2021-1-13 SHadowborn

[0:00 - 0:16] What up y'all? It's your boiiiiiiiiiiiiii!
[0:16 - 0:35] What up, what up, what up? I do have a special request to fill today, which I would do that.
[0:35 - 0:49] But I do have a huge announcement that I am going to mention later on. But I do want to
[0:49 - 0:57] start this show off with a special request by somebody but that person will not be named
[0:57 - 1:04] because they wanted me to not say a name and that's okay. I'm okay with that. But for
[1:04 - 1:17] this song, I want to give a huge shout out to Ian Watkins, man. What up, dude? So yeah,
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[11:37 - 12:05] You won't go after moving in the summer rain, don't even wanna know, tell me why you got
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[15:59 - 16:25] All right, hold on. Say you want some slower shit, huh? All right, I got you. I got you.
[16:25 - 16:53] Hold on. Hold on. I got you, Tripp. By the way, bro, love the new icon, man. That's sick.
[16:53 - 17:20] That's sick. That's sick. That's sick. That's sick. That's sick. That's sick. That's sick.
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[19:29 - 19:54] All right, I'm okay with that. I'm okay with that. I'm okay with that. I'm okay with that.
[19:54 - 20:19] All right, Grace. I see you. That's a good one, man. That's a good one, dude.
[20:19 - 21:34] That's a good one, man.
[21:34 - 22:03] Let her burn right down. Let her burn right down. Let her burn right down. Let her burn
[22:03 - 22:30] right down.
[22:30 - 22:57] Let her burn right down.
[22:57 - 23:24] Let her burn, let her burn, let her burn.
[23:24 - 23:37] Let her burn right down.
[23:37 - 23:57] Let her burn right down. Let her burn right down.
[23:57 - 47:22] Let her burn right down.
[47:22 - 48:37] Let's take it back to some old school shit for you guys man.
[48:37 - 48:44] Let's talk about what they pay, they gotta hear me out.
[48:44 - 48:48] If you really do nothing then I just don't know what I'm so about.
[48:48 - 48:54] Let's talk about who you are and you say it's the best of your life.
[48:54 - 48:58] I need you all to know that it's my skill, that he doesn't want to know.
[48:58 - 49:04] I tell him he will hear you from this side, that he doesn't want to know.
[49:04 - 49:09] This is the place I'm in, this is nothing that is worthy of.
[49:09 - 49:15] This is another mayor, hanging in the name of love.
[49:15 - 49:21] I say it now, now this must come to an end.
[49:21 - 49:25] Give me my boyfriend, let's talk about what he's done.
[49:25 - 49:29] He's done, he's done, he's young and I'm old but.
[49:29 - 49:54] This is the place I'm in, this is nothing that is worthy of.
[49:54 - 49:58] This is another mayor, hanging in the name of love.
[49:58 - 50:04] I say it now, now this must come to an end.
[50:04 - 50:11] Give me my boyfriend, let's talk about what he's done.
[50:11 - 57:02] This is the place I'm in, this is nothing that is worthy of.
[57:02 - 57:08] (cheering)
[57:08 - 57:16] (drumming)
[57:16 - 57:18] You guys ready?
[57:18 - 60:09] (drumming)
[60:09 - 71:07] This is the place I'm in, this is nothing that is worthy of.
[71:07 - 71:20] Have you been reading all the names that call you in the comments? Have you been worried your haters will put you in the coffin? Are you distraught that you promised vodka was not an option? Now you have the thoughts of doing shots, now you're an alcoholic!
[71:20 - 71:23] Is that true? You're upset that you can't have boobs?
[71:23 - 71:26] What's the matter, Thomas? Something's got you in a bad mood!
[71:26 - 71:29] Yeah, it doesn't make sense, nothing comes with you down like Xanax does.
[71:29 - 71:32] But I can't even pre-lapse, 'cause the internet will laugh at us.
[71:32 - 71:35] I just need a beer too, but it's been like a year or two.
[71:35 - 71:38] I thought you disappeared, I can't believe that I'm still here with you.
[71:38 - 71:39] Shut up!
[71:39 - 71:41] My therapist said me and you can't speak again.
[71:41 - 71:45] I clapped the devils out, but it was you who let the demons in.
[71:45 - 71:51] I'm your comedian, I'm only gonna tell you once you really need to be my friend.
[71:51 - 71:55] No, I'm not gonna run into the dark discharge from the water, aside from the vultures.
[71:55 - 71:58] I've never been given you bills, 'cause the pressure you're under can give you ulcers.
[71:58 - 72:02] Let me remind you, I'm independent because I'm the guy who does anything that I want in survival.
[72:02 - 72:04] You're independent 'cause no one will sign you.
[72:04 - 72:06] You know you can't know what you're trying to do.
[72:06 - 72:08] You gotta smile if I know what you're trying to do.
[72:08 - 72:09] I'm not a normal person, you can laugh at you.
[72:09 - 72:11] I'll get it written as long as the sky's blue.
[72:11 - 72:12] Fire!
[72:12 - 72:14] Come on, Thomas, keep it real.
[72:14 - 72:17] You're the one, and I'ma tell you exactly how I feel.
[72:17 - 72:20] I'm the best rapper ever, I don't wanna be great.
[72:20 - 72:23] If they're the best, then I'm better, but you make no mistake.
[72:23 - 72:26] 'Cause I'm a good comedian and I'm a ghost.
[72:26 - 72:29] I'm a woman, but I'm so not a star.
[72:29 - 72:33] I'm the best rapper ever, I don't get what you say.
[72:33 - 72:36] I'm the biggest rapper ever, I'm up this time, I'm afraid.
[72:36 - 72:38] This time it's cold, it's a game, though.
[72:38 - 72:42] Everybody knows all these voices that I'm hearing on my own.
[72:42 - 72:43] It's different.
[72:43 - 72:44] Thomas, I'm still here.
[72:44 - 72:46] I practically smell the fear.
[72:46 - 72:49] I know all the reasons why you feel so insecure.
[72:49 - 72:52] I've seen you panic backstage hearing everybody cheer.
[72:52 - 72:54] You're famous now, Thomas.
[72:54 - 72:56] Tell me what's with all the tears.
[72:56 - 72:59] You regret that your face is covered with tattoos.
[72:59 - 73:02] Mad that your beat's wet, all your rap's trash too.
[73:02 - 73:05] You resented, you need meds again, neglected friends,
[73:05 - 73:07] and now you just pretend you're not pathetic.
[73:07 - 73:08] You're not having that.
[73:08 - 73:09] You'll miss one of those days.
[73:09 - 73:11] Don't know why, I don't feel okay.
[73:11 - 73:13] Close both eyes and focus on pain.
[73:13 - 73:14] Close my mind to the bone of my brain.
[73:14 - 73:16] I smell the smoke from all of those frames.
[73:16 - 73:18] Smell it, close it, open my brain.
[73:18 - 73:21] They told me smell the roses, but I burned the whole bouquet.
[73:21 - 73:23] Thomas, you'll never win the fight against your haters
[73:23 - 73:25] as long as I listen.
[73:25 - 73:28] 'Cause I read every single comment that you try missing.
[73:28 - 73:31] Then recite them in your mind and memorize this.
[73:31 - 73:32] I'm a giant, Thomas.
[73:32 - 73:34] Why are you trying to fight with me?
[73:34 - 73:35] I'm different.
[73:35 - 73:36] Don't care about the height difference.
[73:36 - 73:37] I'm like me.
[73:37 - 73:38] So I'm gonna go to fight next to you.
[73:38 - 73:39] I am the darkness.
[73:39 - 73:40] Yeah, not an ambition.
[73:40 - 73:42] I've been fighting my tongue and the blood from my country.
[73:42 - 73:43] Been through to my stomach.
[73:43 - 73:44] I suffer 'cause they don't hold up in the bubble.
[73:44 - 73:47] So now I just do this to all of my family and all my brothers.
[73:47 - 73:49] Liar, imagine for yourself.
[73:49 - 73:50] It ain't for them.
[73:50 - 73:53] Your selfish motivations are for reasons you're depressed.
[73:53 - 73:54] And you lie.
[73:54 - 73:55] You need to chill.
[73:55 - 73:56] You need to take all of those pills.
[73:56 - 73:59] Take a breath and tell us all just exactly how you feel.
[73:59 - 74:01] I'm the best rapper ever.
[74:01 - 74:02] I don't want to be great.
[74:02 - 74:04] If they're the best, then I'm better.
[74:04 - 74:05] Don't you make a mistake.
[74:05 - 74:06] 'Cause I'm the goal.
[74:06 - 74:07] Even in my bones.
[74:07 - 74:08] That's 'cause I'm the goal.
[74:08 - 74:11] If I'm the one who buzzes, then I'm the star.
[74:11 - 74:13] I'm the best rapper ever.
[74:13 - 74:15] I don't care what you say.
[74:15 - 74:16] I'm the vision.
[74:16 - 74:17] I'm forever.
[74:17 - 74:18] I'm the sound of the flame.
[74:18 - 74:19] 'Cause I'm the goal.
[74:19 - 74:20] Take a year to go.
[74:20 - 74:24] Everybody knows, only one, that I'm here and I'm all.
[74:24 - 74:26] Thomas, work together.
[74:26 - 74:28] You know how good we can be.
[74:28 - 74:29] Don't deny it.
[74:29 - 74:30] Just try it.
[74:30 - 74:31] Repeat after me.
[74:31 - 74:32] All right.
[74:32 - 74:33] Hi, my name is Thomas.
[74:33 - 74:34] I like once to be an artist.
[74:34 - 74:38] I need help from all my demons for my dreams to get accomplished.
[74:38 - 74:40] See, Tom, afters what you need.
[74:40 - 74:41] We're routine.
[74:41 - 74:42] Disagree.
[74:42 - 74:45] Go ahead, cut your wrists, and make your demons bleed.
[74:45 - 74:47] I need to do this by myself.
[74:47 - 74:49] I told you twice already.
[74:49 - 74:50] Exactly how I feel.
[74:50 - 74:52] I'm the best rapper ever.
[74:52 - 74:53] I don't want to be great.
[74:53 - 74:55] If they're the best, then I'm better.
[74:55 - 74:56] Don't you make a mistake.
[74:56 - 74:57] 'Cause I'm the goal.
[74:57 - 74:58] I'm the goal.
[74:58 - 74:59] Feel it in my bones.
[74:59 - 75:00] I'm the goal.
[75:00 - 75:02] I'm the one who pulls the soda out of the store.
[75:02 - 75:03] That's different.
[75:03 - 75:04] I'm the best rapper ever.
[75:04 - 75:06] I don't care what you say.
[75:06 - 75:07] I'm the bitchy.
[75:07 - 75:08] I'm the rapper.
[75:08 - 75:09] I'm the style of the flame.
[75:09 - 75:10] 'Cause I'm the goal.
[75:10 - 75:11] Take a year to go.
[75:11 - 75:15] Everybody knows, only one, that I'm here and I'm all.
[75:15 - 75:18] That's different.
[75:18 - 75:37] Let's take it down a notch, you guys.
[75:37 - 75:38] Come on.
[75:38 - 75:43] I don't know what happened to you, girl.
[75:43 - 75:46] I just want to get you all alive.
[75:46 - 75:49] Heaven, don't you let me in.
[75:49 - 75:52] My impairment pulls everything.
[75:52 - 75:55] I can tell you what's in the end.
[75:55 - 75:58] I've become no decent advanced.
[75:58 - 76:01] Why's that girl run for my fears?
[76:01 - 76:04] I don't need a souvenir.
[76:05 - 76:07] I can die.
[76:07 - 76:10] Heaven, don't you let me in.
[76:10 - 76:13] I'm just trying to get her all alive.
[76:13 - 76:16] Heaven, don't you let me in.
[76:16 - 76:18] To the beats that I count.
[76:18 - 76:20] Heaven, don't you let me in.
[76:20 - 76:21] Let me see the thing.
[76:21 - 76:22] I got these things.
[76:22 - 76:23] Men's been breakin' around.
[76:23 - 76:24] Ain't no fuckin', yeah.
[76:24 - 76:25] I'm goin' 'bout to go.
[76:25 - 76:26] I'm goin' 'bout to watch.
[76:26 - 76:27] I'm talkin' 'bout a damn fucker.
[76:27 - 76:28] Ain't no fuckin', walkin'.
[76:28 - 76:30] Ain't no 'bout to cook.
[76:30 - 76:31] Any more.
[76:31 - 76:32] Got these muscles in my head.
[76:32 - 76:33] Tell me what the fuck.
[76:33 - 76:34] Don't you tell me.
[76:34 - 76:36] How you thinkin' 'bout this shit is stretchin'.
[76:36 - 76:38] Never make a man, you never make a blow.
[76:38 - 76:40] Truth, oh reality, never hear us say.
[76:40 - 76:41] Ain't no fuckin' truth.
[76:41 - 76:43] Open this for everybody, then.
[76:43 - 76:45] Feel the fuckin' happy, hey.
[76:45 - 76:48] I do this for everybody on the fuckin' face.
[76:48 - 76:51] Yeah, 'cause they the ones that we can understand.
[76:51 - 76:52] All this on the fuckin' hand.
[76:52 - 76:55] You want to try the passion, want to try to bring me in.
[76:55 - 76:57] I'm so fuckin' sick of it.
[76:57 - 76:58] Watch it.
[76:58 - 76:59] I just get the heat.
[76:59 - 77:01] I know the love from where we go and we denote.
[77:01 - 77:02] Who put the fuckin' ball?
[77:02 - 77:03] I can't.
[77:03 - 77:06] I don't know what happens when you cry.
[77:06 - 77:09] I'm just tryin' to get to all of life.
[77:09 - 77:12] Never know what you let me in.
[77:12 - 77:15] Life can't force everything.
[77:15 - 77:18] I can tell you how it's gonna end.
[77:18 - 77:21] I'll become movies and events.
[77:21 - 77:24] Life is a group of all my fears.
[77:24 - 77:27] Life don't need it so many.
[77:27 - 77:30] I don't know if I'm gonna die.
[77:30 - 77:34] I'm just tryin' to get to all of life.
[77:34 - 77:37] I don't know if I'm gonna die.
[77:37 - 78:31] I'm just tryin' to get to all of life.
[78:31 - 78:33] Heaven, don't you let me in.
[78:33 - 78:35] Life gambles everything.
[78:35 - 78:39] I'm just tryin' to get to all of life.
[78:39 - 78:41] Heaven, don't you let me in.
[78:41 - 78:43] Life gambles everything.
[78:43 - 78:57] I'm just tryin' to get to all of life.
[78:57 - 78:59] Heaven, don't you let me in.
[78:59 - 79:11] I'm just tryin' to get to all of life.