2020-12-8 Emptiness (Song)

[0:00 - 0:07] (music plays)
[0:07 - 0:16] All alone in your glass lights, lie awake till the sun's out. In the sky when you come down.
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[0:20 - 0:29] Empty in your driveway, caffeine for the heartache. Never wanna holler my way.
[0:29 - 0:32] (music plays)
[0:32 - 0:38] Yeah, I attempted to kill myself in my room today. Now you just fuckin' stand till I'm right.
[0:38 - 0:44] God damn it, what else can I fuckin' say? I don't know what else to do, I'm so sick of everybody.
[0:44 - 0:51] Like, money constantly attacking me constantly coming after me. Ticking everything I love away from me.
[0:51 - 0:58] All for what made all be a revetous, healthy, and acid in the past. God damn this shit, it fuckin' rain.
[0:58 - 1:07] All alone in your glass lights, lie awake till the sun's out. In the sky when you come down.
[1:07 - 1:11] Sometimes I wanna fuckin' scream, I'm on the way, I don't know.
[1:11 - 1:18] Sometimes I just wanna scream and run away because of everybody that own ways attached to every single fuckin' day.
[1:18 - 1:25] I'm just a sick of it, what? Kick me and kick the never-happier knife. God damn, now because of everybody, they attacking me.
[1:25 - 1:33] Nobody wanna see me fuckin' happy, now family made a fuckin' leave me. Yeah, this shit ain't fuckin' fair to either of us, huh?
[1:33 - 1:42] No, that you didn't wanna leave, but God, she had no choice but to fuckin' leave.
[1:42 - 1:49] Don't we in the game play? I'm waiting on the way to come to wash it all away.
[1:49 - 1:59] But I don't know, don't we in the game play? Let me go, church. Don't we in the game play?
[1:59 - 2:07] Every single day I've been looking around wondering why I got there and why am I even here on the circuit again.
[2:07 - 2:12] It's like everybody wanna see me die, nobody ever wants to see me cry, nobody wants to see me succeed.
[2:12 - 2:19] It's like, she doesn't think she had no choice, now I just don't know what to do, I don't know what to do anymore.
[2:19 - 2:28] I'm so sick of everything around me, sick of living, sick of being a knocker, shouldn't even be here on this fuckin' earth anymore.
[2:28 - 2:36] God damn, this shit. This shit ain't fuckin' fair to me, every single day it's like everybody want a piece of me.
[2:36 - 2:54] I'm waiting on the way to come to wash it all away. I just wanna get my life back, I just wanna get my life back on the right track, wanna get the current of my dreams back and get away from all this fuckin' drama, man.
[2:54 - 3:16] Maybe then I'll be happy again, which I wish I knew what to do, this shit ain't fair, I didn't deserve this.
[3:16 - 3:20] [Music fades]