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2020-9-17 PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on December 17th, 2022
Original upload date: September 17th, 2020 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:29] I don't understand it. I know that sounds a lot worse right now guys. I'm going to because I just got to scream my fucking head off, headjawing.
[0:29 - 0:47] John Hickey, the man responsible for IP2. John, I don't understand why you can't just leave me alone. I don't understand it.
[0:47 - 1:07] Only if you're pissed off about a fucking beat that I took and used, dude, it was a free to you eat. It didn't fucking matter. It was free. I prodded the guy on the beat.
[1:07 - 1:32] I did not try to go in and resell it. Why can't you just leave me alone? I don't get it. Why can't you leave me the fuck alone? You terrorized my family. You terrorized me.
[1:32 - 2:01] Like, dude, do you not realize what you screwed up? You know, it took me 10 years to get to where I'm at. 10 long, hard years of hard work. And what do you do? You come in and ruin it.
[2:01 - 2:19] Like that. And then when I ask you to leave me alone several times in the back off, you keep saying no, no, no. And then, and then when I threaten you with the FBI to get you to back off, you say fuck the FBI.
[2:19 - 2:31] You really don't think they won't do anything?
[2:31 - 2:49] I want to settle this peacefully and I'm not going to sit there and make a video stating that you and Bob the Grids and all your friends own me. I'm not doing that because that right there is a sign of weakness and I'm not weak.
[2:49 - 3:04] I don't understand why you can't just leave me the fuck alone, John. Why can't you just leave me alone to my own devices?
[3:04 - 3:25] I don't get it. Hell, because of you, I broke my fucking phone. Now I have to wait to get a whole new one.
[3:25 - 3:41] It's not fair what you're doing, dude. Because of you, I lost out on a career to following my great grandmother's footsteps as an artist, which is something I've always wanted to do since I was a kid.
[3:41 - 3:56] Ever since I was a little kid, all I've ever wanted to do is follow in my grandmother's footsteps and be a very successful artist.
[3:56 - 4:07] That's all I've wanted to do. But what I don't understand is why you can't back off and leave me the fuck alone when I've not done anything to you.
[4:07 - 4:26] I have never done anything to you and if I have, I'm sorry. That's no reason to continue to bully and attack me and take away my channels for stupid reasons. That's no excuse.
[4:26 - 4:54] Enough is enough. You need to leave me alone.
[4:54 - 4:59] I just don't understand.
[4:59 - 5:05] You've ruined so much for me.
[5:05 - 5:13] If you would have left me alone, do you realize that I'd be able to provide for my family right now?
[5:13 - 5:31] I'd be able to provide for my family through my artwork. And I'd be able to use my artwork to promote my music, which means I would have a very good income and my family would never have to worry ever again.
[5:31 - 5:40] Not because of you, I have to start all over from the ground up for a third time. A third time.
[5:40 - 5:47] You think that's fair to me? You think that's fair to my family? No.
[5:47 - 5:54] Why can't you and IP2 just leave me the fuck alone? I don't get it.
[5:54 - 6:01] I've not done anything to you.
[6:01 - 6:09] I've never attacked you. I've never done anything to do harm to you guys.
[6:09 - 6:17] So why come after me? I don't get it. I never asked to be part of IP2. I never wanted to be part of that.
[6:17 - 6:42] If anything, I tried to avoid it.
[6:42 - 6:51] I don't understand though, John, what I really can't get my head around is why you can't leave the past in the past.
[6:51 - 7:04] The past, the past. Leave it back in the past. Leave it alone. Leave the past alone.
[7:04 - 7:11] Seriously, leave the past, the fuck, alone.
[7:11 - 7:21] Leave it alone. There's no need to bring up the past. Have I made mistakes in the past? Yes.
[7:21 - 7:28] But you want to keep on going about how I tried to resell a beat that was mine. That's not true.
[7:28 - 7:45] All right, that beat that I used in that song, I prodded the guy on that instrumental motherfucker. I prodded him on it, which is a sign of respect.
[7:45 - 8:01] And that right there shows that I did not try to fucking sell it. I did not try to steal it.
[8:01 - 8:16] Because of you, John, because of you, man, I came this close for having so bad of a mental breakdown.
[8:16 - 8:22] I came this close to having the worst mental breakdown that I've ever had in my life.
[8:22 - 8:33] And God knows I'd probably be in the hospital right now if I didn't calm myself down enough to go for a walk.
[8:33 - 8:38] And not only that, but because of you, I now have to worry about trying to pay a new phone.
[8:38 - 8:48] Congratulations. I have to try to figure out a way to pay off my mom now for a phone that I broke because you got me pissed off to that point.
[8:48 - 8:57] Congratulations, asshole.
[8:57 - 9:04] All I ask is that you leave me the fuck alone and let me do me.
[9:04 - 9:11] Worry about yourself. Stop worrying about me and what I'm doing. If I fuck up, that's my problem.
[9:11 - 9:22] If I make a mistake, that's my problem. That's not for you to judge me on. And that's not for you to attack me on.
[9:22 - 9:37] You need to leave me alone. Enough is enough. I'm tired of being bullied and attacked by you guys. I am tired of it.
[9:37 - 10:00] Oh, yeah, I've got three voice messages proving, proving that you guys are a terrorist organization and that you guys are indeed pedophiles.
[10:00 - 10:15] John, listen, man. You need to leave me alone.
[10:15 - 10:43] Well, it's hard to listen. Someone called me up pretending to be you. Someone has been calling me from a private number pretending to be you.
[10:43 - 10:49] Now, if you'd like, I can download those voice messages and I can. You know what? Let me do that.
[10:49 - 11:01] Let me go in and download these voice messages and I'll play them back.
[11:01 - 11:05] Great. And we're going to have this problem again.
[11:05 - 11:29] All right. So what I'll do is the next live stream that I do, I'll personally go in and I will download the messages and I'll play them back.
[11:29 - 11:43] But honestly, to everybody that has been attacking me, all I ask is to be left alone.
[11:43 - 12:01] And it's hard. Naturally, they can do that.
[12:01 - 12:15] I'll tell you what, I'll make a deal with you. I will not. I will not say that you guys only but I will apologize to you guys for whatever I did wrong.
[12:15 - 12:31] Whatever wrong doings I did to you guys, I apologize with something you need to realize though, dude, so that I don't think you're understanding very clearly is that instrumental that I use for that song before my channel got taken down.
[12:31 - 12:48] Yeah, I put produced by and the guy's name. Therefore, I was not stealing it.
[12:48 - 13:04] I gave I play like if you look in the thing I said, prod by and then the guy's name, I did not intend to sell it. It was just up there for people to listen to it because I love making music for people to enjoy whether I make money from it or not.
[13:04 - 13:06] I don't care.
[13:06 - 13:19] Okay, the thing I'm focused on making money from is my artwork. Okay. And when you took down my channel you took away that opportunity for me to be able to do that as a job as a career.
[13:19 - 13:30] And as I said that was not fair to me, or my family in the long run, dude.
[13:30 - 13:37] How did I steal it, I put prod by and then the person's name.
[13:37 - 13:42] That's not stealing, dude.
[13:42 - 13:48] That is not stealing in any way shape or form. If you put prod by.
[13:48 - 13:50] That's not them.
[13:50 - 13:54] That's what you don't get.
[13:54 - 14:05] This is a person that I did snag that be from dude, I do apologize. I didn't know that you know you didn't want people using it had I known that I wouldn't have used it.
[14:05 - 14:07] But here's a little bit of advice for you, dude.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '2381' on August 18th, 2024