2020-5-15 Skxrface - Why are you doing this

[0:00 - 0:28] I want you to know that what you did today hurt me so bad. You often left without giving
[0:28 - 0:36] an explanation to me, my mom, to Ed, you literally grabbed your stuff and left without an explanation
[0:36 - 0:43] and I don't understand why. I don't understand why you're doing this. I have done nothing
[0:43 - 0:53] but be open and honest and faithful to you the whole time that we were together. I don't
[0:53 - 1:00] understand why you're doing this. And Heather, stop going around saying that I abused you
[1:00 - 1:05] after I laid your hands on you the one time. I have not even laid a fucking hand on you
[1:05 - 1:10] after I made that promise to you that I would never do it again. I have stuck true to that
[1:10 - 1:26] promise. Well, guys, my brother Eric's going to hang on. Hey, bro. Well, me and Heather
[1:26 - 1:44] split up. Dude, she literally honestly did. She literally grabbed her stuff, did not
[1:44 - 1:52] say a word to me or mom, just grabbed her stuff, didn't explain why and just straight
[1:52 - 2:04] fucking left. Didn't give an explanation or nothing. And then guess what I get to deal
[2:04 - 2:18] with tomorrow. Cops coming over here so she can get her shit. Yeah, no, it's what we're
[2:18 - 2:21] doing, man. By the way, I'm on a live stream if you want to say what up to all the fans
[2:21 - 2:28] out there. Hold on. All right, here you go, man. Yeah, I want y'all to say what up to
[2:28 - 2:33] my brother Eric Scrubboil. This mother, this is the motherfucker I've known for 15 fucking
[2:33 - 2:48] years, y'all. This right here is my mother fucking brother. Go ahead, bro. What up, y'all?
[2:48 - 2:58] So what are you going to do, bro? Oh, shit. So apparently, his stuff called drop, but
[2:58 - 3:03] that was my brother Eric. That was actually my brother Eric Scrubboil. I've known the
[3:03 - 3:15] man for like 15 years. He's one of my best friends. But what I really want to know, Heather,
[3:15 - 3:23] is why you left without saying a fucking word. Like I treated your kids like my own. You
[3:23 - 3:30] said there and say I never loved you. If I never loved you, why did I treat Leah and
[3:30 - 3:36] Elliot as if they were my own flesh and blood? Like they were my blood, son and daughter?
[3:36 - 3:41] Why did I sit there and take money out of my own pocket from those challenges we did
[3:41 - 3:48] and put that towards gifts for the kids for Christmas? Why did I help you go down there
[3:48 - 3:53] and try to get Leah back from Jessica? Why did I hook you up with that fucking lair
[3:53 - 3:58] to help you get Leah back? See, if I didn't love you, I wouldn't have done any of that
[3:58 - 4:04] shit. I have been nothing but open and honest with you. And you can't even be honest with
[4:04 - 4:19] me. I talked to Ricky's brother-in-law. See, I'll even show you. Right here, Ricky's brother-in-law
[4:19 - 4:27] answered this and I talked to his brother-in-law and guess what I found out? Ricky's not coming
[4:27 - 4:32] out there to pick you up in two weeks. You lied. Ricky ain't coming there to get you.
[4:32 - 4:40] He doesn't even have a car or a way up there. But what I don't understand, Heather, is why
[4:40 - 4:53] do this? I don't get it. You know, I sat there and I told every single troll that had been
[4:53 - 4:59] harassing us to come at me directly. And this is a fair warning to all you motherfucking
[4:59 - 5:05] trolls out there that did this shit. Every last one of you motherfuckers that have attacked
[5:05 - 5:13] me since day one. If you motherfuckers want to come after me, come after me directly.
[5:13 - 5:17] Stop bringing my family and my friends into your sick bullshit. If you want to attack
[5:17 - 5:23] me, attack me directly. Stop bringing people into the bullshit that don't need to be brought
[5:23 - 5:31] into it. Heather didn't need to be brought into y'all's shit. Michael, Ricky, my family,
[5:31 - 5:44] my personal family, none of them needed to be brought into y'all's bullshit. And for
[5:44 - 5:50] y'all to sit there and do this shit is fucked up. Because of your guys' crap, the woman
[5:50 - 5:56] I love left without saying a fucking word. And y'all don't know how much that fucking
[5:56 - 6:06] hurts me. Y'all really don't understand how much that fucking hurts. My entire life,
[6:06 - 6:13] I have been fucking bullied. I've been attacked. I've been picked on, beat down, abused by
[6:13 - 6:20] other people outside of my family. All right. I was oddly straight once. I've never told
[6:20 - 6:25] anybody this before. But when I was in high school, I was raped by my gay best, who the
[6:25 - 6:31] guy who I thought was supposed to be one of my best friends. And then to go from that
[6:31 - 6:38] to being in mentally and verbally abusive relationships for five plus fucking years.
[6:38 - 6:43] And to finally have something good in my life. And then what do you guys do? You sit
[6:43 - 6:58] there and you take it from me because you hate me for no fucking reason. I don't understand
[6:58 - 7:05] like why you guys feel like you have to attack me and delittle me and degrade me and harass
[7:05 - 7:18] me like you guys have been doing for the past God knows how many years. I am done with this.
[7:18 - 7:24] I am done with you guys doing this to me because y'all motherfucking trolls and y'all doing
[7:24 - 7:29] this shit and dragging everybody's names into the shit. The wound that I loved with
[7:29 - 7:38] all my fucking heart and soul is gone. Left out the door because of you motherfuckers.
[7:38 - 7:45] Yes, y'all couldn't leave well enough alone. You can leave me alone. You can't leave Heather
[7:45 - 7:58] or anybody else alone. But Heather, you need to wake the fuck up and grow the fuck up.
[7:58 - 8:04] Alright, I have been nothing but open and fucking honest with you since day fucking
[8:04 - 8:10] one. Day one, I have been open with you. I have been honest with you. I have not hidden
[8:10 - 8:15] anything from you. I find I will told you from jump. Hey, if you want to look at my
[8:15 - 8:21] Facebook messages, here you go. Here's my phone. Here's my Chromebook. Look at my messages.
[8:21 - 8:31] I have nothing to hide. I have nothing to hide. I have been nothing but open and honest
[8:31 - 8:46] with you. And yes, I love me. I punched Michael in the fucking face, but he deserved it after
[8:46 - 8:55] what he fucking did to me. He sat there and told you that you should leave me because
[8:55 - 9:04] of these fucking trolls attacking me. And you sat there and said, Oh, I think I'm going
[9:04 - 9:09] to tell him. But instead, what did you do? You sat there and hit it from me. Told me
[9:09 - 9:15] that you and Ricky weren't getting back together. Hit it behind back. Told me that, Oh, we're
[9:15 - 9:19] just friends. We're not together. We are just friends. There's nothing going on. You
[9:19 - 9:25] don't have to worry. I'm not leaving you. Then I have to find out from Jamie that you
[9:25 - 9:31] fucking lied to me. And then I have to find out from her that Ricky's supposedly coming
[9:31 - 9:37] to pick you up in two weeks, which is a fucking lie. Cause I talked to Ricky's brother-in-law
[9:37 - 9:44] and he told me for himself that Ricky ain't coming up there to get you. You fucking lied.
[9:44 - 9:51] I caught you in a lie, Heather. You're caught. The cops don't have to be called there for
[9:51 - 9:58] you to come get your shit. Honestly, all I want Heather is for you to come your ass
[9:58 - 10:03] back home and sit down like a fucking grown-ass adult instead of being a fucking coward and
[10:03 - 10:08] talk to me like a grown-ass adult and tell me and mom and dad why you fucking did what
[10:08 - 10:33] you did. I didn't deserve this. Mom Red didn't deserve the shit you put us through. None
[10:33 - 10:52] of us deserved that. Like I've been nothing but open and honest with you Heather and
[10:52 - 11:07] then you do this for what reason? Like I don't understand. I had done nothing but help you
[11:07 - 11:15] and so has mom and dad. Heather, I love you and so do mom and dad. We all fucking love
[11:15 - 11:23] you. When are you going to wake the fuck up and realize that you got something good here?
[11:23 - 11:28] When are you going to fucking wake the hell up and realize that people like Ricky ain't
[11:28 - 11:42] no fucking good for you? When are you going to wake up and realize that Ricky's a piece
[11:42 - 11:50] of shit fucking loser? See, unlike Ricky, I have a job competing as a professional fucking
[11:50 - 11:58] athlete in e-sports. It is a legitimate sport. Simulated racing is a legitimate fucking sport.
[11:58 - 12:04] I compete for a fucking living. That's what I do. I was going to start this weekend so
[12:04 - 12:11] that me and you and Michael could get a fucking place of our own. I was going to say that
[12:11 - 12:16] money if I'd won the race, I was going to save that fucking money and get us a place.
[12:16 - 12:23] But instead you sat there, ran your mouth like a fucking bitch on YouTube, saying that
[12:23 - 12:30] I supposedly abused you when I never fucking did abuse you. I'm tired of these fucking
[12:30 - 12:35] games Heather. You need to grow the fuck up and be a fucking adult instead of a little
[12:35 - 12:43] fucking child. And stop running away from your fucking problems like a coward. See,
[12:43 - 13:01] unlike you, I don't run from my problems. I face them head on. Heather, you are a fucking
[13:01 - 13:12] coward for running from your problems. Instead of talking to me, you haven't left for no
[13:12 - 13:28] fucking reason. You are a fucking coward, Heather. You are a childish fucking coward.
[13:28 - 13:33] And actually, no, it is not a fake job and I can even fucking prove it to y'all motherfuckers.
[13:33 - 13:58] Let me show y'all this. This is what I would have been doing full
[13:58 - 14:27] time. I'm living a dream for a lot of people, but
[14:27 - 14:35] yeah, it's sometimes it sucks because all these drawbacks. So there's this badge of
[14:35 - 14:41] honor in e-sports that I grind. I play out. Now, let me show you the e-sports that I would
[14:41 - 15:00] have been competing in full time for all you motherfuckers that don't believe me.
[15:00 - 15:20] This is what I would have been doing full fucking time, motherfuckers.
[15:20 - 15:39] This is what I would have been competing in full time for all you motherfuckers that don't
[15:39 - 16:00] believe me. So let me show you the e-sports that I would have been competing in full time
[16:00 - 16:29] for all you motherfuckers. Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the Forza Racing Championship 2018
[16:29 - 16:33] Series 1 playoffs live from Seattle. I'm Bravo alongside Kate Osbourno. We're going
[16:33 - 16:37] to be walking you through two days of high stakes racing. Now, we've got the best drivers
[16:37 - 16:43] in the world here with us and they've been battling out for eight weeks.
[16:43 - 16:55] Let's give a hand to some of the shit to show you guys straight up what I would have
[16:55 - 17:01] been doing. Two point six zero five miles. We have tighter turns. Turns one and two incredibly
[17:01 - 17:05] tight going into turn three, four and six onto that straight away at the top of the
[17:05 - 17:11] track and then a big curve around as again, nine laps on this track as we see these guys
[17:11 - 17:15] cruising through the first area here. So much, much quicker and Ali, I got to ask
[17:15 - 17:19] you right away. One of the main differences we're going from a pretty big track in Lebak,
[17:19 - 17:25] four seven miles per lap, three laps to a nine lap or two point six oh five here, two
[17:25 - 17:32] point six oh five miles per lap here in Indianapolis Grand Prix. That's what I would have been
[17:32 - 17:39] doing full fucking time as a professional fucking driver through Forza Motorsport 7.
[17:39 - 17:45] I would have actually been competing as a fucking elite driver through Forza Motorsport
[17:45 - 17:56] 7 and the different racing leagues. But Heather, you got impatient. You got impatient and
[17:56 - 18:01] decided to leave before I could even get the chance to even compete to make that fucking
[18:01 - 18:19] money. Like Heather, all I asked from day one is that you be honest with me and what
[18:19 - 18:32] did you fucking do you little bitch? Wow, Heather, you're gonna sit there and lie in
[18:32 - 18:38] front of everybody. Really, you dumb bitch. You're gonna sit there and fucking lie. Really,
[18:38 - 18:47] you dumb cunt. You're gonna sit there and fucking lie. Really. Heather, honestly, I'm
[18:47 - 18:54] glad we're not together. You wanna know why? You need to grow the fuck up. Yeah, I might
[18:54 - 18:58] be living in my mom's basement, but you know what? At least I'm here trying to do something
[18:58 - 19:05] I actually love for a fucking living. Alright? Yeah, I might not have gotten my GED. I might
[19:05 - 19:10] not have gone to college like you, but you know what? At least I had a shot at being
[19:10 - 19:15] a fucking professional athlete unlike you. I could have been making fucking money doing
[19:15 - 19:29] what I fucking love. Heather, you left without saying a goddamn word. And honestly, you're
[19:29 - 19:36] the little bitch child for not saying anything instead of fucking confronting me or telling
[19:36 - 19:42] me what the fuck's going on and sitting down like a motherfucking adult and talking to
[19:42 - 19:49] me. You're running from your fucking problems like a stupid ass. And you wanna know why
[19:49 - 19:57] I go to my mom for advice? Because she's my family. Of course I'm gonna go to my mom
[19:57 - 20:06] for advice. She is family. So Heather, you need to grow this fuck up, stop being a childish
[20:06 - 20:12] little cuntbag, grow the fuck up, put your fucking big girl panties on, and shut the
[20:12 - 20:20] fuck up and stop making up fucking lies about me. All you're doing is lying to these people.
[20:20 - 20:28] That's all you're fucking doing is you're fucking lying to them. And I'm tired of it.
[20:28 - 20:33] You need to grow the fuck up, little girl, and wait the fuck up. You ain't gonna last
[20:33 - 20:38] out there. You ain't gonna last in those motels with Michael. Next thing that's gonna
[20:38 - 20:42] happen to you Heather is your ass is gonna be on the fucking streets because you ain't
[20:42 - 20:53] gonna have enough money to fucking survive. You need to grow the fuck up, little girl,
[20:53 - 20:59] and realize that I actually gave a fuck about you. I actually cared about you, and I actually
[20:59 - 21:04] cared enough to try to fight for you. But what did you do instead of talking to me?
[21:04 - 21:08] Instead of talking to me this morning and telling me, "Hey, I wanna leave," instead
[21:08 - 21:13] of talking to me like that and coming to me as a fucking adult and talking to me. Instead
[21:13 - 21:18] of doing that and saying, "Hey, we need to talk, we need to work things out," instead
[21:18 - 21:24] of doing that, what'd you do? You ran like a fucking coward. You took your shit and
[21:24 - 21:30] ran like a fucking pussy. You ran like the coward that you are. 'Cause that's all you
[21:30 - 21:40] do, Heather. That's all you fucking do. Every time you're confronted on something, you run.
[21:40 - 21:50] You run from the fucking truth like a coward. That's all you do. You run from the truth
[21:50 - 21:55] like a little fucking coward. Instead of standing up and saying, "Hey, we need to work
[21:55 - 22:04] shit out," you run like a fucking coward. That's all you do, Heather. You need to wait
[22:04 - 22:11] the fuck up, grow the fuck up, and get a grip on your fucking life. Because obviously,
[22:11 - 22:19] you ain't got a grip. Obviously, you ain't fucking got it. You hurt me, you hurt Mom,
[22:19 - 22:23] and you hurt Ed. Not to mention, everybody else that saw you as family that were friends
[22:23 - 22:34] of ours. You hurt a lot of people, Heather. Not just me, not just Mom, not just Ed. You
[22:34 - 22:39] hurt my sister, Daelynn, who saw you as a little sister. You hurt my brother, Sean.
[22:39 - 22:48] You hurt my brother, Eric. You hurt Melissa. You hurt Miranda. You hurt Angel, Ellie, James.
[22:48 - 22:52] Do I need to make the list any longer of the people that you fucking hurt by the actions
[22:52 - 23:05] that you did? Do I need to go on with this shit? Oh, yes, they could. All right, so
[23:05 - 23:11] Jamie, you want to bring that up? Not aiming this at you, Jamie. Not saying that, you know,
[23:11 - 23:16] not trying to be mean towards you. But y'all want the truth? Yeah, we can go outside.
[23:16 - 23:20] All we had, we did not have to ask. What we had to do was let my moms know where we
[23:20 - 23:27] were going and the reason why, this is a dangerous neighborhood where we're at. We had to let
[23:27 - 23:33] her know where we were at so that if one of us got hurt, we can call and say, hey, this
[23:33 - 23:40] is where we're at. Come get us. Call an ambulance. That's the only, that's all we had to do.
[23:40 - 23:54] We can go wherever we want and whenever we want. So honestly, Heather, you need to stop
[23:54 - 24:00] being the little fucking crybaby bitch that you are. Stop spreading fucking false lies
[24:00 - 24:06] about me. Grow the fuck up and stop being a little bitch and running your mouth about
[24:06 - 24:13] shit that ain't fucking true. Grow the fuck up, get a fucking life and stop spreading
[24:13 - 24:18] fucking lies about me saying I abused you when I never fucking did. I put my hands
[24:18 - 24:22] on you one time and I apologize for it and I had not laid a hand on you since little
[24:22 - 24:28] girl. You need to grow the fuck up and you need to stop your fucking bullshit and get
[24:28 - 24:30] out of your own fucking head.
[24:30 - 24:45] I'm not making any threats to you, Heather. These are not fucking threats. See this,
[24:45 - 24:49] this is what I'm talking about, y'all. She sits there and tries to put the script on
[24:49 - 24:54] me. Right in front of all y'all, she tries to put the script on me. I did not threaten
[24:54 - 24:59] you in any way, shape or form, Heather. You need to grow the fuck up and stop being a
[24:59 - 25:04] child and trying to flip shit around on people because you haven't had any doing that. If
[25:04 - 25:09] I were to threaten you, you would know that I threatened you. I did not threaten you
[25:09 - 25:19] in any way, shape or form. At all. I did not threaten you. All I said was you need
[25:19 - 25:26] to grow the fuck up and stop being a pansy ass bitch coward and running from your problems.
[25:26 - 25:32] So fuck you, Heather. Fuck you little cunt and daddy, Ricky. Get a fucking life, grow
[25:32 - 25:38] the fuck up and get a hold of your goddamn self. Because people like you are a cancer
[25:38 - 25:46] to this fucking world. You take and you use people. You use me, you lie to me and I'm
[25:46 - 25:53] tired of it. It's little bitches like you that made me the way that I am. People using
[25:53 - 26:06] me, attacking me, abusing me, belittling me. People like you, Heather. No, I did not
[26:06 - 26:12] little girl. You need to grow the fuck up. Yeah, I put my hands on you, but not in that
[26:12 - 26:17] way. I tried to stop you from leaving the motherfucking house so that we could talk
[26:17 - 26:23] reasonably, but you didn't want to do that. You didn't want to talk to me. You didn't
[26:23 - 26:28] want to talk to mom. You didn't want to talk to Ed. You didn't want to do any of that.
[26:28 - 26:35] Instead, you decided to take Michael, go to the motel that you're staying at right now.
[26:35 - 26:39] And what did you do? You sat there and started spreading false rumors about me saying that
[26:39 - 26:46] I hit you and that I abused you when I never fucking did. Because you're a coward that
[26:46 - 26:56] runs from her problems. And Heather, how about you grow the fuck up and stop running from
[26:56 - 27:01] your problems like a little bitch? How about you stop running like the fucking coward that
[27:01 - 27:08] you and Michael both are? Instead of facing your problems head on, both of y'all motherfuckers
[27:08 - 27:17] run like a bunch of cowards. That's all you do. You run like fucking cowards. So fuck
[27:17 - 27:22] you, Heather. Fuck you and your little bitch friend, Michael, and fuck your little bitch
[27:22 - 27:27] baby daddy, Ricky, who ain't coming up there in two weeks. I done talked to his brother-in-law.
[27:27 - 27:33] He ain't coming up there to get you, little girl. So stop with the fucking lies. Enough
[27:33 - 27:38] is enough, Heather. Grow the fuck up and stop being a fucking lying ass cunt bitch like
[27:38 - 27:45] you are. Grow the fuck up. You need to grow the fuck up and get your life in motherfucking
[27:45 - 27:49] check because the way you're going right now, you ain't going to get very fucking
[27:49 - 27:57] far at all. You just sit there and say all the shit you want about me. I never threatened
[27:57 - 28:02] you. Yes, I will admit I did hit Michael. I will admit that, but his little bitch-ass
[28:02 - 28:08] fucking deserved it for telling you the shit that he told you. He sat right there in that
[28:08 - 28:12] message and told you to leave me and you told him that you were thinking about telling
[28:12 - 28:25] me he fucking deserved it. And honestly, Ricky deserves it too. Heather, you have no self-control
[28:25 - 28:31] with the money. As soon as you get money, you spend it. If you would have been fucking
[28:31 - 28:38] patient and waited it out, if you would have been fucking patient and waited a few months
[28:38 - 28:50] to get the money, seriously, we could have had a place. So fuck you, you little cunt
[28:50 - 28:55] bag bitch. I don't fucking need you. I don't need you. Michael, I'm sure as fuck don't
[28:55 - 29:01] need your little fuck boy, daddy, Ricky. Fuck you. Fuck your bullshit. I'm done with your
[29:01 - 29:06] cunt-ass. You can go the fuck to hell, take your shit and go the fuck somewhere else
[29:06 - 29:10] because guess what? When you come crawling back to me, once you realize the wrong thing
[29:10 - 29:19] you did, I ain't going to fucking be here. I am done being hurt by people like you.
[29:19 - 29:25] My entire fucking life, I've been hurt by people like you. I've been walked on. I've
[29:25 - 29:31] been stepped on. I've been abused. I've been fucking raped by somebody who I thought was
[29:31 - 29:36] a friend of mine in high school. And then to go through four or five years of abuse
[29:36 - 29:42] just to have this happen. You don't think that doesn't fuck with me. You don't think
[29:42 - 29:51] that doesn't fucking hurt. You're insane bitch. You are fucking psycho. I am seriously
[29:51 - 30:00] sick of this shit with you Heather. You're not thinking. I am tired of being stepped
[30:00 - 30:05] on. I'm tired of being hurt by people like you that want to sit there and make lies
[30:05 - 30:17] about me. And no Heather, I'm not in the wrong. So show the cops all you want Heather. I
[30:17 - 30:25] never threaten you. Show the cops. I don't care. Show the fucking cops. I didn't threaten
[30:25 - 30:35] you. At all. If I was threatening you, you would know it. You would know if I was threatening
[30:35 - 30:45] you. So fuck you. Fuck your little gay friend Michael who is a piece of shit for doing
[30:45 - 30:51] what he fucking did and fuck your baby daddy Ricky who is a piece of shit fucking loser.
[30:51 - 30:56] Fuck you. Have a nice life in hell bitch. I'm done with your fucking skank ass. Bye
[30:56 - 30:59] bitch. Fuck you and fuck your life.