2020-12-24 HEATHER NEEDS TO BE FOUND ASAP

[1:08 - 1:14] For those of you that were hoping that I was going to have a kid sometime in the future,
[1:15 - 1:20] Well, well, you guys got your wish.
[1:26 - 1:27] I do have a baby on the way.
[1:29 - 1:33] But the sad part is, and the bad part is,
[1:35 - 1:38] that it's not Megan.
[1:39 - 1:41] The sad part is it's Heather.
[1:43 - 1:47] I talked to Ricky for about an hour, hour and a half.
[1:51 - 1:53] And it turns out Heather is pregnant with my kid.
[1:56 - 1:59] And what's sad is that baby is now going to go to the state.
[2:09 - 2:12] No, Triple A, Ricky and me are cool, man.
[2:12 - 2:13] He's a good dude.
[2:13 - 2:15] Me and him are fine with each other, bro.
[2:15 - 2:16] We're cool.
[2:21 - 2:23] And the fact this bitch,
[2:28 - 2:30] That fucking sickens me.
[2:45 - 2:47] Because Heather is pregnant with my kid,
[2:47 - 2:49] and is planning on giving the child up to the state
[2:49 - 2:52] to make sure I don't get custody of that child.
[2:54 - 2:55] That's why.
[3:04 - 3:07] And Heather, I hope to God you're watching this.
[3:08 - 3:10] I hope to God you see this.
[3:12 - 3:15] I promise you Heather, no matter what,
[3:17 - 3:19] I don't care how long it takes.
[3:21 - 3:23] I don't care if it takes a year.
[3:23 - 3:26] I don't care if it takes five years.
[3:31 - 3:34] I don't give a fuck how long it takes.
[3:37 - 3:39] I am going to fight for that child.
[3:40 - 3:43] I am not gonna let you give away my child
[3:43 - 3:45] to the state of Louisiana.
[3:46 - 3:49] Just cuz you wanna fucking run like a bitch coward.
[3:50 - 3:53] Instead of stepping up and being a fucking parent.
[4:00 - 4:02] Instead of being a fucking parent,
[4:02 - 4:05] you wanna run away like a little fucking bitch coward.
[4:09 - 4:13] Instead of accepting the responsibility of a parent
[4:13 - 4:15] or saying, hey, when the baby's born,
[4:15 - 4:18] I'm gonna give you the child cuz I don't want custody.
[4:18 - 4:21] No, you'd rather give it to the fucking state.
[4:21 - 4:23] And for what reason?
[4:25 - 4:28] Bitch, you're not suited to be a parent.
[4:29 - 4:30] I am.
[4:31 - 4:34] Cuz here the child will be well taken care of.
[4:36 - 4:38] Here the child will have a rope over its head,
[4:38 - 4:40] a good education.
[4:42 - 4:44] An opportunity to go to college.
[4:50 - 4:52] Fuck no, dude.
[4:52 - 4:55] If anything, I'm getting full custody of that child.
[4:55 - 4:59] If anything, I want nothing to do with the bitch.
[4:59 - 5:01] I want everything to do with that child, though.
[5:14 - 5:16] No, I wouldn't say right next to the heater,
[5:16 - 5:20] but we do have a room set up.
[5:20 - 5:23] We do have a spare room where the child could be.
[5:25 - 5:28] And it's literally down here, not, well, not down here,
[5:28 - 5:30] but it's literally down in the living room.
[5:30 - 5:33] So I'll be right underneath that child.
[5:34 - 5:35] Y'all remember my old room?
[5:35 - 5:37] That's where the child would be.
[5:37 - 5:40] It would be right up underneath it, right above me.
[5:40 - 5:43] Cuz right above me right now, where I'm at,
[5:43 - 5:45] is my old bedroom.
[5:45 - 5:47] Right above me.
[5:47 - 5:49] So I would hear that child.
[5:51 - 5:54] I would hear, I would hear them right above me.
[5:54 - 5:55] So if anything goes on,
[5:55 - 5:58] all I have to do is haul my ass upstairs.
[6:02 - 6:04] I just found out this morning.
[6:06 - 6:08] Sad thing is, no one knows where Heather is.
[6:14 - 6:17] She's not having it yet, but when she does,
[6:17 - 6:20] I can promise you I'm going to fight like hell.
[6:22 - 6:24] I don't care how long it takes.
[6:24 - 6:25] I don't care what I have to do.
[6:31 - 6:33] I'm not gonna, I'm not gonna quit fighting.
[6:41 - 6:42] I'm not gonna give up.
[6:54 - 6:57] I will not give up fighting for that child.
[6:59 - 7:02] I will fight tooth and fucking nail.
[7:09 - 7:11] No, I won't, dude.
[7:11 - 7:15] No, I won't have to give up my music.
[7:19 - 7:24] Because this right here is a fair fucking warning.
[7:29 - 7:32] To anyone who tries to get in my way.
[7:33 - 7:35] And this isn't just a warning as a person.
[7:35 - 7:37] This is a warning as a father.
[7:38 - 7:41] Every one of you trolls that has ever fucking trolled me
[7:41 - 7:43] or has come after me,
[7:43 - 7:46] this is a fair warning to you right the fuck now.
[7:46 - 7:49] You better stay out of the fucking way.
[7:51 - 7:52] I'm not fucking playing.
[7:52 - 7:55] You better stay the fuck out of my goddamn way.
[7:59 - 8:02] Cuz if you get in my way, I'll run your ass the fuck over
[8:02 - 8:06] and I'll kick your goddamn ass and beat your goddamn face in.
[8:07 - 8:11] So to anyone out there that thinks they're being funny and cute,
[8:11 - 8:15] trying to make me look like a shitty person, I promise you,
[8:15 - 8:20] as a dad and as a parent, I will fuck your world up.
[8:20 - 8:22] I'm not fucking playing.
[8:24 - 8:26] And for those of you that are parents,
[8:26 - 8:28] you guys understand where I'm coming from.
[8:28 - 8:30] A hundred percent.
[8:39 - 8:42] Not yet, I haven't talked to Megan in a couple days.
[8:45 - 8:48] It's 'cause she's with family right now for Christmas.
[9:21 - 9:25] Crap, this isn't a time to joke around, dude.
[9:25 - 9:27] This really isn't, bro.
[9:34 - 9:36] Like normally I would laugh at that joke,
[9:36 - 9:39] but right now is not the time to joke around, bro.
[9:39 - 9:42] Heather is fucking pregnant with my kid.
[9:42 - 9:47] And no one knows where she's at.
[9:55 - 9:58] Like I said, normally I would laugh at that joke,
[9:58 - 10:01] 'cause normally that is funny, but right now,
[10:01 - 10:07] my child is at risk of when it's born being handed over to the state.
[10:10 - 10:12] And I know I've made a lot of mistakes in the past.
[10:12 - 10:15] I know I've done some fucked up shit.
[10:15 - 10:17] I get that.
[10:26 - 10:30] I get that I've done dumb shit.
[10:30 - 10:33] We've all got a fucking past.
[10:33 - 10:35] I get it.
[10:35 - 10:40] I know some of the things that I've done may not make me look like, you know,
[10:40 - 10:42] the superstar down in the year.
[10:42 - 10:44] I get that.
[10:46 - 10:49] I am very well aware of that.
[10:49 - 10:52] But take a look at Heather's history.
[10:52 - 10:55] She doesn't have either of her fucking kids.
[11:05 - 11:10] Yes, I've done dumb shit.
[11:10 - 11:13] And I know what she's gonna try to do.
[11:13 - 11:18] She's gonna try to fucking sit there and use all my videos
[11:18 - 11:22] where I lashed out on a livestream against me.
[11:23 - 11:26] And believe me, I'm prepared for that.
[11:37 - 11:40] I am prepared for this fucking war.
[11:44 - 11:47] I'm very prepared for this war.
[11:55 - 12:02] And I already know another tactic that Heather's gonna try to do too.
[12:02 - 12:04] I already fucking know.
[12:04 - 12:09] She's gonna try to use that thing where I held her against the door against me.
[12:09 - 12:13] And all I gotta do is explain to the fucking judge that she was basically
[12:13 - 12:16] holding me hostage and would not let me go.
[12:16 - 12:18] At all.
[12:18 - 12:22] I can prove that as I explain it to the judge.
[12:22 - 12:25] I can prove that shit so quick and easy.
[12:27 - 12:30] Cuz since Heather left, I've gone to counseling.
[12:30 - 12:35] I have a friend of mine that is a counselor that counseled me
[12:35 - 12:37] to get me to where I fucking need to be.
[12:37 - 12:39] So I've gone through counseling.
[12:39 - 12:42] I'm not like how I used to be when I was with Heather.
[13:07 - 13:11] And Heather, I know you're probably watching this.
[13:11 - 13:14] Or somebody that knows Heather is probably watching this and showing her.
[13:17 - 13:19] Heather, I hope you are watching this.
[13:19 - 13:22] And what I wanna know is why didn't you just be fucking honest
[13:22 - 13:24] with me straight from the goddamn jump?
[13:26 - 13:28] Why couldn't you just be straight up honest with me?
[13:29 - 13:32] Why can't you just tell me that you were pregnant?
[13:39 - 13:42] Why couldn't you just tell me the fucking truth?
[13:45 - 13:47] I don't get it.
[13:50 - 13:53] You could have been honest with me right from the jump today.
[13:53 - 13:55] I'm pregnant.
[13:55 - 13:59] And I don't want custody of the child, so I'm gonna give it to you.
[13:59 - 14:04] You and I both know that child would have been safe here.
[14:04 - 14:09] That child would have a roof over his fucking head.
[14:09 - 14:12] A good education and a good future.
[14:12 - 14:14] A very good one.
[14:28 - 14:30] Mark my words, Heather.
[14:30 - 14:34] Mark my motherfucking words, you bitch.
[14:40 - 14:43] Mark my motherfucking words.
[14:46 - 14:50] I will not stop fighting for my child.
[14:50 - 14:52] I don't care how long it takes.
[14:55 - 14:58] I don't care what I have to do.
[14:58 - 15:04] I don't care what has to happen.
[15:04 - 15:08] I will fight like hell for that child.
[15:08 - 15:11] I'm not gonna let that child go to the state.
[15:11 - 15:16] Knowing that that child's mine, I'm not gonna let it become like my brother did.
[15:16 - 15:18] Because if you all don't know when I was born,
[15:18 - 15:22] I had a brother named Buddy that got awarded to the state.
[15:22 - 15:26] Not because we couldn't take care of it because the state of Alaska screwed my
[15:26 - 15:32] family over to where they couldn't have custody of him for whatever reason.
[15:32 - 15:35] But Heather, mark my words.
[15:35 - 15:38] I'm not gonna let that child become like my brother and
[15:38 - 15:40] become a victim to the state.
[15:40 - 15:42] That's not gonna happen.
[15:48 - 15:52] I don't care if I have to show to that goddamn hospital.
[15:54 - 15:56] I don't care what I have to do.
[16:03 - 16:05] I will get my child back.
[16:07 - 16:11] When you have that baby, you can be rested sure that I'm taking that baby out of
[16:11 - 16:13] that fucking hospital.
[16:13 - 16:15] I guarantee it.
[16:17 - 16:20] I am walking away with that child.
[16:39 - 16:42] I swear to God, I will get that child.
[16:45 - 16:49] I promise you Heather, I will be a better parent to that child than you ever would be.
[16:51 - 16:53] I promise you that.
[16:55 - 16:59] Come hell or high water, I will fight for that child to the death of me.
[16:59 - 17:02] I will fight tooth and fucking nail if I have to.
[17:08 - 17:12] I swear to fucking God, I will fight tooth and nail.
[17:20 - 17:23] No one knows she's fucking gone.
[17:23 - 17:26] No one has fucking seen her at all period.
[17:27 - 17:32] She took off and left Ricky without saying a damn word, just like she did to me.
[17:34 - 17:37] And now I know the real reason why she fucking left.
[17:40 - 17:48] When she got there, she tested positive for a pregnancy test two weeks after she got there.
[17:48 - 17:54] Two weeks after she got there, she tested positive for a pregnancy test, okay?
[17:56 - 17:59] Trying to make me think that that child was Ricky's.
[18:01 - 18:03] And then what did she do?
[18:03 - 18:09] She up and leaves Ricky while he's at work without saying a word, just like she did to me.
[18:09 - 18:13] The same shit she did to me, she did to him.
[18:19 - 18:21] Yeah, it's fine.
[19:49 - 20:00] This song is really hard to do.
[20:00 - 20:06] This song is really gonna be hard to do.
[20:06 - 20:09] But I'd like to dedicate this song.
[20:17 - 20:23] I'd like to dedicate this song to every person out there who is a parent, like myself.
[20:25 - 20:31] If you do have children, I want you to hold them close to you and hug them tight.
[20:31 - 20:36] And tell them how much to you about them.
[20:36 - 20:49] This song is going on to everybody like myself who is a parent, as well as to my own child.