2021-1-10 Explaining how MArty is and how his mind works once and for all

[0:00 - 0:20] What's up guys it's your boy. We need to talk about a few things here. First off I'm really
[0:20 - 0:28] getting tired of people bringing up Marty, talking about this about Marty. Oh Marty's
[0:28 - 0:33] saying this, has Marty seen that? Well a lot of you guys don't understand how Marty works,
[0:33 - 0:49] I do. And I'm going to explain to you guys once and for all and how he is. That way there's
[0:49 - 0:57] no confusion, there's no bullshit, y'all will have the legit real story about how Marty
[0:57 - 1:15] actually is, how his mind works and how he really is a piece of trash. Like I can say
[1:15 - 1:29] with total honesty and Marty is shit, he's trash, he's honestly a YouTube failure. You
[1:29 - 1:38] see I'm going to explain the backstory between me and Marty, okay. I met Marty on a live
[1:38 - 1:44] stream with a Chill with the Boys podcast which as you guys know me and my little brother
[1:44 - 1:56] Ian A.K. Bradley and we started a Chill with the Boys podcast and it did very very well.
[1:56 - 2:04] It actually did really well, not going to lie, we had like over two to three hundred
[2:04 - 2:09] people in a stream watching at a time, it did really well, we were having fun with
[2:09 - 2:26] it and you know Marty showed up in the chat the one day
[2:26 - 2:36] and you know we were all like yo like who is this guy like he's acting weird and what
[2:36 - 2:51] not but I yell at them all, check Amazon dude you can get them for like 79, 80 bucks.
[2:51 - 2:58] Between 79 and 80 bucks on Amazon dude for real like no joke and the wheel I'm running
[2:58 - 3:11] is the PXN 3100 but uh you know like I was saying you know we were sitting there having
[3:11 - 3:19] a good time and Marty showed up out of fucking nowhere, like completely nowhere, I asked
[3:19 - 3:26] me if I wanted this you know if I wanted to check out an artist that he had in mind,
[3:26 - 3:36] I said yeah sure you know semi is like I'll check him out and the guy's music just wasn't
[3:36 - 3:44] to my style or my preference so I naturally turned him down then he said oh you know
[3:44 - 3:51] I want to sign you to my label because I see you've got a lot of talent, I said these
[3:51 - 3:59] exact words this right now I said okay send me the contract to my email you know send
[3:59 - 4:13] the contract to my email I'll look it over you know I'll check it out and me and some
[4:13 - 4:17] of my friends they you know know about this kind of stuff we'll look it over you know
[4:17 - 4:24] and we'll get back to you I looked it over turned out it was you know I looked over
[4:24 - 4:33] and over and over in the email turned out he never sent it and I didn't think anything
[4:33 - 4:43] of it so this fucking asshole decides to keep on trying to come at me and come at
[4:43 - 4:49] me and finally I tell them why dude I'm not interested in your style of music like I respect
[4:49 - 4:59] you as an artist I don't respect you know you know what you're trying to do though
[4:59 - 5:05] like I respect your you know your craft as an artist but I cannot respect this kind
[5:05 - 5:16] of music to me it was trash it was garbage and so I respectfully turned it down this
[5:16 - 5:40] guy sat there and decided to make it to where I supposedly signed a contract with him and
[5:40 - 5:47] tried I have no I'm not because I technically have all rights and own all rights to the
[5:47 - 5:54] Cyrax brand and name which I have proven I have showed it through BMI and multiple
[5:54 - 5:59] times and no I'm not showing it again because I just got my fucking Xbox here I go and
[5:59 - 6:05] I don't feel like I'm plugging everything and redoing everything and yada yada yada
[6:05 - 6:15] but uh cool thing this guy had the nerve to sit there and say hey you know you're
[6:15 - 6:21] all my label whether you want to be or not yada yada yada I told him no the fuck I'm
[6:21 - 6:29] not and at the time this is when me and Bradley were running the you know the you know the
[6:29 - 6:36] more or less widely known bloodshot records channel you know we were very well known
[6:36 - 6:45] for our music and our children's voice podcast and it was it was an all-around fun time
[6:45 - 6:56] you know it was an all-around good time we enjoyed it had fun all that shit but uh you
[6:56 - 7:04] know that kind of thing that Marty does did he continue to do that for the longest time
[7:04 - 7:10] they kind of backed off for a bit then picked back up and like that continued on for a good
[7:10 - 7:21] while now the way Marty works is like this as far as how he is this is how he works
[7:21 - 7:34] as a whole his mind is not that of a normal person he is literally a sociopath he literally
[7:34 - 7:44] is a narcissistic sociopath now as you guys are as many people on YouTube are aware uh
[7:44 - 7:51] the real machine we call who was a very good friend of mine passed away last year in July
[7:51 - 8:01] due to you know various reasons what those various reasons are and we may never know
[8:01 - 8:14] i'm just saying now we may never know the full extent oh and we may never know the full
[8:14 - 8:22] extent of how she died but point being there was evidence being presented to me that Marty
[8:22 - 8:34] has something to do with her death i initially confronted him on it i was like yo like what
[8:34 - 8:41] the fuck's going on here i'm being presented with all this evidence that you had something
[8:41 - 8:51] to do with her death so yes i admittedly attacked him for because i lost a friend i lost a
[8:51 - 9:06] very good friend to me now that being said at the time i came back as a man and apologized
[9:06 - 9:14] i told him hey i was wrong in what i said i apologize you know i do apologize for what
[9:14 - 9:27] i said to you now i do have proof of this on several live streams marty is the kind
[9:27 - 9:33] of person that when he wants to get even with you he's not gonna stop it just hey
[9:33 - 9:40] you know i'm gonna do this and that'll be that no this guy will literally ruin your
[9:40 - 9:52] life he will make your life a living fucking hell
[9:52 - 10:00] now the reason i can attest to this the minute me and katelyn got together and we announced
[10:00 - 10:17] it what did marty do he went behind her back and mine and he went in and spoke to her family
[10:17 - 10:30] making them literally making them disown her her family literally disown her her family
[10:30 - 10:40] legit disowned her a lot of her family did disown her because of him spreading lies
[10:40 - 10:48] and rumors about me so me and her ended up splitting because of that now and there is
[10:48 - 11:00] proof of this i did actually get legit proof that he said this it was on a live stream
[11:00 - 11:10] this man sat right there and tried to blackmail katelyn into bashing on me and attacking me
[11:10 - 11:18] threatened her life to attack me told her that if she did not get on youtube and attack
[11:18 - 11:25] me that he was going to do this this and this and make her end up in a home meaning
[11:25 - 11:36] a group home and this is how marty is when he attacks you he doesn't just go for you
[11:36 - 11:42] part way he will do everything he can to make your life a living hell he has spread
[11:42 - 11:55] false rumors about me he has attacked me in many different ways like this man is seriously
[11:55 - 12:02] a very sick and twisted individual like hell you guys saw what he did he admitted to sending
[12:02 - 12:13] me rope and telling me to kill myself now that being said this man is so many i have
[12:13 - 12:20] dealt with for a very very long time for over five years and quite honestly i'm tired
[12:20 - 12:28] of it like if anybody wants the truth i will tell you guys the fucking truth everybody
[12:28 - 12:34] asks why are you not getting anywhere with any of your stuff marty is the reason why
[12:34 - 12:43] if you go to his channel about 99.9 percent of his videos are about me and most of them
[12:43 - 12:51] are of him bashing me attacking me bullying me and then he sits there and wonders why
[12:51 - 12:56] i tell him to do the world a favor and go kill himself it's not do i want him to kill
[12:56 - 13:03] himself no but he pushed me to that point where i'm like yo like you need to fucking
[13:03 - 13:11] back off because this man will use enemy after enemy of mine to attack me people i tell her
[13:11 - 13:19] and why who he has had hacked my paypal where i now have to have a new paypal um i've lost
[13:19 - 13:27] out on business sales because of him record labels have turned me down because of his
[13:27 - 13:38] lies because they see me as a liability because of him he has made it look like i'm a dangerous
[13:38 - 13:48] individual and people wonder why this man is not behind bars it's because this man
[13:48 - 13:56] is a legit drug addict this guy is a literally a drug lord if you don't believe it you guys
[13:56 - 14:04] can ask sean snipes who many know is a good friend of jamie's now a lot of people don't
[14:04 - 14:13] know that jamie didn't have a drug habit she was a recovering drug addict marty and her
[14:13 - 14:22] ended up together and he fueled a lot more of that drug habit he fueled that shit he
[14:22 - 14:31] got her back into the drug life now sean and jamie were actually going to be smart
[14:31 - 14:38] about it they were going to use marty because they knew marty had money they were going
[14:38 - 14:47] to use marty to get money and once they were done they were going to get rid of his ass
[14:47 - 14:52] but unfortunately that never came to pass them getting rid of him never came to pass
[14:52 - 15:09] because of jamie's untied way back like marty is a very sick individual when he goes after
[15:09 - 15:14] somebody he doesn't just go after them he will do everything he can to make their life
[15:14 - 15:21] a living hell he's done it to me for many a years he's done it to other people like
[15:21 - 15:29] suplex city vlogs who's a good friend of mine he's brought up old any of old enemies of
[15:29 - 15:36] mine like chuck steagle who is a former enemy of mine who i've not talked to in years thank
[15:36 - 15:43] god for that but that's how this man is he will use every tactic in the book to screw
[15:43 - 15:49] you over to mess with your head to mess with you as a person he will use any dirt he can
[15:49 - 16:00] on you to make you look bad prime example all right prime example of what he'll do
[16:00 - 16:09] take when i was with with that bitch heather take when i was with heather okay all those
[16:09 - 16:15] sounds i flipped on a last year because of being bullied he took those clips and used
[16:15 - 16:23] them against me and not only that this man has literally hacked my facebook stolen private
[16:23 - 16:31] videos between me and some of my exes had them posted to pornhub which i had to get
[16:31 - 16:41] those videos taken down has leaked solicited you know certain images of me on the internet
[16:41 - 16:49] without my permission or knowledge has recorded myself and katelyn included without either
[16:49 - 16:59] one of ours knowledge now you sit there and you decide you tell me who's the bad guy
[16:59 - 17:10] in all this you take how marty is and compare it to how i actually am in real life and
[17:10 - 17:17] you tell me he's not a fucking bully i dare somebody to say that he's not a bully because
[17:17 - 17:25] take what he's done go back and watch all my live streams where i exposed him and you
[17:25 - 17:32] look at his live streams and tell me that he's not a bully because if it was not for
[17:32 - 17:48] marty i would actually be making a living doing shit that i love to do i really would
[17:48 - 17:55] now you take me flipping out on marty and he's the whole reason why i've done it marty
[17:55 - 18:10] is a very big reason as to why i have flipped out over time like you take what he's done
[18:10 - 18:21] and you got something that's very evil not a good person at all he bashes on people
[18:21 - 18:32] little bullies people hell marty even has it that he teamed up with my ex candle and
[18:32 - 18:53] y'all know how crazy that bitch was y'all know how crazy candle was
[18:53 - 19:07] now whether they're together or not i don't know
[19:07 - 19:15] and that's the thing dude i don't want a career built off of sex tape alright i want
[19:15 - 19:22] a career built off of what i love to do which is my artwork my book work my gaming videos
[19:22 - 19:30] stuff like that that's the kind of stuff that i want to have my career built off of
[19:30 - 19:38] not some fucking sex tape that marty put out to make me look bad but i do hope that
[19:38 - 19:50] this video sheds some light for you guys on the whole situation that wouldn't surprise
[19:50 - 19:57] me spanky that really would not surprise me seeing how marty is that would not surprise
[19:57 - 20:03] me one bit dude it would not surprise me at all if they were fucking that would not
[20:03 - 20:32] surprise me one single bit why that right there is no surprise at all
[20:32 - 20:45] why that is like for real like that is actually not surprising
[20:45 - 20:52] my point being though you know marty is a very sick and twisted individual and should
[20:52 - 21:07] be treated as such which means if y'all were smart y'all would avoid him entirely like
[21:07 - 21:15] marty is not a good person he's really not like he will sit there and do whatever it
[21:15 - 21:22] takes to get what he wants he doesn't care who he has to go through he doesn't care
[21:22 - 21:35] what underhand attack he has to use he'll do whatever it fucking takes now i want y'all
[21:35 - 21:42] to answer this question real quick because this does pertain to the situation i have
[21:42 - 21:51] somebody sits there and tells you hey i want you to attack this person i want you to go
[21:51 - 22:01] online and bash on this person and if you don't do like i say i'm going to attack your
[22:01 - 22:07] family and make your life a living hell and do everything i can to screw you over now
[22:07 - 22:35] tell me does that not add up to blackmail like if someone comes to you and does to
[22:35 - 22:51] your family what he did to kate when you tell me that doesn't add up to blackmail like this
[22:51 - 22:59] man sat there and flat out told kate when that if she didn't bash on me on a livestream
[22:59 - 23:04] he was going to do whatever he could to attack her family and have her put in a group home
[23:04 - 23:20] now you tell me that doesn't sound like blatant blackmail to you like if you ask me that
[23:20 - 23:34] adds up to being blackmailed dude like it really does like the dude is a very sick and
[23:34 - 23:42] twisted individual who quite honestly needs help not going to lie the guy needs fucking
[23:42 - 23:49] help i don't want to say i'll be straight up honestly you guys i don't want to say it's
[23:49 - 23:56] president marty's not in a mental hospital right now i really am surprised that nobody
[23:56 - 24:02] has called the cops on this guy had him arrested and put in the psych ward already like that
[24:02 - 24:18] just like is a shock to me like how has nobody busted this guy already alright there's tons
[24:18 - 24:25] of evidence hell he would fake the document he even made a fake he even forged my name
[24:25 - 24:36] on a fake legal document for a fake ass fucking record label now the phone in just record
[24:36 - 24:42] label that i created with me and my friends that's legit that's all real and we get to
[24:42 - 24:53] make music however we want whenever we want say you know like there is the real aspect
[24:53 - 25:16] of that on my end but like with marty he is so delusional that it's honestly a shock
[25:16 - 25:26] that he's not in a mental ward alright do i like being an evil mean person no but when
[25:26 - 25:32] you push somebody to that certain extent they're gonna get angry they're gonna get
[25:32 - 25:38] mad and they're gonna snap and marty had pushed me to my breaking point many times
[25:38 - 25:50] it's over like when you tell somebody that shit that he's told me and do the things
[25:50 - 25:59] that you that he's done to me it's like dude like i'm only human you know i'm a fucking
[25:59 - 26:08] human being i'm like you attack me so many times i'm gonna snap same with any normal
[26:08 - 26:21] human
[26:21 - 26:40] yo cam time go ahead dude
[26:40 - 26:56] yo cam time dev by all means bro explain yourself
[26:56 - 27:03] i don't think i have you added back up but i definitely will for sure i will definitely
[27:03 - 27:15] add you back on facebook if i don't have you added already
[27:15 - 27:25] but i mean you know like ian's a good dude bratley he's one of my best friends i've
[27:25 - 27:34] known the kid for since he was like 14 he's 18 now he's about to be 19 this year i've
[27:34 - 27:40] known the kid for a long ass time he's a very good kid i know his family and everything
[27:40 - 27:45] he's a really good kid i've worked with him multiple times i've collabed with him on
[27:45 - 27:53] multiple projects and you know he's all around a very good kid to be around and definitely
[27:53 - 28:00] one of the most talented artists i can honestly say i've met in my life well the most talented
[28:00 - 28:07] and most gifted artists i've ever seen matter of fact i've got done with this race right
[28:07 - 28:12] here i'm actually going to flip over to youtube so y'all can see just how skilled and how
[28:12 - 28:36] gifted this kid actually is so you guys can see why me and him collab on shit
[28:36 - 28:46] and the kid very gifted and i dare say that if he so i dare this kid could potentially
[28:46 - 28:56] be the next m&m like bratley could be the next m&m if he really pushed it and i'm not
[28:56 - 29:01] just saying that because i've worked with the guy i'm saying that because i've watched
[29:01 - 29:09] this kid go from literally the cheesiest bullshit raps in the world to honestly being one of
[29:09 - 29:37] the best rappers that i actually know personally
[29:37 - 29:53] like the kid's very good at what he does almost done y'all just got like one more
[29:53 - 30:00] lap and then i'll switch over to youtube sorry y'all i'm going for that rare ass ken
[30:00 - 30:07] block helmet man i got his outfit i just need to get the helmet i just need to get
[30:07 - 30:21] the brain bucket helmet which is ken's helmet that he uses and i did get the hoonicorn
[30:21 - 30:30] bronco i did get the hoonicorn bronco and honestly i just wasn't a fan of it like i'm
[30:30 - 30:35] not that big of a fan of it it was a good car to have around don't get me wrong it's
[30:35 - 30:48] a fun car but just for me i'm just i just wasn't feeling it yeah i know man dude see
[30:48 - 30:54] that's why me and that's why me and bradley were pissed off that the bloodshot records
[30:54 - 31:00] channel got taken down like it did because me and bradley used to collab on everything
[31:00 - 31:05] dude like we would always do the chill with the boys podcast having a good time like it
[31:05 - 31:15] was fun oh absolutely dude absolutely like bradley like i said he's one of the most
[31:15 - 31:21] talented artists that i've met in my life like and like i said i'm not just saying that
[31:21 - 31:26] because he's somebody that i work with on a daily basis i'm not saying that because
[31:26 - 31:31] he's pretty much i'm not just saying that because you know he's like my little brother
[31:31 - 31:35] which i think he pretty much is because i've worked with him for so long he's pretty much
[31:35 - 31:58] my little brother boy i'm saying that because this kid is naturally gifted yo for sure man
[31:58 - 32:15] don't worry can't i will call you bro so just be patient bro i got you let me show you
[32:15 - 32:41] this guy's something right quick and then i will give you a call
[32:41 - 32:52] yeah bradley hotter you know what i'm sizzling boom boom boom boom boom bad i'm buzzin
[32:52 - 33:01] on bro bro bitch where you at boom bad this pussy wanna chat fuck a fuck a fuck a cock
[33:01 - 33:08] face fuck fuck yeah give him a sky face i'm on my mama book book book book putting shit
[33:08 - 33:14] crosses his game little bitch fucking up the game almost but 40 talks living at 40 as
[33:14 - 33:20] a walk you slip blue we need chalk i snuck you not fly with the floor bitch fuck you
[33:20 - 33:25] i know you put sarge on that star but you couldn't find shit bitch cuz i do not charge
[33:25 - 33:29] fuck up with a lot of cash and straps when we get a bolt we ain't even got scraps would
[33:29 - 33:33] you know about that huh i think it's off to the front i'll find you dude search the
[33:33 - 33:39] internet for you too living it on youtube just sit with the first that was a poor track
[33:39 - 33:45] back back back so let's compare you not back back don't compare you now i'm an emcee but
[33:45 - 33:51] you don't lack being wack wack i did my first show at 16 he believed that bag you're my
[33:51 - 33:57] point of feedback but i can't i had to attest you mad fuck it's better than facts so what
[33:57 - 34:02] he is you just drank not even a ninja you a bitch mag i'll talk with one leg how you
[34:02 - 34:09] really gonna walk huh you don't even know how i don't rock my sentences with the chocolates
[34:09 - 34:15] in the trenches this pussy bitch got a fake clip smoke that fake shit with a ravel of
[34:15 - 34:41] the body pop shit oh he a bitch oh he a snitch never on the whip no car never hit a switch
[34:41 - 35:04] i give a juggler what that mean mark hello bully do not bend there wolf you will go
[35:04 - 35:14] go go go i give a brat but two okay i get to work in front of you oh now we smirking
[35:14 - 35:17] with the end of my dreams i'm lurking and running with the class some days till the
[35:17 - 35:23] end i keep on turning some new four in my mouth turn it well turn it with at the four
[35:23 - 35:32] now you're learning no purpose no purpose on the surface hey hey hey now it's me on
[35:32 - 35:36] the channel let me let me show y'all one of the songs that me and him did collab on actually
[35:36 - 35:41] not that long ago it wasn't so long ago that me and him actually collabed on some shit
[35:41 - 36:05] let's see another one all right here we go
[36:05 - 36:33] yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.
[36:33 - 38:17] yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
[38:17 - 38:36] yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
[38:36 - 38:40] hey y'all going that was my dude brantley like i said i've known the kids since he
[38:40 - 38:46] was like 14 i work with the dude like literally on a day-to-day basis like he's a good dude
[38:46 - 39:00] straight up
[39:00 - 39:06] like the dude actually has some actual relatable music like let's see
[39:06 - 39:11] let's see if i can find it here
[39:14 - 39:18] not the cipher
[39:18 - 39:28] yo dude where the fuck the
[39:28 - 39:42] ah here we go
[39:42 - 39:45] i think this is when a lot of people can actually relate to
[39:45 - 39:56] who was there when
[39:56 - 40:08] who was there when dad had some punch some meat was cubs fuck yeah we a bunch of scrubs
[40:08 - 40:13] we've been poor since we even knew what it was my dad works over time side of the family
[40:13 - 40:19] had to grind time to work two jobs but we always found time for one working for something
[40:19 - 40:26] ain't new this kid's is all that we knew so we could do anything that we wanted to but we had
[40:26 - 40:31] to work and we had to hustle barking like a bitch with no hustle rather than missing pieces
[40:31 - 40:37] but it ain't a puzzle who who who was there when who was there when this was just a dream
[40:37 - 40:41] didn't even know what off the scene just knew we're gonna grind knew we're gonna shine
[40:41 - 40:47] so i got the studio equipment from hustling was even too young to get it down from the
[40:47 - 40:53] little bus in prison on the table the white kid the rep it was my label rhett rhett i'll spot my
[40:53 - 40:59] name hurt in the high school pain now ain't nobody wanna hear it for word who who who was there when
[40:59 - 41:04] who was there when i stopped still working the nine to five i created my studio she became
[41:04 - 41:08] hella fly now everybody would have stopped by saying i'm gonna be that guy
[41:08 - 41:12] but you can't even write got no flow got me so pissed off off across so no no
[41:12 - 41:18] this is the way it's my time time it could have been sitting on the grind man who was there with
[41:18 - 41:24] who who who was there when i was passing the plug sparking it up everyone now not giving a fuck
[41:28 - 41:33] this is a little something for y'all man though like that footage that was taken in there
[41:33 - 41:43] that footage was actually all his family that was like uh families of his like blood family
[41:43 - 41:49] friends that made him know but like i said the dude's definitely good and like i said you know
[41:49 - 41:55] like now you'll see like why i work with the kid the way that i do like he's a good dude
[41:56 - 42:01] like he definitely you know is a good kid you know i do work with him sometimes time whenever
[42:01 - 42:08] he needs it but he's genuine genuinely a good guy like straight up the dude's very talented and
[42:08 - 42:22] to be able to see somebody do what you know he does is actually really dope
[42:26 - 42:30] oh dude absolutely like honestly dude i'll be straight up honest like yeah i've got some good
[42:30 - 42:37] raps but i'll be straight up honest dude bradley beats me out by a long shot like straight up like
[42:37 - 42:42] bradley he takes it to the next level that not many are willing to take it to
[42:42 - 42:51] you know whether i continue on you know doing music in the future or whether i switch over
[42:51 - 42:57] to doing artwork and book work full time and not even touch music ever again like i'm still gonna
[42:57 - 43:04] support bradley 100 dude i will still support that kid to the fullest because i had said yes
[43:04 - 43:11] i am changing this channel up a lot and gearing it more towards you know my artwork my bookwork
[43:11 - 43:17] um you know doing chill live streams with you guys having fun hanging out
[43:18 - 43:25] you know like that's what i do want to do with my life you know i do want to take that step
[43:25 - 43:32] back from music and you know obviously obviously i'm very amped up for the release of my debut
[43:32 - 43:38] album in march i'm still you know very hyped about that and there's nothing that's gonna
[43:38 - 43:41] change that like i'm still very excited about that i'm looking forward to that
[43:44 - 43:49] but you know other than that i kind of want to take that step back and give myself that much
[43:49 - 43:56] needed break that i never had because as i said in the one live stream this morning
[43:56 - 44:03] when i started doing music back in 2010 it's just always been go right from the
[44:03 - 44:09] right from the jump there's been literally no breaks it's just been go go go go go
[44:10 - 44:17] you know non-stop and i feel like i'm at that point where i need to you know force that break
[44:17 - 44:24] you know i need to take a step back and be like hey i need to fucking take a break because i've
[44:24 - 44:33] done so much that i'm overworking myself and you know with the whole thing with marty going down
[44:33 - 44:39] like i'm not really getting anywhere right now so i figure why not take a step back from the
[44:39 - 44:45] music pump the brakes on that give myself that much needed break that i've been needing and
[44:45 - 44:53] focus full time on you know doing my artwork releasing my books um you know working on my
[44:53 - 44:59] manga here and there that i've been trying to work on um you know working on hanging out with
[44:59 - 45:06] you guys and you know having fun with you guys on live streams like the other day um whenever me
[45:06 - 45:10] and ted were on live stream together playing fortnite y'all really enjoyed that you guys
[45:10 - 45:17] were cracking up just as much as we were like it was good shit like and seeing that's something
[45:17 - 45:22] that i want to give back to i want to give back to doing those chill streams and you know doing
[45:22 - 45:28] the coffee and chill streams where we're all hanging out you know having a good time and
[45:28 - 45:34] you know who knows i might have a guest on here or there you know like if anyone of y'all wants
[45:34 - 45:40] to hop on the live and whenever i do the coffee and chill streams y'all are more than welcome
[45:40 - 45:48] to hop up on here you know and you know we'll kick it man we'll have a good time you know
[45:48 - 45:55] like i want to be able to show you guys what my life is like outside of my music and i feel like
[45:55 - 46:03] i never really got the chance to do that until just now until these last few days when i started
[46:03 - 46:11] realizing hey i need to take a break you know and i want to show you guys you know what my
[46:11 - 46:18] life is and what is that i was born doing and show you guys you know how chill i am outside
[46:18 - 46:23] of the music yeah i'm pretty chill when it comes to the music but i want y'all to be able to see
[46:23 - 46:33] that other side of me which is you know my artwork my 3d photography work um you know
[46:33 - 46:41] just hanging out with you guys and having a good time
[46:50 - 46:56] exactly dude and that's what i'm saying bro like you know and that's kind of the point that i'm
[46:56 - 47:03] at dude like do i mind doing music fuck no i'll always hold you know that special spot in
[47:03 - 47:09] you know my heart and soul for music like that's never gonna change i'm still the whole
[47:09 - 47:15] and you know that special place in my heart that's never gonna change
[47:16 - 47:22] but i did recently get told by somebody and actually asked this question and it really
[47:22 - 47:29] made me think and yes this person is in the chat i'm not saying who but that person knows
[47:29 - 47:36] who they are and they brought up a very good question that made me think out of all the years
[47:36 - 47:45] i've done music how much money have i actually made doing my music how much money have i actually
[47:45 - 47:52] made in the long run doing my music and the answer to that is very simple not that much
[47:52 - 48:00] granted a majority of those reasons are mostly marty but it really made me think like damn
[48:00 - 48:08] like maybe i do need to take a step back from the music and start focusing on other things
[48:08 - 48:13] that people really do genuinely enjoy you know i know a lot of you guys that have seen my
[48:13 - 48:21] artwork on facebook on my instagram um i know a lot of you guys have really really enjoyed that
[48:21 - 48:27] and that's something that i do want to get back into full time which is why i'm gearing this
[48:27 - 48:34] channel more towards that towards you know hanging out with you guys gaming having fun
[48:34 - 48:41] you know and just stuff like that man like i do need that break away from music
[48:42 - 48:47] i mean like i said i'm still don't get into it i'm still very excited about the release of my
[48:47 - 48:54] debut rock album i'm still very excited about that that's something that's gonna be very dope
[48:54 - 49:03] that's gonna be a lot of fun like i'm super you know i'm very hyped for that but outside of
[49:03 - 49:11] music like i'm doing what i truly have wanted to do for so long and it feels good to finally
[49:11 - 49:12] be able to do that
[49:12 - 49:25] you know it feels good to be able to step outside of something that i've done for so many years
[49:25 - 49:33] and to pump the brakes and be like hey i need to take a break i need to focus on other things
[49:33 - 49:38] that i want to do with my life because i've been overworking myself so much with this music
[49:40 - 49:45] that you know it's not even really getting me anywhere right now like i said due to
[49:45 - 49:51] the whole situation with marty and all that and i'll admit i've been wanting to step out
[49:51 - 49:59] of that community that he's been part of but it seemed like every time i had tried to step
[49:59 - 50:06] away from that community he would just yank me back in and now that i'm finally broken away
[50:06 - 50:12] from that community and i'm hanging out with these other youtubers like tonic and sales and
[50:12 - 50:20] you know my good friend voodoo ninja and his wife and you know hanging out with people like
[50:20 - 50:27] suplex city vlogs and you know all these other youtubers have you know become good friends with
[50:27 - 50:37] those over the years it it feels good to step away from that
[50:37 - 50:46] yes exactly and you know and that's kind of what i'm doing because i started to believe it or not
[50:46 - 50:51] um as i was going over my channel today and kind of taking a look at it
[50:53 - 50:59] you know i started to notice a few things after what was said i started to really notice a few
[50:59 - 51:06] things and how a lot of my content was it started out with music it started out with
[51:06 - 51:13] just straight up good ass solid music you know good vibes good people good fun
[51:13 - 51:21] and then i noticed over time it slowly became about marty and the whole situation with that and
[51:22 - 51:29] like i kind of want to take it away from that and get it back to where i wanted to be which is you
[51:29 - 51:35] know me doing the stuff that you don't see on youtube anymore which is you know people like
[51:35 - 51:43] myself doing artwork you know doing you know book work working on manga you know talking about
[51:43 - 51:50] anime talking about you know video games chilling out and just having a good fun time around people
[51:50 - 52:02] exactly then that's what i'm doing you know that's what i'm trying to do is i'm trying to step away
[52:02 - 52:17] from that you know i'm trying to step away from that stigma of oh you're from this community
[52:17 - 52:25] yes i'll admit the community i came from was jamie's community and i'm not afraid to admit that
[52:25 - 52:33] like you know i'm not afraid to admit hey i came from jamie's community and i'm proud of that
[52:33 - 52:41] i've made a lot of good friends over the years from that community you know i've made good
[52:41 - 52:49] friends with people like boy the kiki drama kiki uh shout out to drama what's good uh fucking
[52:49 - 52:57] you know my good friend terra our friend max maximum overdose aka max
[52:57 - 53:05] um you know that's how i met suplex city vlogs that's how i matter by that's how i met some
[53:05 - 53:14] of you guys that's how i met my now you know one of my brothers krip k you know
[53:14 - 53:21] hell that's how i found tonic in sales that's how i got in contact with you know dj zombie
[53:21 - 53:26] and voodoo ninja like i made a lot of good friends through jamie i'm not gonna lie
[53:26 - 53:33] you know i made a lot of good friends through jamie and you know i'm grateful for that
[53:35 - 53:40] but right now i feel like i need to rebuild
[53:40 - 53:48] you know my channel to the community that i've always wanted it to be that you know something
[53:48 - 53:54] that even jamie herself would be proud of you know that's kind of where i want to take this
[53:54 - 54:01] channel is take it back to the beginning before all the drama when i was doing the coffee and
[54:01 - 54:07] show live streams i was hanging out having a good time having good friends and good people
[54:07 - 54:12] on the panel enjoying life and not giving a fuck
[54:24 - 54:31] the fuck all right that's definitely weird i'm gonna have to have a talk with suplex about
[54:31 - 54:38] that because that's not normal like that is seriously weird
[54:44 - 54:54] like that is seriously freaking weird
[54:54 - 55:05] but you know like i said like it feels good to actually be able to break away from all that
[55:05 - 55:11] to break away from the stigma from the grind and to be able to do stuff that i truly enjoy to do
[55:11 - 55:20] outside of you know my music like it really does feel good to break away from that
[55:20 - 55:32] dude red dude real redhead's a good dude i'll fuck with real redhead man
[55:32 - 55:37] not even gonna lie redhead's a good dude i actually have him on xbox man he's a good
[55:37 - 55:43] dude to be around he's definitely he's definitely a jokester like that is one thing i would give
[55:43 - 55:49] redhead is he's definitely a jokester like that dude will pull some funny shit on your ass on
[55:49 - 55:54] xbox if you ain't careful bro like he will do some of the funniest shit ever
[55:58 - 56:08] like he's definitely a good dude for sure so shout out to real redhead
[56:08 - 56:11] but uh i know a lot of people are wondering
[56:11 - 56:20] when is the merch gonna drop um the day that i get the card the day that i get my brand new
[56:20 - 56:27] paypal card in the mail is the day that i am going to start to get everything up and going
[56:28 - 56:36] um i'm going to start working on new t-shirt designs i'm going to start working on you know
[56:36 - 56:43] a shoe line from my artwork i'm going to start working on you know my my 3d photography book
[56:43 - 56:51] um and stuff like that so sometime this week i'm not sure what day went exactly but i do know
[56:51 - 56:57] for sure that sometime this week i am supposed to get my new card in the mail so once i get
[56:57 - 57:03] my brand new paypal card in the mail that's when i'm going to start you know opening things back
[57:03 - 57:12] up re-upping shops you know new designs new you know everything so y'all can definitely expect
[57:12 - 57:19] sometime this week for me to be able to pop some new stuff up and get stuff going uh pre-orders
[57:19 - 57:28] will also be available this week uh for for my brand new album shadowborn uh so shadowborn
[57:28 - 57:36] pre-orders will be happening this week for sure for you guys so uh yeah but uh with that being
[57:36 - 57:42] said guys i am going to bounce up off here and see what's going on cam time and i will catch you
[57:42 - 57:51] guys in the next stream so i will catch you guys on the very first ever coffee and chill live
[57:51 - 58:00] stream here in just a few hours peace and if you are new do not forget to hit that like
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