single one of you for sticking by me through all of this.
[57:25 - 57:30] Because I'm not afraid to admit this.
[57:30 - 57:38] Because of Marty, I've been in a very, very bad place mentally.
[57:38 - 57:42] And I mean a very bad place mentally.
[57:42 - 57:54] And I'm still fighting through it every day for you guys, for myself, for my friends, my family.
[57:54 - 57:59] But like I said, Marty, I'm going to leave you with this.
[57:59 - 58:22] Run while you still can because I have you in my crosshairs and eventually I'm going to pull that trigger and you won't see it coming and your ass will be done for plain and simple.
[58:22 - 58:30] Plain and simple.