2020-9-17 Nothing is Ok Anymore

[0:00 - 0:32] [Silence]
[0:32 - 0:39] I know over the past few days, you know over the past few months, I've been acting like
[0:39 - 0:50] everything's okay, but nothing's bothering me. But the truth is, there's quite a bit bothering me.
[0:50 - 0:58] [Silence]
[0:58 - 1:14] And the main thing that's bothering me is IP2 Network. IP2 Network, I hope you guys are fucking listening.
[1:14 - 1:26] I hope you're watching and I hope you're listening motherfuckers. I really hope you are.
[1:26 - 1:32] Because of you guys and what you've done to me over these past three to four weeks,
[1:32 - 1:41] because of what you've done, I can now no longer provide for my family.
[1:41 - 1:46] Because of you, I lost out on the opportunity to actually make a life for myself,
[1:46 - 1:52] to actually make a living doing what I love, as well as being able to provide for my family.
[1:52 - 2:04] What I don't understand is why can't you leave me the fuck alone? I don't get it.
[2:04 - 2:13] My goal was to make it to a thousand subs, before my mom had surgery yesterday.
[2:13 - 2:23] And I would have been there if it wasn't for you idiots.
[2:23 - 2:34] You think it's all just a funny ha ha game, but it's not. This ain't a fucking game.
[2:34 - 2:45] Okay, this is real fucking life. Yeah. Yeah.
[2:45 - 3:04] I don't care which. I don't care which ever one just pick one. I don't care.
[3:04 - 3:13] Well, you know, you gotta see that this is a fucking game, but it's really not.
[3:13 - 3:17] This isn't a fucking game.
[3:17 - 3:26] I was this fucking close, this fucking close from being able to provide for my family,
[3:26 - 3:34] doing what I love to do, doing the two things that I enjoy more than anything.
[3:34 - 3:43] But now, because of you, you fucking assholes, you cyber bullies of IP2, because of you,
[3:43 - 3:48] I now have to start over from the ground up. And not only is that unfair to me,
[3:48 - 3:55] not only is that unfair to my families, but more importantly, that's unfair to my family.
[3:55 - 4:01] And you think that it's some sort of game? This ain't a game, this ain't a fucking joke.
[4:01 - 4:08] I've about fucking had it with you assholes, saying that you own me, calling me up 50 million times a night,
[4:08 - 4:15] calling and saying all this dumb shit. I've about fucking had it.
[4:15 - 4:26] Because of you, idiots, I have to give up my birthday so that my family has money to provide for their hospital bills.
[4:27 - 4:44] I have to give up my birthday for that shit, and it's not fair to me to know that I'm doing that so my family will have money.
[4:44 - 4:52] And it's because of you fucking assholes that I'm not making any now, and that's not fair to me or my family.
[4:52 - 4:58] This ain't a fucking joke. This ain't some ha ha, have a good time, no.
[4:58 - 5:03] It's a fucking, it's bullshit, it's what it is.
[5:03 - 5:16] And what I mean by giving up my birthday is, if you guys don't know, my birthday's coming up here on the 20th,
[5:16 - 5:28] which is this coming up Sunday, and my family wanted to take me out to eat and do this whole big thing like we do every year and whatnot.
[5:28 - 5:40] But because of their surgeries and what they have had to have done, it's costing a major, major bill.
[5:40 - 5:48] And me hitting 1,000 subs, knowing that those surgeries were coming up, I knew those surgeries were coming up.
[5:48 - 5:58] I knew that. And my goal for my original channel that was at 940-something subs, my goal for that channel was to hit 1,000 subs.
[5:58 - 6:17] But because of them reporting it on bullshit reasons, bullshit fucking reasons that were not legitimate, I now have to start over from ground fucking zero.
[6:17 - 6:26] And you think that's fair to me? You think that's fair to my family? That I don't get to make the money?
[6:26 - 6:34] You think that's fair to me that I don't get to make the fucking money that can provide for my family?
[6:34 - 6:40] You think that's fair to them? You think that's fair to me? No.
[6:40 - 6:45] I'm fucking tired of you assholes of IP2.
[6:45 - 6:59] Y'all are grown-ass fucking adults. You ain't fucking little kids anymore. And I was assuming common sense is something that you would fucking have.
[6:59 - 7:12] Like what happened to your common sense? What happened to decency? Oh, that's right, I forgot. You don't fucking have any.
[7:12 - 7:19] And for people like Juggalo972 that think that I'm at fault for me not making it, you're full of shit.
[7:19 - 7:24] It's because of these motherfuckers of IP2 that I'm not getting anywhere.
[7:24 - 7:33] Because they want to sit there, run around, joke around, hahaha, jokes on you, we fucked your shit up, now you have to start over.
[7:33 - 7:37] Now you don't get to provide for your family.
[7:37 - 7:43] And you think that's fair to me or my family? That ain't right.
[7:43 - 7:56] IP2, I hope you motherfuckers are watching this. I really do because you know what? I'm not backing down.
[7:56 - 8:05] I don't care how many hours it takes to get me back up to where I was, I don't give a fuck what I have to do to get there. I'm gonna get there.
[8:05 - 8:12] And I'm not gonna let you motherfuckers get in the way ever again.
[8:12 - 8:24] You not only have done this to me, you've not only done this to my family, God knows how many other fucking YouTubers you bullied and attacked.
[8:24 - 8:31] You need to fuck off. You need to get a grip on reality.
[8:31 - 8:41] And the reality is that I was almost at the point of getting fucking paid.
[8:44 - 9:00] And Papa Gris does not own shit. He does not own me. I own me, me, myself, I, me, I own me, nobody else.
[9:05 - 9:22] But like I said, you think it's fair that my family has to suffer? You think it's fair that my family has to go without money and just barely getting by on bills once again? No.
[9:22 - 9:25] That's fucked up and it's not right.
[9:25 - 9:49] Young motherfuckers of IP2 really don't understand the hard work, the dedication, the effort, the countless hours of losing sleep that I've put into that channel.
[9:49 - 9:57] Just for y'all to take it down, that's bullshit. And you took it down for bullshit reasons.
[10:07 - 10:26] You don't know how many times, 10 years ago, you don't know how many times I've laid in that bed, bawling my eyes out, crying myself to fucking sleep, wondering how am I going to be able to provide for my family when the time comes?
[10:26 - 10:33] How am I going to be able to do the shit that I need to do?
[10:33 - 10:40] How am I going to be able to do things that I need to do? And no, he does not own me. That motherfucker could go to hell.
[10:40 - 11:00] Y'all don't understand how many countless hours, 10 years ago, how many countless times I've laid in bed, bawling my eyes out, wondering, hoping, fighting, trying to figure out a way
[11:02 - 11:08] that I can make money and be able to provide for my family.
[11:08 - 11:27] Fuck John. He's a bitch. If anyone's a bitch, John is my bitch, not the other way around.
[11:28 - 11:36] He's a bitch, not the other way around.
[11:37 - 12:03] Sorry, I'll have you have something for me real quick.
[12:03 - 12:11] But let me tell you right now, motherfuckers, John don't fucking own me.
[12:11 - 12:18] If anyone's anyone's bitch, John is my bitch because enough is enough.
[12:18 - 12:23] I'm not going to sit by and let that little fuck face idiot bully me anymore.
[12:23 - 12:30] I've about fucking had it. I've had it with motherfuckers like him thinking that they own me.
[12:30 - 12:37] Nobody but me owns me. So John, I hope you're watching.
[12:37 - 12:46] John, you can go the fuck to hell, motherfucker, because you do not own jack shit, motherfucker.
[12:50 - 13:00] And John, if you want me so fucking badly, motherfucker, you got my address. Why don't you come the fuck up here and we'll settle this like men?
[13:00 - 13:09] John Hagee is a t-- John Hagee is a tiny little pencil dick little bitch.
[13:09 - 13:14] And honestly, he needs to go the fuck to hell.
[13:15 - 13:19] The same with all you fucking IP2 assholes.
[13:19 - 13:35] What I don't understand is why you fucking IP2 assholes decided to come after me in the first place.
[13:35 - 13:41] I never did anything to you. I never asked for this.
[13:41 - 13:48] I never asked for any of this shit.
[13:48 - 13:55] All right, Bex.
[13:55 - 14:04] I never asked to be part of IP2.
[14:04 - 14:25] And here's the thing. IP2 will never do shit to me. Because they're a bunch of pussies.
[14:25 - 14:29] They're a bunch of internet bullies.
[14:30 - 14:43] And I for one have fucking had it. You know, I busted my ass every fucking day for seven months on that channel that got taken down.
[14:44 - 15:03] Every fucking day for seven months on that channel that got taken down. Seven months. Over ten years of honing my skills, honing my crowds with my artwork and my music and doing the shit I need to do.
[15:03 - 15:07] Knowing that one day I'll be able to provide for my family.
[15:08 - 15:17] And when that day came, seven months when I started making that channel and I finally got up to 900 subs and I was right fucking there.
[15:17 - 15:25] I was right fucking there from making a living off of what I love that much further.
[15:25 - 15:31] I would have been able to put all my skills to good use and provide for my family.
[15:31 - 15:35] And you think this is a fucking game, but it's not.
[15:36 - 15:40] This is not a motherfucking game.
[15:40 - 15:51] What I want to know is why is it that you motherfuckers can't grow the fuck up and leave me the fuck alone?
[15:51 - 16:01] I never did a goddamn thing to IP2. I never asked to be part of it. If anything, if anything, I said no.
[16:02 - 16:10] I said no. I do not want to be part of it because I saw what they were about and I didn't want that for myself.
[16:10 - 16:20] Fuck John Hagee. Fuck IP2. Fuck anybody that follows IP2.
[16:20 - 16:26] IP2 can go the fuck to hell and kiss my ass.
[16:30 - 16:34] I will never bow down to IP2.
[16:34 - 16:47] If anything, IP2 is nothing more than a bunch of internet bullies and internet thugs thinking they're a badass, but really they're not shit.
[16:47 - 16:58] They're nothing more than a bunch of scumbags who are brainless as fuck, who honestly, if they died, they'd be doing the world a favor.
[16:59 - 17:02] Because nobody likes a bully.
[17:02 - 17:08] If they were to disappear off the face of the earth, oh my God, that'd be a miracle.
[17:08 - 17:27] Tell them to bring it then. Tell that little fat, overgrown motherfucker you better be ready because the only way that that motherfucker is leaving this house is in a fucking body bag.
[17:28 - 17:36] And that's not a threat, that's a promise. You tell that little bitch, John, if he wants to come up here so bad, to bring it.
[17:36 - 17:42] Because the only way he's leaving is in a body bag, so he better be having his fucking shit prepared.
[17:42 - 17:53] You better have his death certificate already ready. You better have a will ready, a will and testament ready because the only way that little motherfucker is leaving is in a body bag.
[17:53 - 17:56] That's the only way he's leaving.
[17:56 - 18:10] [Silence]
[18:10 - 18:15] I got my phone, motherfucker. The jackass is not called once today.
[18:18 - 18:27] Just a bunch of private numbers from fucking different people that were not him. But what I don't understand though.
[18:27 - 18:37] Dude, here's the thing though. Doing my artwork and my music was about to be my fucking job.
[18:39 - 18:49] Fuck the 9-to-5 job. Alright, fuck that. I am above 9-to-5 job work. Okay?
[18:49 - 18:57] I was this fucking close from making my dreams my fucking job. This fucking close.
[18:57 - 19:06] Ain't no way I'm working at no fucking restaurant at all. I refuse to do a 9-to-5 job because I know I'm destined for more.
[19:08 - 19:22] I know for a fact that if you fucking morons would shut the fuck up, give me a fucking fighting chance to do what I need to do, I can actually get somewhere.
[19:32 - 19:45] I don't give a fuck about any of that. This is what you guys aren't understanding. I don't give a fuck about a GED. I don't give a fuck about a bullshit 9-to-5 job. I don't give a fuck about any of that.
[19:45 - 19:53] What I give a fuck about is providing for my family doing what I love to do. That's what I give a fuck about.
[19:54 - 20:02] Alright? And I almost had it. I was right fucking there. If it wasn't for you jackasses of IP2, fucking shit up.
[20:02 - 20:16] If it wasn't for you little bitches, fucking shit up, I would've had my dreams. My family would not have ever had to worry again.
[20:17 - 20:26] Do you not fucking realize that? I would've been making millions off my shit if it wasn't for you assholes.
[20:28 - 20:43] I had the shot of a lifetime to do what I really wanted to do with my life and you fucktards had to come in and fuck it up for no reason. All over some fucking bullshit joke.
[20:44 - 20:55] So they're saying, "Oh, it's a joke. Let's fuck with this guy. He's goable. Let's fuck with them." Nah, motherfucker. That ain't how it works.
[20:55 - 21:11] And sorry Jim, I don't lower myself to that kind of stuff. I don't do that. That's not what I'm about. I stay focused, I stay motivated, and I do what I need to fucking do.
[21:12 - 21:24] So fuck IP2. You want me? Come get me, bitch, because I ain't stopping for nothing. I ain't gonna let you fuck face little idiots who got no common sense. Fuck shit up for me again.
[21:24 - 21:34] It's game on, motherfuckers. You want a war? Bring it, bitch. Guarantee you I'm fucking winning, because I know what you little faggots are all about.
[21:35 - 21:43] I know what you little cuntbags are all about, and believe me, I got your fucking number, bitch. So I'm ready.
[21:43 - 21:50] You want to go to war with me so bad? I'm right here, fucktards.
[21:50 - 21:59] I'm right fucking here, and I'm not afraid of any of one of you. And here's the difference between me and you guys of IP2.
[22:00 - 22:05] You little fucktards sit behind a fucking computer and bully people all day.
[22:05 - 22:12] Me? I do what I gotta do to get my shit going, to get my shit correct.
[22:19 - 22:31] And you're damn right I said, Y17, you know what? I'm tired of being pushed around. I'm tired of being bullied. I don't do deals with scumbags like IP2.
[22:31 - 22:43] I don't do work with scumbags.
[22:43 - 23:00] And classics rights. Unlike you fucking assholes, I don't go around bullying people for a fucking reason.
[23:01 - 23:12] So if you want me, and if you really fucking want me, motherfuckers, come and get me, bitch. Show it to my house.
[23:12 - 23:22] You got my fucking address, show the fuck up. Stop hiding me on the screen in all your little hacks like a fucking pussy.
[23:22 - 23:28] You want me, come and get me.
[23:28 - 23:42] I'm right here. Stop being a pussy and hiding behind your screens. If y'all want me so fucking badly, show the fuck up.
[23:43 - 24:01] Cause I guarantee you the minute any of you show up, the only way any of you motherfuckers are leaving this property, ain't alive at all. Y'all motherfuckers are leaving in a goddamn body bag. Cause the minute y'all show up, I guarantee I'm building a bullet in every one of your motherfucking skulls.
[24:02 - 24:20] I have no problem ending a fucking bully. Enough is enough. And I suggest if you don't want to end up dead in a motherfucking body bag, you leave me alone, you stop going after other YouTubers and you leave my family alone. Plain and fucking simple, bitch.
[24:20 - 24:28] Oh yes I do. I just say don't have to show it on camera.
[24:29 - 24:48] So like I said, you little IP2 fucktards, you want to keep pushing shit? I have no problem putting a bullet in your fucking skull. None. Cause y'all ain't nothing but a motherfucking bunch of pedophiles running around, bullying people and touching little kids.
[24:49 - 25:05] And you think I ain't got the balls to put a bullet in between your fucking brains? Try me. I have zero issue putting a bullet in a pedophile's head. I have zero issue putting a bullet in a pedophile's skull.
[25:06 - 25:28] Zero. And say no fucking game. This is real fucking life, okay? Y'all fucked up a real shot at me making a living off of my career. Off of what I love to do. Off of what I was born to do.
[25:29 - 25:47] But instead, y'all fucktards had to fuck it up because you think that oh, hahaha, let's fuck with this guy. He's gullible. Let's fuck with this guy. We can fuck his shit up and get credit for being a troll. Man, fuck being a troll.
[25:48 - 26:06] Fuck being a bully. Fuck IP2 in general. Cause I've had enough of you punk ass little bitches hiding behind your little fucking screens, running your mouth in chats like a bunch of bitches talking to all this crap.
[26:06 - 26:11] Y'all think you're hard ass gangsters? You ain't shit.
[26:12 - 26:40] Y'all ain't shit. All you do is run and hide like a bunch of bitches. All y'all do is you attack people, then you run and hide like a bunch of fucking retards thinking that you can stop me. Bitch, you can't stop shit.
[26:40 - 26:54] You can take down every account I have, but the truth is, I'm gonna keep coming back and coming back and coming back. You ain't stopping me. So give the fuck up, grow up and get a life.
[26:57 - 27:20] Simple as that. Roll the fuck up. Stop being a bunch of lazy fucking bitches. See, what I do might look lazy to you and might look that way. Because I'm not working a normal 9 to 5 job. No, I do unconventional work. I do odd job work.
[27:21 - 27:48] And when I'm not doing that shit, I'm here in the studio busting my ass, doing what I gotta do like a fucking man every fucking day. What do you know about waking up at 2 or 3 in the morning, doing what you gotta do, getting shit set up for a stream, getting shit recorded, getting shit laid out, doing 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 art pieces at a time. You don't know shit about that.
[27:49 - 28:07] You don't know a goddamn thing. I don't owe anybody a fucking thing. I and P2 don't own me. That little bitch, John, honestly, I could care less if he put some bullet in his head. I could give a fuck about that douchebag.
[28:08 - 28:27] Y'all don't know a goddamn thing about what it's like to be in my position. My entire life, I have always been the underdog. My entire life, I've always been that motherfucker that everybody looks down on, that everybody makes fun of.
[28:28 - 28:38] And I'm about fucking at it. Y'all need to grow up, stuff in a bunch of fucking pussy ass trolls, and do something with your lives.
[28:40 - 29:01] See, you don't know what it's like to wake up at 2, 3 in the morning, getting ready to do lashes, getting ready to record, getting ready to do shit that you gotta do, to be able to make money. You don't know what it's like to go weeks and weeks and weeks on in without sleep.
[29:02 - 29:12] I do, though, because I've done it. I've gone weeks on in without sleep. You don't know what the fuck that's like.
[29:20 - 29:31] You don't know what that's like. I do. What do you know about going 2, 3, 4 days on 1-2 hours of sleep and about 12 different cups of coffee.
[29:31 - 29:40] Doing what you gotta do. What do you know about staying up all night busting your ass, trying to get shit right. Doing what you gotta do.
[29:44 - 29:52] You don't know shit about that. I do. I've got the drive. I've got the dedication. And guess what?
[29:56 - 30:15] Ain't none of you motherfuckers stopping me anymore. You want me? Bring your fucktards. I'm right here. And I'm not backing down for nothing. You want me motherfuckers? You're gonna have to fucking come up here physically through my address and get me.
[30:16 - 30:28] Because I'm done being bullied by you little fuckfaces. I am tired of being attacked. I'm tired of watching my family suffer because of your fucking bullshit.
[30:28 - 30:35] So I have P2?
[30:35 - 30:42] You want a war?
[30:42 - 30:47] Bring your fucktards.
[30:47 - 31:04] Because guess what? I got a bullet with your name on it, fucktards. And I'll take your name at every one of you motherfuckers in IP2.
[31:05 - 31:23] And if you think I'm playing, I'm not. I am done being pushed around. I am done being bullied. I'm not just standing up for me and my family. I'm standing up for every other fucking YouTuber that you guys have bullied, that you guys have attacked, that you guys have terrorized.
[31:23 - 31:28] Enough is enough.
[31:33 - 31:44] Y'all want to run your mouths? That's fine, whatever. But don't you ever, ever get in my way again.
[31:44 - 32:01] Because guess what? The minute you get in my way, I'm running right the fuck over you. I don't give a fuck who I have to run over. I don't give a fuck what I gotta do.
[32:02 - 32:05] Enough is enough.
[32:05 - 32:14] It's time you little fucktards grew up and got some common sense. You think this shit is a game but it's not.
[32:14 - 32:27] You're bullying people, you're bullying me, you're fucking with their lives.
[32:27 - 32:39] You think this is a game but it's not. There are real people behind these screens that you're affecting.
[32:39 - 32:50] And I'll be damned if I let you little bitches get in my way ever again.
[32:55 - 32:59] No, I am not under contract.
[32:59 - 33:10] The only person I am under contract with is myself, me.
[33:10 - 33:22] I refuse to bow down to anyone. I refuse to bow down to IP2.
[33:23 - 33:26] I refuse to bow down to IP2.
[33:26 - 33:39] So you want me, motherfuckers? Game on, bitch. Catch me if you can, fucktards, cause you're gonna lose.
[33:39 - 33:45] Enough is enough. Come get me, bitch.
[33:45 - 33:49] Cause I ain't backing down.
[33:50 - 33:52] Come get these hands.