2021-1-18 Late nght night COffee & CHil

[0:00 - 0:01] [sighs]
[0:01 - 0:02] [claps]
[0:02 - 0:04] What's up guys? It's your boy.
[0:04 - 0:11] Um, I don't know if y'all have caught it or not, but I was just on Marty's stream.
[0:11 - 0:14] Now, like I said, you know...
[0:14 - 0:22] Marty can do what he's gonna do.
[0:22 - 0:28] Like I said, I'm walking away, I'm throwing my hands up and moving all my life.
[0:28 - 0:32] I've got better things to do than to...
[0:32 - 0:40] No, not fuck Marty, like let the guy go, you know, he's gonna do what he's gonna do.
[0:40 - 0:45] You know, what he does, that's his business. That's none of my business.
[0:45 - 0:53] Like if he wants to sit there and still continue on, that's on him.
[0:53 - 1:03] You know, I did the right thing by coming forward and, you know, saying, "Hey, I'm done with this crap. I'm not dealing with it."
[1:03 - 1:20] Like, I'm not here to, you know, rip or talk shit on him or anything like that, like I want to move on with my life.
[1:20 - 1:27] You know...
[1:27 - 1:31] I want to say that I went in there, I had a conversation with them.
[1:31 - 1:43] It might not have been a long conversation, but, you know, it was still a conversation, you know.
[1:43 - 1:48] I said my piece and I said what I had to.
[1:48 - 1:56] Now, like I said, I'm letting it go.
[1:56 - 2:02] And I know a lot of y'all are gonna come in here and attack me and say, "Oh, you didn't stay on there one up." Yes, I did.
[2:02 - 2:18] [silence]
[2:18 - 2:28] Hey, Jenny, what's up?
[2:28 - 2:39] Well, Tripp, after what I heard about you, dude, and how you came out, one of my friends personally rudely, like, that's just like, what the hell, dude?
[2:39 - 2:47] And the one thing I personally want to know, why did they all get mad over wrenches?
[2:47 - 2:55] Like, dude, Jessica, that take your wrench, that doesn't mean you're not part of the community. Everybody's part of the community here, bro.
[2:55 - 3:07] And that's the point I'm trying to make here, like, you know, whether you have a wrench or don't have a wrench, a wrench is just a wrench.
[3:07 - 3:17] Like...
[3:17 - 3:33] And that's the thing, dude, I did apologize to him, bro. Go there and watch the last one back. Watch from the very beginning when I was on there. I did apologize to him.
[3:33 - 3:42] Like I said, you know, I did what the one thing that was hardest for me to do, okay?
[3:42 - 3:54] I manned up. I had a conversation with them.
[3:54 - 4:05] And I even went on there, and Jenny, you can even watch back at my last video, my last live stream.
[4:05 - 4:16] You can even watch back at my last live stream. And Marty, as I said, I'm not talking down on you. I'm not doing any of that.
[4:16 - 4:20] Like, I'm not here to do that, bro.
[4:20 - 4:30] Like, you say that I'm a criminal in some sense, but you have no evidence to back it up.
[4:30 - 4:38] And the only evidence that you do have is from a freaking troll that likes to talk shit.
[4:38 - 4:54] But you, Marty, you associate with a legitimate known criminal. Somebody who has literally almost killed someone. Quite literally.
[4:54 - 5:05] Like, you talk about me associating with criminals and that I'm a criminal. I am not a criminal.
[5:05 - 5:11] Like, you don't know the full story of what happened. So really, you got no room to talk, bro.
[5:11 - 5:29] Like, you know, I said what I had to say. I said my part, you know, and I didn't rage quit either.
[5:29 - 5:41] I told you ahead of time that, hey, after I say what I'm done saying, you know, I'm up and I'm leaving.
[5:41 - 5:48] And I did just that. I told you that I was throwing my hands up and walking away.
[5:48 - 5:58] And then I am done with this fighting, essentially, dude.
[5:58 - 6:04] Like, like I said, you know, I can't control what you do.
[6:04 - 6:13] All right. And I know I know I can't control what you do. I get that.
[6:13 - 6:21] But like I said, at the end of the day, you do you, Marty, you do what you're going to do.
[6:21 - 6:30] All I know is that I'm done with the fighting. I'm done with the bullshit.
[6:30 - 6:36] Like, I want a fresh start for myself.
[6:36 - 6:49] Like, I want a way better start for myself. And the only way I can do that is to disassociate myself from you.
[6:49 - 7:03] Which is, like I said, what I'm doing.
[7:03 - 7:14] Like, that's ultimately what I'm doing is I'm disassociating myself from.
[7:14 - 7:22] You know. What you're doing.
[7:22 - 7:26] Like, and granted, yeah, you may not have attacked me.
[7:26 - 7:39] And I'll admit that you didn't attack me when we had our conversation.
[7:39 - 7:56] You know, and like I said, you know, and that's the thing with Marty, you know, he was trying to go off track.
[7:56 - 8:15] I was there for one thing and one thing only, to speak to him about what happened.
[8:15 - 8:20] You know, I was there to speak to him about what had happened. Okay.
[8:20 - 8:27] I was there to speak to him and apologize to him and I did just that.
[8:27 - 8:42] You know, and if you want my honest opinion, I said what I needed to say.
[8:42 - 8:55] In that video, so I don't understand why I should have even had a conversation with him to begin with, but I did it out of respect.
[8:55 - 9:13] It didn't have to be a full blown long ass conversation.
[9:13 - 9:28] You know, I went over there and said what I needed to say. I said nothing wrong. He kept trying to go off base.
[9:28 - 9:46] He kept on doing what he did. You know, like I said, I said what I needed to say and I'm believing in it that plain and simple.
[9:46 - 10:08] I'm believing in it that reason being, I want to do better for myself.
[10:08 - 10:22] You know, and it's true. I did keep my cool the entire time.
[10:22 - 10:42] I did keep my cool as promised and you know, and I did say what I needed to say, you know, I came on there.
[10:42 - 10:57] I spoke to him like, and here's the thing, to have a conversation, you don't have to have a full blown drug out three hour long live stream.
[10:57 - 11:13] It doesn't need to work like that all the time with certain things. Yes, but with this situation, it doesn't need to be like that.
[11:13 - 11:18] It really does not need to be like that.
[11:18 - 11:32] You know, I went in, I spoke to him in a calm manner. I explained myself and I even apologized to him.
[11:32 - 11:50] I said exactly what I said in that video, you know, I verbatim said what I said in that video, which was the fact that I am done with the bullshit.
[11:50 - 12:00] I'm done with the negativity in my life.
[12:00 - 12:05] You know, because I have some pretty good energy going on in my life right now.
[12:05 - 12:13] I have some pretty damn good energy going on right now that I don't want to mess up.
[12:13 - 12:36] You know, I got a lot of things that I'm looking forward to.
[12:36 - 12:59] Like literally, I got my fucking photography book dropping this week. Hell, I got not only my first freaking photography book dropping this week, but I also have my debut album Shadowborn dropping next month.
[12:59 - 13:14] Like, you know, like literally, dude, I have a lot going for me right now that I'm trying not to mess up.
[13:14 - 13:19] I don't have time for negativity in my life.
[13:19 - 13:26] I'm here to be positive and have a good time.
[13:26 - 13:34] I'm done with the negativity. I'm done with the bullshit.
[13:34 - 13:45] And yes, I did. I actually did triple A. I did admit my wrongdoings on that livestream. I admitted that what I did to him was wrong.
[13:45 - 13:53] I sat right there and admitted my wrongs to him and told him I apologize for it and explained why I did it.
[13:53 - 13:58] It doesn't need to go any further than that.
[13:58 - 14:06] I explained to him why I did what I did.
[14:06 - 14:17] You know, I apologize to him for it and I told him, hey, from here on out, I'm letting it go.
[14:17 - 14:25] Like, there's not much else that needs to be said.
[14:25 - 14:32] There's not much else that needs to be said after that.
[14:32 - 14:43] Like, I don't understand why everybody's coming to my throat when I did the right thing.
[14:43 - 15:00] I came forward and I did exactly what I said I was going to do.
[15:00 - 15:15] Like, straight up, I did what I said I was going to do. I went on there. I spoke with him. I explained myself in depth even. I explained myself.
[15:15 - 15:33] And then he wants to hit me with the remix of, oh, but you're a criminal too. Like, dude, that has nothing to do with what we're talking about at all.
[15:33 - 15:40] Like, I came onto that panel to talk to him and to apologize to him, which I did do.
[15:40 - 16:01] Straight up, I did go on there and I apologize to him.
[16:01 - 16:07] You know, and if you want to sit there and hate on me, that's fine because guess what?
[16:07 - 16:29] I don't give a shit if you hate on me. At the end of the day, I'm still going to rock it with my true fans, the ones that actually rock with me.
[16:29 - 16:43] You know, for those that do rock with me, you know, I fuck with you guys. And for those of y'all that don't, just because, you know, y'all didn't get what you wanted.
[16:43 - 16:54] Oh, I'm sorry, man. Like, you know, I did what I said I was going to do.
[16:54 - 17:05] I held up my end of the deal. I sat down. I went on his livestream. I spoke to him and I apologized.
[17:05 - 17:26] So what else is there to say on this? Like, I apologize. I did what I said I was going to do. If he doesn't want to let it go and continue what he's going to do, that's on him.
[17:26 - 17:31] That's on him. I'm here to do me.
[17:31 - 17:41] So with that being said.
[17:41 - 17:45] I've got a show to get set up for. Okay.
[17:45 - 17:51] I have a cover show to do for you guys and I need to get set up for.
[17:51 - 17:59] With that being said, I'll catch you guys in just a little bit. Well, not just a few minutes.
[17:59 - 18:05] And like I said, Marty, you can do what you're going to do.
[18:05 - 18:09] Literally just a few minutes.
[18:09 - 18:13] Literally just a few minutes, kid.
[18:13 - 18:19] But like I said, Marty, you do what you do.
[18:19 - 18:25] Like I told you in my video, I'm throwing my hands up and walking away, bro.
[18:25 - 18:33] If you want to continue to attack me, because of the fact that you didn't get a full blown three hour conversation, I'm sorry.
[18:33 - 18:37] Okay, I kept good to my word.
[18:37 - 18:41] I went on there. I said what I needed to say.
[18:41 - 18:52] Like a grown ass man. I went on there and said what I needed to say. I spoke with you, explained myself, said what I needed to say.
[18:52 - 18:58] And then I let myself out. I showed myself to the door and I let myself out.
[18:58 - 19:01] Nothing wrong with that.
[19:01 - 19:06] If you feel otherwise, I'm sorry that you feel that way.
[19:06 - 19:11] But as for me, I'm being the bigger person and walking away.
[19:11 - 19:17] So I'm not mentioning you anymore.
[19:17 - 19:21] And this is a fresh start, triple.
[19:21 - 19:25] This is a fresh start for me, dude.
[19:25 - 19:28] This is a very fresh start for me, bro.
[19:28 - 19:31] Straight up.
[19:31 - 19:38] Like I said, Marty, I'm not mentioning you anymore. I'm not coming out of your throat.
[19:38 - 19:45] Okay.
[19:45 - 19:51] I'm not coming after you. I'm not going to have my people come after you.
[19:51 - 19:58] All right. So to anybody in the chat that's thinking about going after him, don't let it go.
[19:58 - 20:07] Let him do him. If he wants to sit there and continue to be childish and attack me, let him do it.
[20:07 - 20:15] I'm moving on and doing shit that I enjoy, putting out content that I enjoy and that y'all enjoy for you guys.
[20:15 - 20:19] As I said, I kept true to my word.
[20:19 - 20:29] And now it's time for me to move on and make a better start for myself, starting with a piano cover show, starting with a piano style cover show for you guys.
[20:29 - 20:39] Peace.