Original upload date: January 15th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:21] What's up guys it's your boy. Before I get on to doing the racing here in a few hours
[0:21 - 0:46] I wanted to do something very special As you guys know back in 2016 I lost my brother
[0:46 - 1:03] to lung cancer on February 3rd January 23rd was his birthday
[1:03 - 1:15] So I wanted to do this show to not only honor my brother but to honor everyone that has
[1:15 - 1:26] ever lost someone to anything whether it be cancer or you know whatever that thing may
[1:26 - 1:36] be this going on to everyone that's ever lost anyone but this first song I'm dedicating
[1:36 - 1:50] to him and I don't give a fuck I'm in doorknob for him
[1:50 - 2:07] The creature said he'd die too young Over there it's all neck up
[2:07 - 2:35] I'm the man dressed in black And he folded up and floured And he laid me back and started bringing me in Yeah, he's a good guy, 21 gums, raising and that's what they're all claiming
[2:35 - 2:45] That's the only way to go, if I'm in line If you're low cause you're long, I'm starving
[2:45 - 3:13] Well my friend, to see you again If she's on a huge scale, it's a hell of a right man
[3:13 - 3:19] He's just a city, he ain't got long He just smiles and bring it on
[3:19 - 3:26] If you think I'm scared, you got me on
[3:26 - 3:33] Little hands can't bring me A heart's driving out of me
[3:33 - 3:47] We all hit our names, I'm strong too And I'll be able to say that your love is waiting
[3:47 - 4:01] Hell of a baby, that's the only way to go If I'm having a good time, to feel cold cause you're long, I'm starving
[4:01 - 4:16] Well my friend, to see you again If she's on a huge scale, it's a hell of a right man
[4:16 - 4:36] Hell of a baby, that's the only way to go So be brave, my friend, to see you again
[4:36 - 4:57] If she's on a huge scale, it's a hell of a right man
[4:57 - 5:15] Hell of a baby, that's the only way to go
[5:15 - 5:34] From stylish storage solutions to functional home decor, Hobby Lobby has ever
[5:34 - 5:39] And yeah, I know I'm not supposed to, but you know what?
[5:39 - 5:59] You know what dude, you can go fuck yourself This is a fucking memorial/tribute show
[5:59 - 6:10] You're kind, now I'm welcome here bitch
[6:10 - 6:37] This song is one of the only ways I've ever watched anyone
[6:37 - 6:56] And if you have watched somebody, I want you to put their names in the comments as I'm doing this song
[6:56 - 7:06] Listen everyone, the time you've come and all of us say goodbye
[7:06 - 7:16] Feel that acting in your heart, leaving you broken inside
[7:16 - 7:25] But you're never really gone, as long as there's a memory in your mind
[7:25 - 7:30] So you're going to do the best things in your life
[7:30 - 7:35] Take a bite out of this world while you can
[7:35 - 7:40] Make a dance like the rest of your life
[7:40 - 7:45] Make a run out of this world while you can
[7:45 - 7:54] Take the ones you love and hold them close because there is little time
[7:54 - 8:03] And don't let it break your heart, I know it feels so blessed sometimes
[8:03 - 8:13] But they're never really gone, as long as there's a memory in your mind
[8:13 - 8:18] So now come to the best things in your life
[8:18 - 8:23] Take a bite out of this world while you can
[8:23 - 8:28] Make a run out of the rest of your life
[8:28 - 8:34] Take a bite out of this world while you can
[8:34 - 9:00] Make a run out of this world while you can
[9:00 - 9:11] Something will not remember, can I tell?
[9:11 - 9:20] So now come to the best things in your life
[9:20 - 9:40] Make a run out of this world while you can
[9:40 - 9:44] So now come to the best things in your life
[9:44 - 9:48] Take a bite out of this world while you can
[9:48 - 9:53] Make a run out of the rest of your life
[9:53 - 10:11] Take a bite out of this world while you can
[10:11 - 10:25] Make a run out of this world while you can
[10:25 - 10:39] Something will not remember, can I tell?
[10:39 - 11:34] So now come to the best things in your life
[11:34 - 11:52] And I hope this song right here that I'm about to do
[11:52 - 12:06] Is uplifting for you guys
[12:06 - 12:34] So now come to the best things in your life
[12:34 - 12:43] Imagine, hold on, before I start this one
[12:43 - 12:48] I would like to dedicate this song right here
[12:48 - 12:53] Not only to my ex-girlfriend Lexi I lost last year
[12:53 - 13:00] But to anyone that's lost, anyone that's very very close to them
[13:00 - 13:05] To anyone that's lost a girlfriend, boyfriend, grandparent, whatever
[13:05 - 13:08] This song is for you guys
[13:08 - 13:18] Hey Lexi I remember your name
[13:18 - 13:25] I left a cause in roses on your grave today
[13:25 - 13:32] I'm in the grass on my knees wiped the leaves away
[13:32 - 13:39] I just came to talk for awhile, got some things I need to say
[13:39 - 13:46] Now that it's over, I just wanna hold her
[13:46 - 13:49] I give up all the world to see
[13:49 - 13:53] That little piece of heaven looking back at me
[13:53 - 14:00] Now that it's over, I just wanna hold her
[14:00 - 14:03] I've got a little good choices in me
[14:03 - 14:11] And I can't love myself today
[14:11 - 14:17] Hey Lexi I remember your birthday
[14:17 - 14:24] I said bring some closure to say your name
[14:24 - 14:31] I'd not do it all different if I had the chance
[14:31 - 14:34] How I caught her these roses together
[14:34 - 14:38] And they can't help me make a mess
[14:38 - 14:45] Now that it's over, I just wanna hold her
[14:45 - 14:48] I give up all the world to see
[14:48 - 14:52] That little piece of heaven looking back at me
[14:52 - 14:59] Now that it's over, I just wanna hold her
[14:59 - 15:02] I've got a little good choices in me
[15:02 - 15:05] And I can't love myself today
[15:05 - 15:09] Hey Lexi I remember your arms
[15:09 - 15:12] I've never wanted anything so bad
[15:12 - 15:16] Hey Lexi I remember your birthday
[15:16 - 15:21] I've never wanted anything so bad
[15:21 - 15:26] Hey Lexi I remember your arms
[15:26 - 15:31] I've never wanted anything so bad
[15:31 - 15:36] Hey Lexi I remember your arms
[15:36 - 15:40] I've never wanted anything so bad
[15:40 - 15:45] Hey Lexi I remember your arms
[15:45 - 15:49] I've never wanted anything so bad
[15:49 - 15:53] I give up all the world to see
[15:53 - 15:57] That little piece of heaven looking back at me
[15:57 - 16:02] Now that it's over, I just wanna hold her
[16:02 - 16:06] I've got a little good choices in me
[16:06 - 16:11] And I can't love myself today
[16:11 - 16:15] I've got a little good choices in me
[16:15 - 16:19] And I can't love myself today
[16:19 - 16:23] I've never wanted anything so bad
[16:23 - 16:27] I've got a little good choices in me
[16:27 - 16:33] And I can't love myself today
[16:37 - 16:41] Hey Lexi I remember your name
[16:41 - 16:46] And let me tell you right now
[16:46 - 16:49] I'm not worried about any fucking thing
[16:49 - 16:55] Except paying tribute and respect to those that we lost
[16:55 - 17:02] And I know that motherfuckers are fake
[17:02 - 17:05] I know who that is Marty
[17:06 - 17:08] I'm not stupid
[17:08 - 17:11] I'm here trying to do a show
[17:11 - 17:14] To pay tribute to people like my brother
[17:14 - 17:17] Who lost their fucking lives
[17:17 - 17:20] I don't have time for that shit
[17:20 - 17:23] I'm here to do the right thing
[17:23 - 17:28] And pay homage and tribute to those that we lost
[17:28 - 17:31] And if you're gonna sit there and talk about the fucking book
[17:31 - 17:33] Then get the fuck out
[17:33 - 17:35] This isn't about that
[17:35 - 17:39] It's about paying homage and tribute to those that came before us
[17:39 - 17:42] Fighting the good fight that died
[17:42 - 17:46] Fighting the good fight that gave everything
[17:46 - 17:49] And I know that you're not worried about that
[17:49 - 20:07] But I know that you're not worried about that
[20:07 - 20:09] But I know that you're not worried
[20:09 - 22:41] But I know that you're not worried about that
[22:41 - 22:43] I'm kidding payback on some fucking book
[22:43 - 22:45] That I did a hundred times better work on
[22:45 - 22:47] Than he ever could have
[22:47 - 22:49] The mother, y'all wanna know the fucking truth?
[22:49 - 22:53] The motherfucker was an enemy of mine in high school
[22:53 - 22:59] Alright, the little bitch ass was an enemy of mine in high school
[22:59 - 23:03] Who was jealous of me and what I had going for me
[23:03 - 23:07] And what happened? The little fuckboy decided to go behind my back
[23:07 - 23:11] Steal the goddamn book before I could even do anything
[23:11 - 23:15] And guess what? He got profit from it
[23:15 - 23:18] I was only able to release it to family and friends because of him
[23:18 - 23:20] And that ain't my fault
[23:20 - 23:23] So you know what? If all you guys are gonna talk about is the fucking book
[23:23 - 23:27] Then I'm gonna end the goddamn stream right the fuck now
[23:27 - 23:29] And I will delete my fucking channel
[23:29 - 23:33] 'Cause I'm fucking tired of motherfuckers doing this kind of shit
[23:33 - 23:35] Attacking me for shit that I didn't do
[23:35 - 23:38] I'm fucking tired of it
[23:38 - 23:42] If all y'all are gonna talk about is that fucking bullshit book
[23:42 - 23:44] Then I'm deleting my goddamn channel
[23:44 - 23:48] Now y'all can either shut the fuck up right now
[23:48 - 23:51] And pay your fucking respects
[23:51 - 23:54] Or this channel is gonna go
[23:54 - 23:57] And you ain't ever gonna see me again
[23:57 - 24:00] So what's it gonna be? Are you gonna shut the fuck up
[24:00 - 24:02] And pay your goddamn respects
[24:02 - 24:06] And show respect to those that came before you
[24:06 - 24:08] And those that you lost
[24:08 - 24:12] Or do you guys get to say bye-bye to the channel
[24:12 - 24:14] I'm fucking done with it
[24:14 - 24:19] Now either shut the fuck up and enjoy the show
[24:19 - 24:22] Or get the fuck out and say goodbye to this channel, forget
[24:22 - 24:24] Plain and simple
[24:24 - 24:26] Take your fucking pic
[24:26 - 25:15] [Music]
[25:15 - 25:18] I agree with that, I want you to shut my man
[25:18 - 25:32] [Music]
[25:32 - 25:35] I agree, I want you to shut my man
[25:35 - 25:38] I want you to shut my man
[25:38 - 25:41] And matter of fact, before I finish that song
[25:41 - 25:45] Instead of talking about some book that I did in the past
[25:45 - 25:49] Why aren't we talking about the book that I'm releasing next week
[25:49 - 25:52] And still publishing next week
[25:52 - 25:54] Why aren't we talking about that
[25:54 - 25:56] Why aren't we talking about my album
[25:56 - 25:59] That I'm dropping next month
[25:59 - 26:03] Why aren't we talking about that
[26:03 - 26:05] Leave the past in the motherfucking past
[26:05 - 26:07] That book, old news
[26:07 - 26:09] What I'm doing now
[26:09 - 26:12] That brand new photo book that I'm dropping next week
[26:12 - 26:14] That album that I'm dropping next month
[26:14 - 26:16] That's new news
[26:16 - 26:18] That's what's happening now
[26:19 - 28:31] [Music]
[28:31 - 28:36] I'm telling y'all right now, man, y'all are fucking pushing me
[28:36 - 28:42] Y'all are fucking pushing it, man
[28:42 - 28:47] Like I said, mention that book one more motherfucking time
[28:47 - 28:53] One more time, watch what happens
[28:53 - 28:57] One more time, and then Shana was gone
[28:57 - 29:00] One more time
[29:00 - 29:06] One more motherfucking time, watch what happens
[29:06 - 29:12] Like I said, fuck the past, fuck that book that I wrote
[29:12 - 29:17] Because you want to know something? I'm creating way better shit than what I did back then
[29:17 - 29:20] I got way better shit coming out
[29:20 - 29:23] Way better
[29:33 - 29:37] Like I said, y'all keep mentioning that book
[29:37 - 29:45] I'm leaving the community behind for good like I should have done a long fucking time ago
[29:45 - 29:53] A long fucking time ago, I should have left
[29:53 - 30:00] That's not true, classic, I have respect for books
[30:00 - 30:04] But I'm not going to sit there and dwell on the past either
[30:04 - 30:10] And there's one thing I've learned in life, people are going to fuck you over
[30:10 - 30:14] People are going to do shit that you can't do anything about
[30:14 - 30:18] And you can choose to do two things about it
[30:18 - 30:24] You can either sit there and let it bring you down and let it take over you
[30:24 - 30:31] And let it eat at you day in and day out, day after day after day after day
[30:31 - 30:38] One more, you can choose to rise above it and not let it affect you
[30:38 - 30:41] Me, I don't let my past affect me
[30:41 - 30:45] The past is the past, that book that I wrote is in the past
[30:45 - 30:50] It may be new for you guys, but for me, it's in the past
[30:50 - 30:58] The past don't mean shit, what matters right now is the here and the now and what I'm doing now
[30:58 - 31:02] That's what matters, is the here and the now
[31:02 - 31:08] Not something I wrote when I was fucking 16, what matters now is the future
[31:08 - 31:14] See, while a lot of y'all motherfuckers are living in the past
[31:14 - 31:20] And saying, "Oh, well, he did this, he did that, oh, this book is his, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah"
[31:20 - 31:22] No, fuck that
[31:22 - 31:24] Fuck that
[31:24 - 31:26] You want to know why?
[31:26 - 31:30] Because I know that motherfucker that was up in here is fake as fuck
[31:30 - 31:32] I know that was a goddamn troll
[31:32 - 31:35] Just by the way they were talking, you can tell
[31:35 - 31:50] See, while I'm working towards a better future for myself and my family
[31:50 - 31:53] The fuckers are living in the past
[31:53 - 31:59] And you know what I say about the past, leave the past in the past
[32:00 - 32:08] [Silence]
[32:08 - 32:12] Hey, emo brother, go fuck yourself, faggot
[32:12 - 32:17] I'm in the future, make all the claims you want
[32:17 - 32:23] I'm not living in the past, I'm living in the here and the now and the future
[32:23 - 32:27] And you want to know why? Because 2021 is my year
[32:27 - 32:34] And I ain't gonna let some punk ass motherfuckers come up in here and fuck with it
[32:34 - 32:48] I'm not gonna let some punk ass motherfuckers that want a troll and start rumors ruin it
[32:52 - 32:57] Hey mods, do your fucking job and get these guys up out of here
[32:57 - 33:02] Guys like this motherfucker down here, this Justin guy, do your job and get rid of him
[33:02 - 33:16] [Silence]
[33:16 - 33:21] You know what? I'll get rid of him on my damn self
[33:22 - 33:24] [Silence]
[33:24 - 33:31] Like I said, I'm living in the fucking future, I'm living in the here and the now
[33:31 - 33:37] [Silence]
[33:37 - 33:44] I'm living in the present, I'm living in the future, fuck the past
[33:45 - 33:53] I ain't worried about no goddamn past, I'm worried about my future and what I'm doing in the future
[33:53 - 33:58] A week from now, a month from now, that's what I'm worried about
[33:58 - 34:05] So fuck the past, fuck that book, I'm living in the here and the now
[34:07 - 34:15] Cause I'm about the future baby, I'm about what I'm doing with my life right now
[34:15 - 34:24] And if you can't handle that, then fuck you, I'm living in the here and the now motherfuckers
[34:24 - 34:35] [Silence]
[34:35 - 34:45] I'm worried about my book dropping next week, I'm worried about the world's first ever 3D photography book dropping next week
[34:45 - 34:47] That's what I'm worried about
[34:47 - 34:58] I'm worried about a month from now when my debut album Shadowborn drops, for all y'all to enjoy
[34:58 - 35:00] That's what I'm worried about
[35:03 - 35:13] So like I said, fuck that Soul Simpsons book, that's when I was a kid, I've written a lot of better stuff since then
[35:13 - 35:23] Ask anybody that has actually read some of the shit that I've done recently, I've done way better shit since then
[35:25 - 35:36] The book child is shit, what I'm doing now is a hundred times better, so focus on that instead of the past
[35:43 - 35:52] If you're sick, if you're sick, if you're sick, if you're sick of it, if you're sick, if you're sick of it
[35:52 - 35:59] Every sick of me, when I'm not about the past, what's sick of you right now?
[35:59 - 36:03] Read everything you do, don't even matter
[36:03 - 36:07] Do you wish all of this, no use, your world is getting blacker
[36:07 - 36:15] Every time you fail, has no answer, every empty promise made is a martyr
[36:15 - 36:21] No one can make this matter, take control there's no
[36:21 - 36:27] You know what, I'm done y'all, I'm outta here, I'm done with this shit
[36:27 - 36:33] So y'all motherfuckers can kiss my channel goodbye, I'm done with being attacked by these fucking facts
[36:34 - 36:38] Peace y'all, I'm out this bitch for good, see ya
[36:38 - 36:43] Cause I ain't gonna stick around and be attacked by a little pansy ass bitch
[36:43 - 36:48] So y'all can thank these fucking trolls here for that shit
[36:48 - 36:52] See y'all fuckers never
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '2044' on August 15th, 2024
