2021-1-27 Stepping away from youtube indeffinetly

[0:00 - 0:29] What's up guys, it's your boy. Alright first off I do want to say thank you to
[0:29 - 0:37] Stan for standing up for me like you did bro. 100%, like I do appreciate what you did on
[0:37 - 0:51] me. But because of Marty and what he's been doing and the harassment that he's been
[0:51 - 1:08] causing myself, my family, my friends, people I care about. I have no choice but to step
[1:08 - 1:21] away for a while. It's not that I want to, it's that I have to. This guy is intruding
[1:21 - 1:32] all my life so bad. It's so bad to the point to where I'll be straight up honest. I have
[1:32 - 1:47] been very very depressed over the last few months because of him. Like I've not been
[1:47 - 1:55] in a very good state of mind. I'm constantly worrying. Constantly by the computer wondering
[1:55 - 2:06] when he's going to attack me next. Wondering what kind of bullshit is he going to do next.
[2:06 - 2:18] I've gone to the police, nobody's doing anything. I have filled out report after fucking report.
[2:18 - 2:29] And nobody's done anything. At all. I have fought this man tooth and nail trying to get
[2:29 - 2:41] him to back off. Yet nobody is doing a goddamn thing to fucking stop him. And I'm honestly
[2:41 - 2:48] tired of it. I'm tired of my friends being attacked, people I love and care about being
[2:48 - 3:09] attacked, being lied to. I am tired of it. So until I know for sure that he's either
[3:09 - 3:24] behind bars or his channel has taken down, then I have no choice but to step away. I
[3:24 - 3:34] am tired of the harassment. I am tired of these attacks. Constantly going on every fucking
[3:34 - 3:48] day. Every day I have to wake up to this man literally harassing me so bad to the point
[3:48 - 4:00] that he's done shit like this. He has sent me this and told me to kill myself on a fucking
[4:00 - 4:17] lie. You tell me where that's okay. Like when is enough gonna be enough? I don't fucking
[4:17 - 4:33] get it. Like y'all think I want to step away from doing what I love? No I don't. But what
[4:33 - 4:40] choice do I fucking have? I've gone to the police, I've gone to the feds, I've gone
[4:40 - 4:52] to the FBI and nobody has done fucking jack shit. Nobody has done anything to stop this
[4:52 - 5:02] cyberbullying to stop these attacks. I have filled out report after report after report
[5:02 - 5:19] after report. For the last month I have filled out at least 10+ police reports on this guy.
[5:19 - 5:42] I have filled out so many reports on this guy that it's ridiculous. And it's getting
[5:42 - 5:51] to the point to where I not only fear for my own safety but my family's safety. That's
[5:51 - 6:03] how Pat is getting. This man is literally getting to the point of being a danger to
[6:03 - 6:16] myself and my family and my loved ones. Literally every day this man is doing this and I am
[6:16 - 6:31] tired of it. Am I quitting music? No. But right now I have to step away for the sake
[6:31 - 6:43] of myself and the safety of my family. Because I'm not going to have some punk ass motherfucker
[6:43 - 6:52] coming and doing what he's been doing to me. I don't know what to do. I really don't
[6:52 - 7:04] know. If Sony has an answer fucking spill it or do something. This man has harassed
[7:04 - 7:29] me for months and months and months and nobody is doing anything to stop him. I don't fucking
[7:29 - 7:44] get it. Why is nobody going after this guy and having him arrested? I don't get it.
[7:44 - 7:56] This man has blackmailed my ex Caitlyn. Attacked her family. Attacked my family. Attacked me.
[7:56 - 8:05] Set me a thing of rope and told me to kill myself on a livestream. And then proceeds
[8:05 - 8:19] to bully me every fucking day on his goddamn life. Every day this man attacks me ruthlessly
[8:19 - 8:33] and relentlessly on his lives. All in the attempt to make me fail. All in the attempt
[8:33 - 8:48] to make me look like shit. And honestly it's kinda hard not to watch when you're being
[8:48 - 8:58] attacked every fucking day. It's very hard not to watch when it's being brought up every
[8:58 - 9:08] fucking day and you see this shit on a daily basis. I see this shit in my recommended feed
[9:08 - 9:18] every fucking day of the fucking week. Every day I have to see another video of him attacking
[9:18 - 9:36] me and bringing me down and I'm tired of it. I don't deserve this. I don't fucking
[9:36 - 10:00] deserve this shit that he's doing to me. No one deserves this. I just wanted to stop.
[10:00 - 10:11] So I'm sorry guys. I'm not deleting my channel or anything like that. I'm not doing that.
[10:11 - 10:21] But until Marty is dealt with I have to leave and step away for a while. For my own sake
[10:21 - 10:30] and for the safety of my family and myself. I have to step away. Because it's getting
[10:30 - 10:57] to that point to where things could get deadly. And I don't want them to get to that point.
[10:57 - 11:04] I'm sorry guys but I hope you understand why I'm doing this. I need to do this for
[11:04 - 11:14] the safety of my family and myself. I'm sorry but I have to step away. Until I know Marty
[11:14 - 11:29] is dealt with and he is behind bars then I am stepping away. I'm sorry. I have no choice.
[11:29 - 11:36] I have to step away for the safety of my family and my friends and those that I care
[11:36 - 11:51] about. Like I said I've gone to the police so many times but yet they won't do anything
[11:51 - 12:05] to stop him. So I'm sorry guys. But until Marty gets put behind bars like he belongs
[12:05 - 12:21] I have to step away. Like I said I'm not deleting my channel or anything but I am
[12:21 - 12:38] stepping away until this gets taken care of. I love you guys and I'll catch you later.
[12:38 - 12:49] And please if anybody out there can help me stop Marty please spread this video around
[12:49 - 12:55] share my story and help me stop him please.