2020-5-7 Skxrface - THe start of a New Chapter in my life

[0:00 - 0:06] What's up guys, it's your boy Scarface. I know the video I posted earlier
[0:06 - 0:12] was something interesting, you know, like I was gonna post up beats and shit and whatnot but
[0:12 - 0:18] Since I posted that video I had some time to think
[0:18 - 0:22] About everything
[0:22 - 0:24] on one hand
[0:24 - 0:29] Right now it's a win-and-lose situation and right now
[0:29 - 0:31] I've got two choices on my hand
[0:31 - 0:36] Option number one I
[0:36 - 0:40] Fight for what I want
[0:40 - 0:45] And make everyone unhappy
[0:45 - 0:50] Except for certain people, you know, I fight for what I want and
[0:50 - 0:53] You know, I fight through
[0:53 - 0:58] through the idiotic trauma and the bullshit to get to where I want to be and
[0:58 - 1:00] And
[1:00 - 1:08] You know make my family very upset but ultimately get what I want
[1:08 - 1:11] More option B
[1:11 - 1:19] I give everybody what they want
[1:19 - 1:23] I walk away from YouTube for good and
[1:24 - 1:30] Essentially, I don't make it and I give the haters and the doubters what they want
[1:30 - 1:37] and I thought about this for a good while a very good while like I was sitting down thinking and
[1:37 - 1:40] I hate to say it but
[1:40 - 1:45] I'm gonna have to take the loss on this one and walk away
[1:45 - 1:52] because of people like Tyler that keep on running their mouths and talking shit and
[1:53 - 1:55] Throwing a wrench and everything I do
[1:55 - 2:00] So honestly guys I
[2:00 - 2:04] Have to walk away from YouTube. I have to do it
[2:04 - 2:10] Because I do have other things that I am good at such as my artwork
[2:10 - 2:15] Writing I will be picking back up on my writing
[2:15 - 2:20] So I'm sorry guys, but I have to start a new chapter
[2:20 - 2:24] I have to start brand new because of time people like Tyler I
[2:24 - 2:28] Cannot get anywhere. It makes it hard for me to do something
[2:28 - 2:31] Then I love to do it makes it hard for me to do my job
[2:31 - 2:35] as a writer as a musician
[2:35 - 2:39] As a song creator as a content creator. It makes it hard for me to do that
[2:39 - 2:47] Because my dream was to make it in music, but I can't do that with people like Tyler coming along
[2:48 - 2:53] And throwing a wrench and everything I do every time I start to get somewhere. I can't do that
[2:53 - 2:59] So I'm sorry to say guys, but I'm gonna have to retire from music and
[2:59 - 3:03] Focus on maybe even you know trying to put out a book or two
[3:03 - 3:08] Because
[3:08 - 3:10] Writing is something I've always been good with
[3:10 - 3:17] It's something I've always enjoyed and maybe it's how I took that step and did just that
[3:17 - 3:19] and
[3:19 - 3:23] But what that means I guess
[3:23 - 3:34] Um I want to thank you guys for being part of this journey with me for the past 10 11 years
[3:34 - 3:39] You know I definitely did enjoy the ride it was a lot of fun
[3:39 - 3:46] But right now it's maybe it's my time to start a new chapter in my life and
[3:47 - 3:49] Go back into my book writing
[3:49 - 3:56] But don't worry this is not good bye for me forever
[3:56 - 4:01] Like I might come back. I might not I don't know
[4:01 - 4:03] but
[4:03 - 4:05] right now I
[4:05 - 4:10] Need to start a new chapter in my life and step away
[4:11 - 4:18] from the music step away from YouTube as far as you know posting videos and songs goes and
[4:18 - 4:24] Focus on doing you know AMVs and my writing and stuff guys
[4:24 - 4:28] I'm sorry. This is something I have to do I
[4:28 - 4:34] Didn't want to do it, but I have to
[4:34 - 4:37] for my own health
[4:38 - 4:42] For my family for those I care about I have to do it for them
[4:42 - 4:47] I'm sorry guys, and I hope you guys
[4:47 - 4:56] You know do support me and what it awaits me and next chapter of my life and what I will be doing from now on
[4:56 - 5:00] my guys and
[5:00 - 5:01] again
[5:01 - 5:03] Thank you for everything
[5:03 - 5:04] - Good thing.