2020-9-22 therapy session 2

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[0:24 - 0:28] They say they're ever gonna melt up anything in this life
[0:28 - 0:32] But I got some pride I'm not swallowing, calling it tonight
[0:32 - 0:35] And it may be Ryan's drop right out of my high school
[0:35 - 0:39] Got a girl in my head and in that wheelchair with a trigger that I might pull
[0:39 - 0:42] Nobody knows that it's over with me, I'm over the edge
[0:42 - 0:45] I'm blowing up inside, cause I'm not what I'm supposed to be
[0:45 - 0:49] Nobody's chosen me to sit with the heavens in the end of it
[0:49 - 0:52] But if the demons in my head don't know what they like, uh
[0:52 - 0:56] Never gonna get another chance at joy with somebody else
[0:56 - 0:59] Still do the date, do the date, give the bandit, yo, and I don't know
[0:59 - 1:04] If I had a great soul so stupidly, it'd kill me, you and me in the future
[1:04 - 1:07] Fucking out a love of luxury, don't give me that way
[1:07 - 1:10] Life's living down there, I'm gonna do a harp, I ain't gonna take my head 'till I check with a mic
[1:10 - 1:13] I'm looking right out, it's gonna give me a crowd, hear my dreams
[1:13 - 1:16] If you really wanna know what I mean, that's so bad, we're just so trusted
[1:16 - 1:18] You want a nigga, well you're an enemy, see
[1:18 - 1:21] This is my last attempt, tell me what you really mean
[1:21 - 1:25] Cause that's it, it's rapping, I'm ready for what we get to
[1:25 - 1:32] I can't take it, I mean myself to be someone that I'm not, it's crazy
[1:32 - 1:38] So see what I'm gonna do next, I'm gonna get you over the last time
[1:38 - 1:42] So make it real, man, destroy your face, yo
[1:42 - 1:45] You're gonna miss me, and I'm gonna let you go
[1:45 - 1:49] Take one, I'ma take it so happiness, I can't make it show
[1:49 - 1:52] Cause I've been forgotten, there's no pigs, not forsaken, no
[1:52 - 1:55] And the band don't make my dough, whatever I mean, they don't hunt so crap
[1:55 - 1:59] But whatever it takes, I'ma make my cake, and it might just bust a rack
[1:59 - 2:02] For the green no point, till the land bring my joints
[2:02 - 2:05] I'm the hottest product, soft on the market, rockin, rainin' north
[2:05 - 2:08] But I can't do that, cause I do rap for all the fans I need to vet
[2:08 - 2:12] And you better believe me, this ain't easy, I cannot breathe a bat
[2:12 - 2:15] Cause if I collect a check, calling words by no-pad
[2:15 - 2:18] I'm junior, it's all the way to my family, and it's so sad
[2:18 - 2:22] They really had to come live in a drone, fuck 'em, and you love it, so
[2:22 - 2:24] And the pain that I gain from life, that I'm living, isn't gonna come
[2:24 - 2:28] And no, I can't just keep up with my music, like for my challenges
[2:28 - 2:32] Between being me, and the new, I can't balance it
[2:32 - 2:35] Let's bring you mad, I won't let me go, I'ma leave you to play your ego
[2:35 - 2:38] You ain't never gonna hear no more, I'm gonna drop you shit like David Chittin'
[2:38 - 3:06] Ask and tell me what you need to be...
[3:06 - 3:19] And it is what I'm living, it's what I need to learn
[3:19 - 3:22] It's made me the one to talk, complete, I'm living, I'm the nationary
[3:22 - 3:24] I had the guns and people, I had the perfect bridges
[3:24 - 3:27] So there we go, we're just talking, I want you to turn and listen
[3:27 - 3:29] I'm a burden, this is dirty, I'm set in two minutes
[3:29 - 3:32] And I'm gonna tell you some other record, I'm in the first edition
[3:32 - 3:35] I don't see your niggas in fact, it doesn't deserve attention
[3:35 - 3:37] It's not for taking a shot at me, it's your work
[3:37 - 3:40] So you can't make the mess of me, I'll take the money to get to me
[3:40 - 3:43] Tell me, tell me why you're doing better than it has to be
[3:43 - 3:46] Tell me, I'm about to take away the record, I don't pretend to me
[3:46 - 3:48] Don't pretend to me like I have it in you, let me make it
[3:48 - 3:51] You better fuck up, I'll let you talk, I'm working, I'm doing it
[3:51 - 3:54] It's a bullshit, I'm a burden, it's dirty, I'm letting me go
[3:54 - 3:57] You ain't never gonna get to me, you'll never get my destination
[3:57 - 4:00] Call and get what I've never seen
[4:00 - 4:02] But is it chains on it, chains on it?
[4:02 - 4:07] You better stop and take the things, you're a gay, darling, you better know that I was playing games on the way, you're on it
[4:07 - 4:10] You better take the songs, drop off your name, you're on it
[4:10 - 4:12] You better go to the game and all the shit I've been through
[4:12 - 4:15] You better go to the jungle, you better get all these shit, you know
[4:15 - 4:17] You better run it, you better get it, come and rent it
[4:17 - 4:20] So if you don't want it, I want to go to the beach, I'm getting sick
[4:20 - 4:25] Someone's gon' be hot, drink hands, whenever you see me
[4:25 - 4:28] I'm right here, motherfucker, I don't leave
[4:28 - 4:31] The niggas are your dick, you know, you still get a great bitch
[4:31 - 4:33] You better go to the jungle, you better call it shit
[4:33 - 4:36] You better go to the jungle, you better go to the pool, kid
[4:36 - 4:39] You better know how you like it now, little bitch
[4:39 - 4:42] You better rush and we'll let you have a full clip
[4:42 - 4:47] You wanna fuck on back at it, you can't kill me if Sarah tapped and laughed at it
[4:47 - 4:49] You can't never use that, there was a chance at it
[4:49 - 4:52] And then you can't tell that I'm mad, telling you I'm trashy
[4:52 - 4:55] I was about to make my name out there
[4:55 - 4:57] Because if they need one, I'm ending the same
[4:57 - 5:01] He's like a plain kiddo, all the pain in the head, he's a brave little
[5:01 - 5:04] He's gonna tell you, "Hey, nigga, I'm your type, I got it, let's try it
[5:04 - 5:08] I ain't got it, I ain't got it, I ain't got it, let's apply it, let's apply it, let's fly it out"
[5:08 - 5:11] When a man's in jail is doing it, they better miss it
[5:11 - 5:14] I'm feeling better than knocking on my head, admit it
[5:14 - 5:16] I'm thinking better, so put me in a boat with no speed
[5:16 - 5:19] You see, I'm talking shit, I have to do your recognition
[5:19 - 5:22] So when you hear it, I'm just telling you, I'm just telling you, admit it
[5:22 - 5:24] I'm not gonna show it, no one comes like you with an intermission
[5:24 - 5:27] I say I'm talking shit, why is it not an intermission
[5:27 - 5:30] I'm thinking too much, now I got your kid detention
[5:30 - 5:32] When you and I, you're gonna get a hand in the neck
[5:32 - 5:35] When you and I, we're in the mall hanging out
[5:35 - 5:38] You ain't even playing drugs, yo, don't let it down
[5:38 - 5:40] You're fighting tears, I'm feeling everything right now
[5:40 - 5:44] When you and I, you're gonna get a hand in the gosh, you're gonna fuck with me
[5:44 - 5:48] When I was sleeping in the car, bitch, I was gonna go with it, talking you to get my dick
[5:48 - 5:53] When you hear it, I ain't got it, I ain't got it, let's go back at it
[5:53 - 5:56] You can't kill me, I stare at death and laugh at it
[5:56 - 5:58] You can't never do that, tell me what you're saying
[5:58 - 6:01] Tell me what you're saying, tell me what you're getting, tell me what you're getting
[6:01 - 6:02] Tell me what you're getting, tell me what you're getting
[6:02 - 6:04] Who's your name, name, name
[6:04 - 6:08] You can tell me what you're not here to say, let's play here
[6:08 - 6:10] From the pain that you can't hit or break through
[6:10 - 6:12] Give it to your name, name, name
[6:12 - 6:18] Take it, take it, take it, take it, take it, take it
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[6:50 - 6:56] No mercy has been done Ladies and gentlemen, machine gun Kelly
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[7:05 - 7:07] No I'm not
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