2020-12-24 I AM NOT GONNA BOW DOWN TO YOU

[0:00 - 0:18] Well, well, well, look what the fucking bitch brigade drove in. Music Bitch Boi Marty
[0:18 - 0:30] Now Marty, you say you know where Heather's at. You say you know where she is, right?
[0:30 - 0:53] You say you know exactly where she's at and all that, right?
[0:53 - 1:02] And I'm telling you right now, Marty, you best fest up, bitch.
[1:02 - 1:08] You better fest the fuck up, Marty.
[1:08 - 1:20] Cause I'm not just telling you this as a YouTuber, I'm telling you this as a father.
[1:20 - 1:48] If you do not tell me where Heather is so I can give my child back, I make you this promise not only as a person but as a father that I will come to your fucking house and I will beat your ass because that is my fucking child and I'm not about to sit there and let some little bitch try to get his fucking way and hold my child over my fucking head.
[1:48 - 1:53] That ain't gonna fucking happen.
[1:53 - 2:04] I refuse to let a little faggot ass bitch like you, Marty, hold my child's location over my fucking head.
[2:04 - 2:11] Do you not realize I can come to your house and beat your goddamn ass if I want to at any given time?
[2:11 - 2:20] Do you not realize that? Do you not realize that I have your fucking address and your exact fucking location, you little bitch?
[2:20 - 2:26] The only reason why I don't come and do it is because I'm a better person than you are.
[2:26 - 2:33] I refuse to bow down to a little faggot like you.
[2:33 - 2:50] Because unlike you, man, I ain't no fucking coward. I ain't doing no goddamn laughs for no motherfucking body, especially for some punk ass little bitch like you.
[2:50 - 2:56] And Heather, I hope you're watching this bitch. I'm coming from my child and I'm getting my child from you.
[2:56 - 3:03] The day that I was born, you better fucking believe I'm gonna be at that goddamn hospital and I guarantee you I'm taking my child.
[3:03 - 3:09] Because I ain't gonna let my child be raised around some sweaty ass little whore like you.
[3:09 - 3:16] You don't deserve to be a mother. You weren't the mother to Elliot and you sure as fuck weren't no mother to Leah.
[3:16 - 3:23] So what makes you think for five seconds I'm gonna let you be a mother to my child?
[3:23 - 3:34] I refuse to let my child be around some skanky ass little bitch like you who lies and gets people arrested for dumb shit and does stupid shit.
[3:34 - 3:53] Not to mention steals, breaks into people's cars, steals shit that isn't theirs and sells it for money, and then spends other people's stimulus checks just like you did with Michael's.
[3:53 - 4:08] So what makes you think for five fucking seconds that I'm gonna sit there and let you get away with taking my child away from me, you dumb bitch?
[4:08 - 4:18] What makes you think for five seconds I'm gonna let you be a mother to my child, to my baby?
[4:18 - 4:27] Can I tell you right now Heather? I guarantee you that I'd make ten times the parent you would ever fucking be.
[4:27 - 4:37] Because unlike you, I'm able to provide for the child. Unlike you, I don't live out of fucking motel rooms, bitch.
[4:37 - 4:47] I don't live out of motel rooms. Yes, I may live at home with my family, but you know what? At least that child would have a goddamn roof over its head.
[4:47 - 5:01] At least that child would be taken care of by me, my mom, my mom's boyfriend. That child would have a good education, a good home, a roof over its head, three meals a day, clothing.
[5:01 - 5:15] It'd have all of that right here in this home, not with some little trampy ass bitch like you. You're a piece of trash, Heather. You don't deserve to be a mother.
[5:15 - 5:23] If anybody deserves to be a parent, it's me. Because unlike you, I'm not gonna back down.
[5:23 - 5:39] Even if that child does get awarded to the state, I can promise you right here and now, I'm not gonna stop fighting for that child. I'm not gonna stop until I get my child back from you.
[5:39 - 5:53] Because I promise you, mark my words, Heather, that day fucking comes, I'm getting my child back from you. I'm taking that child from you because that child you and I both know is my flesh and blood.
[5:53 - 6:07] I have every fucking right as a father to take my child because you are an unfit mother and everyone knows this.
[6:07 - 6:17] I don't care how long I have to fight. I don't care what I have to do to fight.
[6:17 - 6:41] I don't give a fuck what I have to do. I'll do whatever it fucking takes to make sure that that child is not around you.
[6:41 - 6:47] And juggle it 9-7-2 plays. Why don't you go fuck yourself, you little faggot?
[6:47 - 6:57] And honestly, I don't care whether it's a boy or a girl. Either way, at the end of the day, I'm doing what I gotta do and stepping up to be a fucking parent.
[6:57 - 7:07] Because I'm not gonna let my child be a work to the state because of some little bitch who ain't got the fucking brains enough to take care of that kid.
[7:07 - 7:15] But me, I have the means. I have the ways to take care of it. I'm willing to make the sacrifices.
[7:15 - 7:21] And that's what y'all motherfuckers that want to judge me don't fucking realize.
[7:21 - 7:30] Because see, I have the willingness and the ready to make the sacrifices I need to make for my kid.
[7:30 - 7:40] I am willing to make the sacrifices I need to make to raise that child properly.
[7:40 - 7:47] Because here, that child will have a damn good education. A damn good one.
[7:47 - 8:01] Not to mention, they'd be going to Acronew, which, as y'all know, is the main fucking university for Ohio.
[8:01 - 8:09] People will start out here in Acronew and then move on to Ohio State.
[8:09 - 8:15] So I can promise you this, Heather. You're in for a long, hard battle.
[8:15 - 8:32] And Marty, I promise you this, motherfucker, if you don't tell me where Heather is, by the end of this week, by the end of this month, if you do not tell me where she is, I can promise you, hell will rain down on you.
[8:32 - 8:40] I will come to your house. I will kick your door in. And I will beat your fucking ass until you tell me.
[8:40 - 8:47] And that's not my promise as a YouTuber. That is my promise as a fucking father.
[8:47 - 8:53] I will come to your house. I will find you and I will beat your ass.
[8:53 - 9:02] That is my promise to you as a father, as someone that cares about their child.
[9:02 - 9:14] I can promise you I will beat your goddamn head in. I promise you that, Marty. Because if there's one thing you don't do, it's fuck with my child.
[9:14 - 9:19] That's one thing you don't do.
[9:19 - 9:36] You can fuck with me all you want, but you get in the way and you fuck with my child and you put my child up as your defense. You're sick.
[9:36 - 10:04] And I promise you I will come after you.
[10:04 - 10:15] And if you think I'm playing, Marty, try me.
[10:15 - 10:24] You don't know how sickening it is for me to know that my own flesh and blood child might be given to the state.
[10:24 - 10:32] You don't know how sickening that is.
[10:32 - 10:38] You don't know how upsetting that is, how unnerving it is.
[10:38 - 10:42] Marty, let me ask you this. How would you feel this happened to you?
[10:42 - 10:56] If you were in my situation and you got told, hey, Merry Christmas, you're having a child. Oh, wait. Sorry. Bad news is you're not going to ever get to see that child because they're being given to the state.
[10:56 - 11:06] Do you know how fucked up that is? How hurtful that is to me knowing that my own flesh and blood is being given away to the state.
[11:06 - 11:15] Do you know how upsetting that is? How hurtful that is to me as a parent, as a father.
[11:15 - 11:20] Do you know how hurtful that is?
[11:20 - 11:32] Play yourself in my shoes for a second, Marty, and maybe then you'll fucking realize that motherfucker better not get custody.
[11:32 - 11:39] I'll show up there with a goddamn rifle and put a goddamn hole in his head.
[11:39 - 11:48] I promise you that I'll put that bitch six feet deep. He ain't getting custody of my child.
[11:48 - 11:57] I'll make damn sure that I'll go to jail before I let my child be in the custody of him.
[11:57 - 12:20] I'd rather spend 30 years in prison than to let my child be in the hands of some psychopathic little bitch like Marty.
[12:20 - 12:28] I'm not fucking playing. You think I'm joking, Marty? Try me, you little faggot.
[12:28 - 13:26] Fuckin' try me, you piece of shit.
[13:26 - 13:49] Marty, you don't understand what it's like to be a father until you've been in my position.
[13:49 - 14:07] Hell, any of you out there that want to judge me, unless you've been in my position where I'm at right now, you have no right whatsoever judging me as a parent.
[14:07 - 14:36] None. You might think you do, but the truth is you don't have that right.
[14:36 - 15:02] There are sandwiches with meat, and then there are tangy barbecue pork with pickles.
[15:02 - 15:07] This song right here is going out to my child.
[15:07 - 15:24] I want everybody to have this video up. If the situation doesn't occur and I don't get them, to my child, if you do see this in the future, I want you to know that I tried and that I love you.
[15:24 - 15:37] And I hope you don't hate me. I'm gonna start this over.
[15:37 - 15:45] I hope that you don't hate me. I hope that you understand that I tried. I did everything I could.
[15:45 - 15:54] I tried to fight for you, but your mother was a bitch, and she gave you away before I could see you.
[15:54 - 15:58] And to my child, I want you to know that I love you.
[15:58 - 16:03] Yo, ever since you've been gone, every single day seems so motherfucking long.
[16:03 - 16:11] I just don't know what to do anymore without you in my life. Everything seems so upside down, so wrong.
[16:11 - 16:29] Why is it that I couldn't have you here all along? Oh wait, that's right. Your mother decided to give you away to the motherfucking sailor letting me suffer in silence instead of letting me be your father like I fucking wanted to.
[16:29 - 16:39] Goddamn, I don't know what to do or so fucking broken down inside without you here by my side. Every single day and night, I just break down and cry.
[16:39 - 16:42] And I want you to know that I love you.
[16:42 - 16:50] I want you to know that I motherfucking love you when I tried everything that I could to provide for you.
[16:50 - 17:02] I did everything that I could to get you back in my life, get you back to where you belong right here by my side here with your family.
[17:02 - 17:09] Nah, that ain't no lie.
[17:09 - 17:14] I want you to know that I'll give everything for you.
[17:14 - 17:27] I want you to know that I would give everything for you. I will make the sacrifices that I need to do to be able to provide the good and healthy future for you.
[17:27 - 17:40] I want you to know that every single day and night when I go to sleep at night, it's you that I'm seeing in my motherfucking dreams and I can never get the thought of you from my motherfucking mind.
[17:40 - 17:54] Oh God, all I can do is break down and cry and wonder why you're not here by my side.
[17:54 - 18:05] I don't understand why is it that you couldn't let me have my motherfucking child instead of running away like a little fucking punk ass bitch.
[18:05 - 18:16] Coward you decided to give our kid a way to stay because you can stay in your own self pity.
[18:16 - 18:20] You can't even stay in yourself.
[18:20 - 18:31] You don't even have any of your kids. So what makes you think you can be a parent of mine?
[18:31 - 18:39] You ain't even got either one of your kids. Your oldest son is with your sister and Leah's with Jessica.
[18:39 - 18:49] So what makes you think that you have the fucking right to get my own flesh and blood away?
[18:49 - 18:52] It's so broken without you by my side, my child.
[18:52 - 19:00] I want you to know that I love you until the day I die.
[19:00 - 19:28] That's a real song.
[19:29 - 19:57] Thank you.
[19:57 - 20:16] I don't like my mind right now.
[20:16 - 20:26] Second of problems are so unnecessary. We said I could slow things down. I want to let go but discomfort in panic.
[20:26 - 20:38] I drive myself crazy thinking everything's about me. I drive myself crazy because I can't escape the gravity.
[20:38 - 20:55] I'm holding on. Why is everything so heavy? I'm holding on. So much more than I can, Kenny. I keep dragging around what's bringing me down.
[20:55 - 21:07] But just let go of me. I'm holding on. Why is everything so heavy? You say that I'm paranoid.
[21:07 - 21:14] But I'm pretty sure the world is out there, Kenny. It's not like I make a choice.
[21:14 - 21:23] And let my mind see it's so fucking messy. I know I'm not the center of the universe. Do you think it's been around me just the same?
[21:23 - 21:30] I know I'm not the center of the universe. Do you keep spinning around me just the same?
[21:30 - 21:46] I'm holding on. Why is everything so heavy? I'm holding on. So much more than I can, Kenny. I keep dragging around what's bringing me down.
[21:46 - 22:02] But just let go of me. I'm holding on. Why is everything so heavy? I know I'm not the center of the universe. Do you keep spinning around me just the same?
[22:02 - 22:31] I'm holding on. Why is everything so heavy? I'm holding on. So much more than I can, Kenny. I keep dragging around what's bringing me down.
[22:31 - 22:51] But just let go of me. I'm holding on. Why is everything so heavy? Why is everything so heavy?
[22:51 - 24:14] Why is everything so heavy?
[24:14 - 24:27] God damn this song is broken. Look down here while bones are broken.
[24:27 - 24:40] Turns on the dollar pieces. Then they cover the creases.
[24:40 - 24:59] I'm holding on. Why is everything so heavy? I'm holding on. Why is everything so heavy? I'm holding on.
[24:59 - 25:13] And the vomit's on things. She has done for a day of comfort. Only because she has suffered.
[25:13 - 25:29] For me, it's life. I'm saying that I'm turning this round. And now I'm falling in love. And now I'm falling in love.
[25:29 - 26:50] And now I'm falling in love. And now I'm falling in love. And now I'm falling in love.
[26:50 - 27:06] And now I'm falling in love.
[27:06 - 27:13] Get the year's top movies on YouTube. Rent or buy hit releases for the whole family. Jump out of your seat with a...
[27:14 - 27:21] ...Sick time.
[27:21 - 27:48] Wheeee! Wheeee!
[27:48 - 28:05] There's no way to sit back. I've got no way to switch back. That's okay. That's okay. You're not going to switch back.
[28:05 - 28:20] How can it be too late for my little daughter to be late to let them start to fade?
[28:20 - 28:34] There's no way to switch back. They're not going to switch back.
[28:34 - 28:48] Now they do that. Again they do that. Now what I see is what I get. Now the way to back. You've got to switch back.
[28:48 - 28:52] It's okay. You've got to switch back.
[28:52 - 29:00] You've got to switch back.
[29:00 - 29:17] Now can it be too late for the world to be late? With such a price to pay?
[29:17 - 29:45] Rent or buy hit releases for the world to be late? Now you've got to switch back.
[29:45 - 29:53] Switch back and forth. Switch back and forth. Switch back and forth. Switch back and forth.
[29:54 - 38:25] Switch back and forth.
[38:25 - 38:27] I want to dedicate this to all the parents out there.
[38:27 - 38:32] All the single parents, this is for you.
[38:32 - 38:37] And all the parents in general.
[38:37 - 38:41] I was a boy, didn't care about a dream.
[38:41 - 38:45] It was me in this world and a broken dream.
[38:45 - 38:54] I was blaming myself for all that was going wrong.
[38:54 - 38:59] I was way out there, on the wrong side of town.
[38:59 - 39:03] In the one that I loved, I kept on pushing around.
[39:03 - 39:11] And I realized that it was all my fault.
[39:11 - 39:15] I've been searching for a lifeline.
[39:15 - 39:20] For what seems like a lifetime.
[39:20 - 39:25] Dining in the zed, breaking down the can.
[39:25 - 39:31] Searching for a lifeline.
[39:31 - 39:34] And I asked for some help.
[39:34 - 39:36] It was right around the walls.
[39:36 - 39:39] It felt around myself.
[39:39 - 39:41] I feel down at night.
[39:41 - 39:46] Then I fell to the ground.
[39:46 - 39:51] I've been searching for a lifeline.
[39:51 - 39:56] For what seems like a lifetime.
[39:56 - 40:01] I'm drowning in the bed, breaking down the can.
[40:01 - 40:05] Searching for a lifeline.
[40:05 - 40:10] The red bodies out there.
[40:10 - 40:14] There's a thousand times there.
[40:14 - 40:19] I'm breaking down the can.
[40:19 - 40:25] Searching for a lifeline.
[40:25 - 40:28] The red bodies out there.
[40:28 - 40:34] Thank you all the way.
[40:34 - 40:41] The world's so cold, it's hard to keep the faith.
[40:41 - 40:48] Never gonna fade away.
[40:48 - 41:03] Looking for a lifeline.
[41:03 - 41:08] For what seems like a lifetime.
[41:08 - 41:13] I'm drowning in the can, breaking down the can.
[41:13 - 41:17] Searching for a lifeline.
[41:17 - 41:22] The red bodies out there.
[41:22 - 41:27] There's a thousand times there.
[41:27 - 41:31] I'm breaking down the can.
[41:31 - 43:13] Searching for a lifeline.
[43:13 - 43:15] Get ready for something new.
[43:15 - 43:25] Rent or buy the latest hit movies on YouTube or stream select titles for free.
[43:25 - 43:31] I want to dedicate this one to my child.
[43:31 - 43:43] Going there, there's a man in the cold air.
[43:43 - 43:46] Still the last time I saw your pretty face.
[43:46 - 43:49] Those are nice of man in the cold air.
[43:49 - 44:00] And I don't think that I look at this the same.
[44:00 - 44:06] All the miles separate.
[44:06 - 44:13] Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face.
[44:13 - 44:16] I'm here without you, baby.
[44:16 - 44:19] But you still want my lonely mind.
[44:19 - 44:22] I think about you, baby.
[44:22 - 44:26] And I dream about you all the time.
[44:26 - 44:29] I'm here without you, baby.
[44:29 - 44:33] But you're still with me in my dreams.
[44:33 - 44:52] In the night, it's only you and me.
[44:52 - 45:04] Now let's just keep rolling as the people leave us and say hello.
[45:04 - 45:08] Now that life is overrated.
[45:08 - 45:14] But I hope that it gets better as we go.
[45:14 - 45:22] I'm here without you, baby.
[45:22 - 45:25] But you're still on my lonely mind.
[45:25 - 45:28] I think about you, baby.
[45:28 - 45:32] And I dream about you all the time.
[45:32 - 45:35] I'm here without you, baby.
[45:35 - 45:39] But you're still with me in my dreams.
[45:39 - 45:46] In the night, it's only you and me.
[45:46 - 45:51] Everything I know and everywhere I go.
[45:51 - 45:59] And it gets harder, but it won't stick with my love.
[45:59 - 46:05] And that's what it falls like when it's all said and done.
[46:05 - 46:13] It gets hard, but it won't take away my love.
[46:13 - 46:32] I'm here without you, baby.
[46:32 - 46:35] But you're still on my lonely mind.
[46:35 - 46:38] I think about you, baby.
[46:38 - 46:42] And I dream about you all the time.
[46:42 - 46:45] I'm here without you, baby.
[46:45 - 46:51] But you're still with me in my dreams.
[46:51 - 47:01] In the night, it's only you and me.
[47:01 - 47:04] Oh, yeah.
[47:05 - 47:16] Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
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