2020-5-15 Skxrface - The truth of what really Happened

[0:00 - 0:07] so Heather I just got the notification on my phone that you didn't that you're
[0:07 - 0:12] sitting there saying that I never loved you bitch that's a fucking lie if I
[0:12 - 0:18] didn't love you why would I sit there and help you get one of the best lawyers
[0:18 - 0:25] in Akron to help you get Leah back if I didn't love you why would I go down to
[0:25 - 0:29] Mississippi to help you get Leah back and confront Jessica if I didn't love
[0:29 - 0:35] you why would I sit there and do all the shit that I fucking did for you
[0:35 - 0:41] you're an ungrateful little fucking bitch everything that we've been
[0:41 - 0:46] through if I didn't fucking love you
[0:46 - 0:58] if I didn't love you why would I be sitting there fighting for you if I
[0:58 - 1:01] didn't love you why would I sit there and claim your
[1:01 - 1:07] kids as my own and give them a second chance at having a dad if I didn't love
[1:07 - 1:14] you why did I spend all that money on getting presents for the kids for
[1:14 - 1:20] Christmas and their birthdays if I didn't love you why would I support you
[1:20 - 1:25] on you going back to college and doing what you want to do with your life huh
[1:25 - 1:32] you are a bullshit fucking liar Heather I do love you if anybody doesn't love
[1:32 - 1:37] anyone you're the one that never loved me you wouldn't even sit down and talk
[1:37 - 1:43] to mom before taking off you wouldn't even talk to me your ass just grabbed
[1:43 - 1:49] your fucking clothes and ran out the fucking door like a coward you're a
[1:49 - 1:57] pussy-ass coward for running like you did and you say I don't love you bitch
[1:57 - 2:04] girl the fuck up you're the one that never fucking loved me
[2:04 - 2:16] you know what's funny Heather you know what's real fucking funny about you you
[2:16 - 2:22] never used to be like this then the day Michael moved in you started fucking
[2:22 - 2:31] changing not me you you're the one that changed you did a total 180 from who you
[2:31 - 2:43] were what I want to know is why the fuck are you being a pussy-ass bitch and
[2:43 - 2:47] running like a fucking coward and going around spreading lies saying that I
[2:47 - 2:52] abused you bitch I never fucking touched you I blacked out and hurt you
[2:52 - 2:58] one time one time and I didn't even fucking hurt you I had my hand like this
[2:58 - 3:04] around you it wasn't tight enough to choke you out either I was trying to
[3:04 - 3:08] get you out of the way so that I could leave the room and go for a walk and
[3:08 - 3:17] calm down but you would not let me you would not let me leave the room to go
[3:17 - 3:24] calm down so whose fault is it that you got hurt not mine if you had let me
[3:24 - 3:28] leave the room and go for a walk and calm down maybe that wouldn't have
[3:28 - 3:34] happened but don't you dare go around and spread lies about me saying that I
[3:34 - 3:39] abused you after that when I never fucking laid a hand on your ass I never
[3:39 - 3:45] once fucking touched you at all so you need to quit spreading these fucking
[3:45 - 3:54] lies about me I want Jamie you need to stop listening to that little fucking
[3:54 - 4:03] bitch I never fucking touched her one time that was it and I apologize to you
[4:03 - 4:09] for that Heather and you told me that it was okay and that everything was fine
[4:09 - 4:13] and that you weren't mad at me
[4:13 - 4:25] you're a little fucking bitch Heather you run from confrontation every time
[4:25 - 4:32] you're confronted you run like a coward and Michael yes I do blame you mother
[4:32 - 4:42] fucker I do blame you you and Ricky both are to blame for her leaving me why
[4:42 - 4:46] do you think I stopped you in the motherfucking face cuz you deserved it
[4:46 - 4:52] you little pussy bitch boy if you don't want to know what this motherfucker did
[4:52 - 4:58] the other day now keep in mind me and Heather had equal access to each other's
[4:58 - 5:02] stuff I went on her computer to check her messages for her like I do from
[5:02 - 5:08] time to time which she finally told me many times over I have the same rights
[5:08 - 5:15] to access her computer as she does mine I have nothing to hide neither did she
[5:15 - 5:19] so I go on there to see if anybody messaged her cuz she was busy doing
[5:19 - 5:27] whatever and then what do I see Michael Crocker sending Heather a message
[5:27 - 5:34] telling her oh you should leave him you should leave him and then Heather
[5:34 - 5:40] typed in there oh I'm thinking about telling him blah blah blah blah blah so
[5:40 - 5:47] yeah Michael you're gonna blame you little pussy bitch you're the one to
[5:47 - 5:56] fucking blame you and that little fucking idiotic bitch boy you and that
[5:56 - 6:04] little motherfucking idiotic bitch you and fucking Ricky are the ones to blame
[6:04 - 6:15] you know what's that Heather I tried to change for you I tried to be the best
[6:15 - 6:22] person I could be for you and if you would have been patient just a few more
[6:22 - 6:29] months we could have all moved out and gotten a place together but no y'all
[6:29 - 6:33] want to know what this fucking bitch did y'all really want to know what she did
[6:33 - 6:39] so I'm sitting down here getting ready to practice for tomorrow right you know
[6:39 - 6:48] I was getting ready not doing anything just down here my my own business next
[6:48 - 6:52] thing I know Heather comes running down the fucking stairs grabs her fucking
[6:52 - 6:59] clothes does not say anything to me at all and leaves her and Michael both up
[6:59 - 7:04] and left and then when my mom confronted him about having something to do with it
[7:04 - 7:09] he admitted to it he admitted to her face that he had something to do with
[7:09 - 7:19] it so Heather you're not as insane as you fucking think little girl you need
[7:19 - 7:23] to grow the fuck up and stop being a pansy-ass little fucking bitch and
[7:23 - 7:33] listening to your little fucking butt buddy Michael and Ricky so help me
[7:33 - 7:37] fucking god I find out you said something about me motherfucker we will
[7:37 - 7:42] throw fucking hands bitch try me we will fucking throw words and hands
[7:42 - 7:47] motherfucker and I guarantee you I will whoop your motherfucking ass if you step
[7:47 - 7:50] up to me like that
[7:50 - 7:58] so Heather I hope this is the fucking lesson to you you lost the best thing
[7:58 - 8:05] that ever fucking happened to you you hurt me I did not hurt you you hurt me
[8:05 - 8:11] way worse than I could ever hope to have heard of you I never would have done
[8:11 - 8:14] the shit that you did to me little girl
[8:14 - 8:32] like if me and you got into it if me and you got into it and I tried to leave
[8:32 - 8:36] and you tried to stop me I'd sit there and I would listen to you I wouldn't
[8:36 - 8:42] sit there pack up my clothes and leave and hide like a fucking coward I
[8:42 - 8:53] wouldn't take my best friend and run I did not abuse you at all if anything I
[8:53 - 8:58] loved you I cared about you and I do still love and care about you but
[8:58 - 9:03] obviously you'd rather be with that little fuck boy your baby's little bitch
[9:03 - 9:12] daddy Rick you you know Heather I actually gave a fuck about you I really
[9:12 - 9:18] did love and care about you I really fucking did and everything I was doing
[9:18 - 9:24] everything I was doing from trying to get my GED to trying to get a job to
[9:24 - 9:29] donate plasma to even competing in that race tomorrow I wasn't doing that for
[9:29 - 9:36] myself I was doing that for you so we can save money to get a place but
[9:36 - 9:38] apparently that's not important to you you'd rather take all your fucking
[9:38 - 9:41] money and spend it
[9:41 - 9:50] you know it fucking hurt me when you did what you did Heather it really did
[9:50 - 10:01] hurt the fact that you took off without even trying to talk to me hurt
[10:01 - 10:11] ain't no it hurts even worse than you leaving the fact that I will not get to
[10:11 - 10:24] wake up next to the woman that I love which is you that shit hurts that shit
[10:24 - 10:42] fucking hurts that shit hurts so bad so bad I loved you more than you can
[10:42 - 10:51] imagine and you do this I don't understand why I really don't understand
[10:51 - 11:06] why I thought everything was okay I thought everything was fine and then
[11:06 - 11:15] you do this you know I thought you'd be proud of me for trying I thought you'd
[11:15 - 11:23] you'd be proud of me for trying to change and better myself I thought you'd
[11:23 - 11:30] be proud of that because you know you're the one that pushed me to get my
[11:30 - 11:38] ged you're the one that pushed me to do what I wanted to do with my life and it
[11:38 - 11:44] hurts because I loved you more than you know
[11:53 - 12:00] Heather all I ask is that you call me or mom or Ed or somebody or one of us and
[12:00 - 12:08] talk to one of us please that's all we want we just want to talk and quite
[12:08 - 12:16] honestly I would love the worst things out with you I would love to
[12:19 - 12:27] but instead of standing and talking to me like an adult you ran you left yes I
[12:27 - 12:34] understand that what these people were doing to me it was a risk to Leah and I
[12:34 - 12:45] get that but the fact that you left hurts me more than you know
[12:45 - 13:05] I I wish you would talk to me and honestly all I want to do right now
[13:05 - 13:09] and it is how do you and hold you and tell you how much I fucking love you
[13:09 - 13:20] and how much you mean to me but instead you're running around making me look
[13:20 - 13:32] like a horrible person and I'm not and it hurts so bad it really does hurt
[13:35 - 13:39] the fact that you're running around telling these people that I abused you
[13:39 - 13:49] even after when I blacked out and that hurts a lot because I did not even lay
[13:49 - 13:53] a hand on you after that other
[13:53 - 14:02] when you try to grab your clothes to leave all I did was put my hand up to
[14:02 - 14:07] block you that's all I did but you would even sit down for five seconds and
[14:07 - 14:18] talk to me our mom or ed or anyone and we don't understand why I just wish
[14:18 - 14:24] that you would come back I wish that you would fucking talk to me or mom or
[14:24 - 14:30] ed and just tell us a while like what did I do to make you want to leave
[14:30 - 14:37] today I stayed off of YouTube the only video that I posted after me saying
[14:37 - 14:42] that I was leaving the only video that I fucking posted was promo for tomorrow
[14:42 - 14:48] that is it that is all I did was I hyped up the real supporters that actually
[14:48 - 14:56] supported me I hyped them up to get them excited to see you know so that they
[14:56 - 15:04] can watch tomorrow that's all I did there's nothing wrong with that but I
[15:04 - 15:21] love you I want things to work out with you so fucking bad I really do I want
[15:21 - 15:33] to work these out you so so bad and the fact that you're not gonna be here
[15:33 - 15:39] anymore hurts me more than you know it really does
[15:46 - 16:05] I'm sorry for everything I'm not the bad guy that you think I am if anything I
[16:05 - 16:12] want to be the best boyfriend the best husband to you that I can't beat I want
[16:12 - 16:17] to be the best that father to Elliot and Leah that I could possibly possibly be
[16:17 - 16:28] because I love you guys with all my heart I really fucking do I wish that
[16:28 - 16:35] you would talk to us or reach out to me your mom or ed and try to talk to us