2020-7-9 Cyraxx Official - Update on stuff SHIRTLESS OUTDOORS

[0:00 - 0:09] I know a lot of you guys have been wondering what's been going on. Don't mind the little t-shirt, it's just super hot, it's like 9 to 4 today.
[0:09 - 0:19] But, you know, I've just been spending time with my girl hanging out with her and stuff this whole entire week. She goes back home on Monday.
[0:19 - 0:27] So yes, Monday will be the regular scheduled upload day. So yes, can't expect some stuff coming back on Monday.
[0:27 - 0:39] But I just wanted to fill you guys in on a few things. Now, this morning I did discover that I had to have some sort of lump behind, like right here.
[0:39 - 0:45] Behind my ear, if you all can see that, it's like right there.
[0:45 - 0:56] But don't say that it's cancer because I don't know if it is or not. I still have to go to the doctor. I got a doctor's appointment coming up to find out what it is.
[0:56 - 1:08] But I can honestly tell you guys that if it is cancer, you think I'm scared? Hell no. Why? Because I survived death at birth.
[1:08 - 1:19] Alright, I survived with one kidney and one and a half lungs. I survived following two stories and a split head.
[1:19 - 1:29] So you think I'm gonna let this shit kiss my, kick my ass? Fuck no. If it is cancer, it can kiss my ass and fuck off because you know what?
[1:29 - 1:37] I'm not going down because you know what? I'm a fighter. And guess what? All I know how to do is win.
[1:37 - 1:49] So if it is, I'm not saying that it is a reason, but if, if the off chance that it is cancer, I guarantee you I'm gonna beat this shit straight up.
[1:49 - 2:03] Why? Because like I said, I'm a fighter. I'm a warrior. And guess what? All I know is victory. I know no defeat.
[2:03 - 2:12] And I can promise you guys that I will beat this, if it is. Now if it's not, that's good. That's good news.
[2:12 - 2:23] But I can promise you this, that if it is some sort of cancer, that I am gonna beat this. I am gonna win and I am gonna bounce back 110% strong.
[2:23 - 2:38] Ain't nobody fucking stopping me. Not even a little bitch should have cancer, man. So you know what I say to cancer? Of all kinds, fuck you.
[2:38 - 2:47] Because if it is cancer, you ain't bringing me down, bitch. I'm winning this fight.
[2:47 - 2:53] Like I said, I'm not trying to worry anybody, but if it is, I am gonna win. If not, that's good news.
[2:53 - 2:59] Like I said, I don't know what it is yet. I still gotta go to my doctor's appointment here in a few days, find out what's going on.
[2:59 - 3:09] But hopefully it's not. But if it is, then yeah, I gotta fight ahead of me. But I'll be ready for that fight.
[3:09 - 3:19] 'Cause you wanna know something? I'm a fighter. That's all I know how to do is fight and win and survive.
[3:19 - 3:29] But here's the hoping that it's not. Here's the hoping that it's just something completely random, like a muscle mass or something. Who knows? I don't know yet.
[3:29 - 3:40] So don't get worried, you guys. I'm okay. I'm not in any kind of danger. Hopefully it's just some sort of muscle mass or a cyst or whatever, I don't know.
[3:40 - 3:49] But like I said, either way, whatever this shit is, I'm beating it and I'm coming back strong, baby.
[3:49 - 3:55] I fucking love you guys. I will see you guys for the next live on Monday.
[3:55 - 4:05] Now, I know you guys wanted me to do a live show with my girl, but she's not too big on being on camera, which I can understand.
[4:05 - 4:13] You know, she doesn't want that kind of stuff in her face, so I get it. I totally understand, so I'm not gonna force it on her.
[4:13 - 4:22] But if she wants to in the near future, who knows? But I do thank you guys for all the love and support that you guys have showed me.
[4:22 - 4:27] And it showed her, you know, just us being together, man. You guys are fucking awesome.
[4:27 - 4:38] And just know that starting on Monday, I do have some new stuff dropping, some new classical compositions dropping, some new song covers, shit that I haven't done yet.