2021-1-22 why m Mental health i going down hill

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[0:43 - 0:45] What's up guys?
[0:45 - 0:53] [Silence]
[0:53 - 0:59] I don't really want you guys to see me like this.
[0:59 - 1:05] [Silence]
[1:05 - 1:10] But what else can I do?
[1:10 - 1:30] [Silence]
[1:30 - 1:39] Let me tell you right now, because of Marty and everything he's done to me,
[1:39 - 1:48] I'm not gonna lie.
[1:48 - 1:55] I can't hide it anymore.
[1:55 - 2:02] Because of Marty and what he's been doing to me,
[2:02 - 2:09] I'll make sure to be honest, my mental health is not doing so good guys.
[2:09 - 2:17] [Silence]
[2:17 - 2:24] You guys really know him.
[2:24 - 2:28] I'm constantly stressed out.
[2:28 - 2:35] Constantly sleeping, barely eating.
[2:35 - 2:48] And for the first time today, I hit my breaking point and literally had a mental breakdown.
[2:48 - 2:58] I literally, I lost it today because I don't know what to do.
[2:58 - 3:04] I really and truly just don't know what to do anymore.
[3:04 - 3:09] It doesn't matter if I go to the police.
[3:09 - 3:17] It doesn't matter if I fill out a report.
[3:17 - 3:20] It doesn't matter what I do.
[3:20 - 3:26] Marty will not stop.
[3:26 - 3:33] I don't know what else to do.
[3:33 - 3:40] After I did those recordings this morning live,
[3:40 - 3:48] I literally sat down and lost it.
[3:48 - 3:57] I literally just sat down with tears running down my face
[3:57 - 4:03] and just squirted with tongue and my lungs.
[4:03 - 4:13] I've been in so much pain because of what Marty's done.
[4:13 - 4:18] And what's sad is nobody will help.
[4:18 - 4:24] I've reached out to so many different people.
[4:24 - 4:31] So many people in the law enforcement.
[4:31 - 4:36] And nobody's lifting a finger.
[4:36 - 4:46] And I don't understand why.
[4:46 - 4:57] I literally am at my rope sign with this guy.
[4:57 - 5:01] I literally don't know what to do anymore.
[5:01 - 5:07] I don't know how he can be stopped unless we reach out to big major YouTubers
[5:07 - 5:10] that have a voice.
[5:10 - 5:20] Because right now I don't have a thousand plus subs so I don't have that voice.
[5:20 - 5:30] And what's fucked up is major YouTubers that do have a voice.
[5:30 - 5:53] People like Rustic, they egg this shit on.
[5:53 - 5:59] I can honestly say that today was the very first time in years
[5:59 - 6:11] that I literally sat down and just broke down entirely.
[6:11 - 6:24] And when I really broke down, I don't mean just a little bit like I had a full blowout.
[6:24 - 6:30] Like I literally, I snapped.
[6:30 - 6:40] All I could do was sit here and just blow my eyes out all fucking day
[6:40 - 6:46] after those recordings that I did this morning.
[6:46 - 7:07] That's all I can do.
[7:07 - 7:18] You know, and it's not fair because Marty is over here bullying me
[7:18 - 7:27] and others so bad to no end with no repercussions.
[7:27 - 7:43] This man has attacked my family, caused by now like a girlfriend to go into a group home,
[7:43 - 7:49] desecrated my brother who had passed away,
[7:49 - 7:58] and then proceeds to attack me and belittle me and bully me.
[7:58 - 8:14] And even goes as far to send this.
[8:14 - 8:35] What I want to know is why the fucking police aren't doing anything about this guy.
[8:35 - 8:44] I don't understand what it's going to take to get Marty fucking stopped.
[8:44 - 8:49] I don't, I don't get it.
[8:49 - 8:55] Like this man has literally been ruining my life for years.
[8:55 - 9:04] Fucking years. This man has been attacking me, belittling me,
[9:04 - 9:13] and destroying me to the fullest extent.
[9:13 - 9:23] It's like he has no remorse.
[9:23 - 9:30] You know, all I'm trying to do is live my life and do what I enjoy,
[9:30 - 9:34] which is my music and have a happy life,
[9:34 - 9:42] creating what I love, doing what I love to do.
[9:42 - 9:48] But every time it seems like every time I take a step forward
[9:48 - 9:53] to finally make that start to being on the right track to making money
[9:53 - 9:56] and doing what I want to do with my life,
[9:56 - 10:00] Marty comes in and throws a wrench into the gears,
[10:00 - 10:05] setting me back quite a ways.
[10:05 - 10:09] Because I'm already no record label wants anything to do with me,
[10:09 - 10:13] I've lost friends because of him.
[10:13 - 10:24] I've lost family members that won't even talk to me anymore.
[10:24 - 10:36] What I want to know is when is enough going to be enough?
[10:36 - 10:50] Marty, I hope you're watching this, man.
[10:50 - 11:02] I really do hope you're watching this, Marty.
[11:02 - 11:08] And I'm telling you right now, Marty, you need to quit.
[11:08 - 11:18] Quit what you're doing.
[11:18 - 11:31] I have been begging you for months to stop.
[11:31 - 11:38] I have been begging, pleading, screaming for you to stop.
[11:38 - 11:51] And all you can do is sit there and laugh and continue to egg it on.
[11:51 - 11:56] And you think the shit that I've done is bad.
[11:56 - 12:03] The shit that I've done is nothing compared to what you've done to me.
[12:03 - 12:08] You say that I accused you of Jamie's death.
[12:08 - 12:11] That's because you did it.
[12:11 - 12:15] That's because you had a hand in it.
[12:15 - 12:27] Whether you realize it or not, you had a hand in her death.
[12:27 - 12:48] Instead of owning up to it, you'd rather sweep it under the rug and hide like a coward.
[12:48 - 12:50] I don't understand, Marty.
[12:50 - 12:54] What's it going to take for you to fuck off and leave me alone for good?
[12:54 - 12:57] Get it.
[12:57 - 13:03] What is it going to take for you to fuck off?
[13:03 - 13:09] Because what you're doing to me is not fair.
[13:09 - 13:18] Because the way you're doing me right now, Marty, the way you're holding me back,
[13:18 - 13:22] you're not just stealing from me.
[13:22 - 13:26] You're not just draining my mental health.
[13:26 - 13:33] You're not just making me more depressed than I already was.
[13:33 - 13:44] But you're literally stealing from my fan base.
[13:44 - 13:52] By holding me back like you do, Marty, by causing these labels to not want anything to do with me,
[13:52 - 14:03] you're literally robbing my fans of something they enjoy.
[14:03 - 14:09] You're robbing my fans, my friends, my family.
[14:09 - 14:14] I have gone to the police several times about you and knew what to do.
[14:14 - 14:30] They turn around and say that they won't do anything every time.
[14:30 - 14:40] You know, Marty, it's people like you that I fight against every day.
[14:40 - 14:45] It's people like you that I can't stand.
[14:45 - 14:54] Because it's people like you that drive teens and young adults to suicide every day.
[14:54 - 15:05] Every day, people like myself take their lives because of people like you.
[15:05 - 15:11] And where is that fair to them? Where is that fair to their families?
[15:11 - 15:17] Where is anything you're doing okay?
[15:17 - 15:23] I don't get it.
[15:23 - 15:33] Like, I don't understand what makes you think that what you're doing is justifiable.
[15:33 - 15:36] Because it's really not.
[15:36 - 15:42] What you're doing cannot be justified.
[15:42 - 16:02] What you're doing is sick, disgusting, vile, and wrong.
[16:02 - 16:28] You know, Marty?
[16:28 - 16:31] You really are a sick bastard.
[16:31 - 16:33] You really are.
[16:33 - 16:38] And believe me, I've tried ignoring you.
[16:38 - 16:40] I've tried walking away.
[16:40 - 16:43] I've tried sweeping it under the rug.
[16:43 - 16:55] But every time I do so, you literally come back and make things a hundred times worse for me.
[16:55 - 16:59] You make it hard to walk away.
[16:59 - 17:13] What I don't understand is why is it that you can't quit and back off and walk the fuck away and leave everything alone and quit attacking me?
[17:13 - 17:16] I don't get it.
[17:16 - 17:20] Wait, when is it going to be enough for you?
[17:20 - 17:34] What, do I have to be in the ground dead for you to fucking stop? Is that what it's going to take?
[17:34 - 17:41] I don't understand why you can't back off and quit bullying me.
[17:41 - 17:45] Why is it that you feel like you have to attack me?
[17:45 - 17:49] I don't understand.
[17:49 - 18:04] All I'm trying to do is live my life and make a good, honest, decent living off of my music for those that need it.
[18:04 - 18:12] I'm trying to do something good with my life and be the voice for those that don't have one.
[18:12 - 18:26] I'm trying to be the voice for mental health, for anti-suicide, for bullying, because I was in those situations my entire life.
[18:27 - 47:14] Why do you think I relate to this song?
[47:14 - 47:18] I'm not in the music scene, but for my artwork, I used to look up to you.
[47:18 - 47:22] But you changed.
[47:22 - 47:26] What happened to that rustic that used to not do that shit?
[47:26 - 47:30] What happened to the rustic that used to stick to doing your artwork
[47:30 - 47:34] and did it fuck with people?
[47:34 - 47:38] And did it bully people?
[47:38 - 47:42] What happened to that?
[47:42 - 47:46] What happened to that, bitch?
[47:46 - 47:50] What happened to that?
[47:50 - 47:54] What happened to the rustic that didn't let that ego go to her fucking head?
[47:54 - 47:58] You know, it's fucking sad.
[47:58 - 48:02] I used to look up to you.
[48:02 - 48:06] I used to follow your work.
[48:06 - 48:10] You used to be one of my biggest fucking inspirations.
[48:10 - 48:14] You used to be one of my biggest influences
[48:14 - 48:18] in a lot of my artwork that I've done over the years.
[48:18 - 48:22] Hell, I even had you up on a panel
[48:22 - 48:26] and got to interview you.
[48:26 - 48:30] You used to be one of my favorite artists of all time.
[48:30 - 48:34] Now look at you. You're nothing more than a fucking selfish
[48:34 - 48:38] pissed off waste of space on YouTube.
[48:38 - 48:42] Now look at you.
[48:42 - 48:46] You're picking on people with mental issues.
[48:46 - 48:50] People that are mentally handicapped.
[48:50 - 48:54] And that's not cool.
[48:54 - 48:58] People like Rosie Ren who are mentally disabled.
[48:58 - 49:02] You pick on people like that and you manipulate them.
[49:06 - 49:10] And then you turn around and come after people like me
[49:10 - 49:14] who are smaller channels.
[49:14 - 49:18] So rustic.
[49:18 - 49:22] All I gotta say to you
[49:22 - 49:26] is that you are nothing more than a piece of shit
[49:26 - 49:30] that doesn't deserve to be on this platform.
[49:30 - 49:34] Honestly, you're a waste
[49:34 - 49:38] of space on this planet.
[49:38 - 49:42] With the way you're being, that's not cool.
[49:42 - 49:46] Like I said, I want to know
[49:46 - 49:50] what happened to the rustic that first started out on YouTube.
[49:50 - 49:54] The rustic that I followed three years ago.
[49:54 - 49:58] Whose artwork I enjoyed.
[49:58 - 50:02] The rustic that didn't attack people.
[50:02 - 50:06] That didn't go after anyone.
[50:06 - 50:10] The rustic that stayed in her own lane
[50:10 - 50:14] and didn't go after people with mental
[50:14 - 50:18] issues or are mentally handicapped.
[50:18 - 50:22] What happened to that rustic?
[50:22 - 50:26] Because all I see now is a worthless piece of shit, empty shell
[50:26 - 50:30] of what you used to be.
[50:30 - 50:34] All I see is a fucking empty shell of the rustic
[50:34 - 50:38] that I used to follow, that I used to know.
[50:38 - 50:42] The rustic that I used to look up to.
[50:42 - 50:46] The rustic that inspired about 95%
[50:46 - 50:50] of my artwork that I've done over the years.
[50:50 - 50:54] What happened to that rustic?
[50:54 - 50:58] Because this rustic I see now is nothing more
[50:58 - 51:02] than a self-centered, egotistical little bitch.
[51:02 - 51:06] And you think you're a hard ass by the bullying
[51:06 - 51:10] people, you're not your dumb bitch.
[51:10 - 51:14] You're not a hard ass. If anything,
[51:14 - 51:18] you're a sad, sad waste of space.
[51:18 - 51:22] Because all you do is attack
[51:22 - 51:26] people like me and think that it's okay.
[51:26 - 51:30] You think that it's funny, but really, it's not rustic.
[51:30 - 51:34] If anything, Rustic Angel,
[51:34 - 51:38] you're a waste of space on this goddamn platform.
[51:38 - 51:42] You need to get that ego in check.
[51:42 - 51:46] Because people like you and Marty
[51:46 - 51:50] that I can't stand.
[51:50 - 51:54] People like you and Marty that don't deserve to be
[51:54 - 51:58] on this goddamn platform. It's people like you and Marty
[51:58 - 52:02] that push people similar to myself
[52:02 - 52:06] to want to end their lives every day.
[52:06 - 52:18] How about we don't have a conversation, Rustic?
[52:18 - 52:22] How about you go back to being the way that you used to be?
[52:22 - 52:26] How about that? How about instead of talking,
[52:26 - 52:30] you go back to the way that you used to be three years ago
[52:30 - 52:34] before you started attacking people? How about that?
[52:34 - 52:38] Because you know what they say, Rustic?
[52:38 - 52:42] Talk is cheap. Actions speak louder
[52:42 - 52:46] than words.
[52:46 - 52:50] Actions speak much louder than fucking words.
[52:50 - 52:54] Prove me wrong, Rustic.
[52:54 - 52:58] Prove me motherfucking wrong
[52:58 - 53:02] that actions don't speak louder than words.
[53:02 - 53:06] Because, see, unlike you,
[53:06 - 53:20] I don't change who I am for nobody.
[53:20 - 53:24] You can ask every subscriber here that I had
[53:24 - 53:28] on my old channel that had 900+ subs.
[53:28 - 53:32] Let me tell you, Rustic, I was almost to a thousand subs.
[53:32 - 53:36] I was right fucking there.
[53:36 - 53:40] And you want to know something? I never changed who I was.
[53:40 - 53:44] Because how I am on here, how I'm calm,
[53:44 - 53:48] how I'm a nice person, how I'm a good, kind, caring person,
[53:48 - 53:52] that's how I am in real life. Unlike you,
[53:52 - 53:56] I don't pretend to be a nice person and then turn around
[53:56 - 54:00] and attack people for the fun of it. I don't do that.
[54:00 - 54:04] How I am on here
[54:04 - 54:08] is how I am in real life.
[54:08 - 54:12] I don't sit there and go after disabled people like your fake ass.
[54:12 - 54:16] You know, and it's sad, Rustic.
[54:16 - 54:20] It's sad to think that you let that fucking oversized eagle of yours
[54:20 - 54:24] get to your fucking head.
[54:24 - 54:28] It's pretty sad. You let that fucking bitch ass eagle of yours
[54:28 - 54:32] get to your fucking head. Now look at you.
[54:32 - 54:36] You're nothing more than a fucking wannabe.
[54:36 - 54:40] You're nothing more than another version
[54:40 - 54:44] of music biz Marty. That's all you are.
[54:44 - 54:48] You're a sad waste of fucking space
[54:48 - 54:52] just like Marty.
[54:52 - 54:56] Hell, some may even say that you're worse.
[54:56 - 55:00] And honestly,
[55:00 - 55:04] I'm inclined to agree.
[55:04 - 55:08] I'm very inclined to agree with them.
[55:08 - 55:12] You are a waste of space. You are another wannabe Marty.
[55:12 - 55:20] You want to see the proof? Look on your own channel.
[55:20 - 55:24] Look on your livestreams.
[55:24 - 55:34] Awesome!
[55:36 - 55:40] Dude, it's in
[55:40 - 55:44] your livestreams, in the chat,
[55:44 - 55:48] words that come out of your own mouth.
[55:48 - 55:52] There have been a lot of people that have come forward about you, Rustic.
[55:52 - 55:56] And I don't need to say no names because
[55:56 - 56:00] you already know who they are.
[56:00 - 56:04] And like I said, it's sad that I used to, I still can't
[56:04 - 56:08] believe I used to look up to you as a fucking artist.
[56:08 - 56:12] I can't believe I used to look up to you as an inspiration.
[56:12 - 56:26] And it's sad, Rustic. I used to go to you
[56:26 - 56:30] as an inspiration. That now all you do
[56:30 - 56:34] is attack people. For fun and for gain.
[56:34 - 56:38] And no, I'm not gonna stop, Rustic.
[56:38 - 56:42] What's the matter, Rustic?
[56:42 - 56:46] Can't handle the fucking guilt. Can't handle
[56:46 - 56:50] the fact that I'm actually the one putting you in your fucking place.
[56:50 - 56:54] You pissed off that smaller channel than you is putting
[56:54 - 56:58] you in your fucking place where it belongs.
[56:58 - 57:02] Is that what you're pissed off about?
[57:02 - 57:08] Are you pissed off that somebody smarter than you
[57:08 - 57:12] has a better attitude than you?
[57:12 - 57:16] Doesn't attack people like you do
[57:16 - 57:20] is actually putting you in your bitch ass place.
[57:26 - 57:30] Because Rustic, let me tell you something.
[57:30 - 57:34] Ask anyone here. Anyone here.
[57:34 - 57:42] Ask Katrina. Ask Courtney.
[57:42 - 57:46] Ask Cynthia. Ask anyone here.
[57:46 - 57:50] That knows how I am. Hell, ask El Jibrido.
[57:50 - 57:54] Ask Devin.
[57:54 - 57:58] They will all tell you the same damn thing that I'm telling you, Rustic.
[57:58 - 58:02] How I am on here, the nice person that I am on here
[58:02 - 58:06] is how I am in real life.
[58:06 - 58:10] I don't change who I am for no fucking body.
[58:10 - 58:18] Hell, you keep asking Anthony. Anthony will even tell you that.
[58:18 - 58:22] I don't change who I am for nobody.
[58:22 - 58:26] How I am on here is how I am in real life. Even Tonic can tell you this.
[58:26 - 58:30] AAA can tell you this.
[58:30 - 58:42] Unlike you Rustic, I don't go around attacking people
[58:42 - 58:46] for no goddamn reason.
[58:46 - 58:58] Hell, you keep asking my boy Kayla right here.
[58:58 - 59:02] I talk to Kayla on an almost daily fucking basis.
[59:02 - 59:06] Even he can tell you I don't change myself for nobody.
[59:06 - 59:10] How I am on here is how I am in real fucking life.
[59:10 - 59:14] Ask Kayla for yourself, he'll tell you.
[59:14 - 59:18] He's talked to me many a times.
[59:18 - 59:22] He knows. Ask my boy Bradley.
[59:22 - 59:26] Ask Brittany. Ask Ted.
[59:26 - 59:30] They'll tell you. Ask my boy Eric Scrubbo.
[59:30 - 59:38] Like I said Rustic,
[59:38 - 59:42] you got a lot to fucking learn. You need to get that fucking
[59:42 - 59:46] ego in check and quit going after people like a bitch.
[59:46 - 60:00] What I don't understand is what makes you think that it's okay
[60:00 - 60:04] to go after somebody like Rosie who is mentally handicapped.
[60:04 - 60:08] What gives you that right?
[60:08 - 60:12] What makes you think
[60:12 - 60:16] you have that right to go after somebody who is mentally disabled?
[60:16 - 60:20] You don't see me go after somebody like Tony
[60:20 - 60:24] who is in a fucking wheelchair, do you?
[60:24 - 60:28] You don't see me attacking him or manipulating him.
[60:28 - 60:32] The only reason I even took a shot at that dude is because
[60:32 - 60:36] Marty put him in that position to attack me.
[60:36 - 60:40] And he gave me no choice but to fire back.
[60:40 - 60:49] No, she's not. Rosie is not your friend.
[60:49 - 60:53] You're using her.
[60:53 - 60:56] You're manipulating her
[60:56 - 61:00] because you know she's mentally handicapped.
[61:00 - 61:04] You're using her to your advantage.
[61:04 - 61:12] Oh, and for those in Rustic's
[61:12 - 61:16] channel and her little community that think
[61:16 - 61:20] that actually think
[61:20 - 61:24] that my friend Jenny
[61:24 - 61:28] paid me to be her friend, she didn't pay me
[61:28 - 61:32] a goddamn dime to be her friend.
[61:32 - 61:34] At all.
[61:34 - 61:38] So I don't know where y'all motherfuckers are sitting there getting all thinking
[61:38 - 61:42] that she paid me to be her friend. She didn't pay me to be her friend.
[61:42 - 61:46] I became her friend because unlike you Rustic and your little
[61:46 - 61:50] bitch-ass community, she's actually real.
[61:50 - 61:54] She's actually a nice person.
[61:54 - 61:58] Unlike you.
[61:58 - 62:02] She's actually stuck up for me, defending me
[62:02 - 62:06] several times.
[62:06 - 62:10] Hell, she's one of the main ones that's helped me take down Marty.
[62:10 - 62:16] You can ask anyone here.
[62:16 - 62:44] [silence]
[62:44 - 62:48] Like I said Rustic, I'm not here to attack you.
[62:48 - 62:52] I'm not here to be an asshole towards you
[62:52 - 62:56] but what I am saying is you need to get your
[62:56 - 63:00] fucking head out of your ass and quit letting that ego of yours
[63:00 - 63:04] go to your head and you need to quit attacking people for no reason.
[63:04 - 63:08] Whatever you're angry about, don't be taking it out on other people.
[63:08 - 63:24] [silence]
[63:24 - 63:28] Don't be a going out. Let me tell you Rustic,
[63:28 - 63:32] there's enough bullies on YouTube as it is.
[63:32 - 63:36] There is more than enough
[63:36 - 63:40] bullies on YouTube as it is. We don't need
[63:40 - 63:44] anymore.
[63:44 - 63:48] [silence]
[63:48 - 63:52] And Rustic, I'm more than disappointed in you.
[63:52 - 63:56] If anything, I'm pissed. I'm
[63:56 - 64:00] livid at the fact that you can sit there and
[64:00 - 64:04] go after somebody that's mentally disabled.
[64:04 - 64:08] Somebody who doesn't know right from wrong.
[64:08 - 64:12] And then turn that person
[64:12 - 64:16] into a bully themselves. What kind of
[64:16 - 64:20] sick person does that?
[64:20 - 64:32] [silence]
[64:32 - 64:36] What the fuck, classic?
[64:36 - 64:40] But for real though, what kind of person goes after somebody
[64:40 - 64:44] that's disabled and then turns around
[64:44 - 64:48] and turns that person into a bully themselves? That's what
[64:48 - 64:52] I don't understand. It's people like you Rustic
[64:52 - 64:56] that I fight against. It's people like you
[64:56 - 65:00] that I can't stand. People like you and Marty are
[65:00 - 65:04] the ones that I can't fucking stand.
[65:04 - 65:08] Because let me tell you, let me give you some facts here Rustic.
[65:08 - 65:12] Almost every day, thirty plus teens and young adults
[65:12 - 65:16] take their lives due to cyberbullying.
[65:16 - 65:20] Every day.
[65:20 - 65:24] Think about that. Think about
[65:24 - 65:28] how many teens and young adults that is in a year. Almost
[65:28 - 65:32] thirty plus a day. All over the world.
[65:32 - 65:36] Take their lives due to bullying.
[65:36 - 65:40] Due to shit that people like you and Marty do.
[65:40 - 66:00] [silence]
[66:00 - 66:04] That's a lot of people Rustic.
[66:04 - 66:39] [silence]
[66:39 - 66:43] Now, I do have something special for you guys.
[66:43 - 66:47] [silence]
[66:47 - 66:51] No, but I do have something very special for you guys.
[66:51 - 66:56] That is going to be on, it's not going to be right away.
[66:56 - 67:00] But you guys are going to get a super early, and I mean
[67:00 - 67:05] super early look, months ahead look.
[67:05 - 67:08] [silence]
[67:08 - 67:12] And a remix that I did of Lincoln Park and M&M
[67:12 - 67:16] for an upcoming mashup album that I've been in the process
[67:16 - 67:20] of currently working on.
[67:20 - 67:24] Now, with that being said,
[67:24 - 67:26] I want the show.
[67:26 - 67:39] [music]
[67:39 - 67:42] I don't have enough on this.
[67:42 - 71:17] [music]
[71:17 - 71:21] All right, so the deal with the book is going to drop.
[71:21 - 71:24] Like I said, I just got my card today.
[71:24 - 71:27] I just got to get money on the card.
[71:27 - 71:32] And then from there, I can activate it and get it set up.
[71:32 - 71:33] Like I said, I got the card.
[71:33 - 71:36] I just got to get everything set up on it and whatnot.
[71:36 - 71:39] And then after that, it's came off.
[71:39 - 71:42] So yes, the book is still dropping.
[71:42 - 71:46] I just got to get more photos together and all that shit.
[71:46 - 71:50] But once I get all that done, it is going to release.
[71:50 - 71:52] So it's getting to that point.
[71:52 - 71:54] Don't worry.
[71:55 - 72:19] [typing]
[72:19 - 72:24] Now, I do want to play something for you guys.
[72:24 - 72:27] I think you guys will really, really like.
[72:27 - 72:32] I actually collaborated with a good friend of mine on this one.
[72:32 - 72:36] And I want to know what you guys think.
[72:36 - 72:43] [music]
[72:43 - 72:46] I'm not sure yet. I haven't decided on a price yet.
[72:46 - 72:49] But I will see if they get that one.
[72:49 - 72:57] Yo Lava, what's up?
[72:57 - 73:57] [music]
[73:57 - 74:00] I can't let you hear it too much, but.
[74:00 - 74:10] [music]
[74:10 - 74:15] I can't let you guys hear too much of that one because that one gets heavier.
[74:15 - 74:19] And it is literally just a bunch of different junk.
[74:19 - 74:23] [typing]
[74:23 - 74:28] [music]
[74:28 - 74:32] [typing]
[74:32 - 74:39] Now, there is one that I can let you hear all the way through that I am going to let you guys peek.
[74:39 - 74:43] [music]
[74:43 - 74:45] There it goes, there it is.
[74:45 - 74:50] Dude, I love being able to freaking go in and access my Google Drive office.
[74:50 - 74:52] I fucking love it.
[74:52 - 74:56] [music]
[74:56 - 74:59] Yeah.
[74:59 - 75:02] This is some old ones, but yeah.
[75:02 - 75:07] [music]
[75:07 - 75:12] And shout out to our boy Nick for actually designing the cover for this.
[75:12 - 75:15] Which, it is actually going to be on the cover.
[75:15 - 75:20] [music]
[75:20 - 75:22] I am not sure.
[75:22 - 77:02] [music]
[77:02 - 77:05] Then it is right on that.
[77:05 - 77:09] But yeah.
[77:09 - 77:24] [music]
[77:24 - 77:27] Let's see if my boy Max got anything new out.
[77:27 - 87:38] [music]
[87:38 - 93:53] [silence]