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2020-12-19 Best rapper ever reaction


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on December 22nd, 2022
Original upload date: December 19th, 2020 (automatically grabbed from title)
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[0:00 - 0:21] What's up y'all it's your boy Shadda, welcome back. Today I'm actually doing something a
[0:21 - 0:25] little bit different here, something that I've been wanting to do for a while. I know I'm a
[0:25 - 0:30] little bit late, not too late for it though. I know I'm just a tad bit late for this, but
[0:30 - 0:40] I wanted to do a reaction to Tom McDonald's brand new song. Oh man he just dropped, called
[0:40 - 1:01] Best Rap Forever. So I'm super excited man. But yeah, let's get right into this man. I've
[1:01 - 1:13] not reacted to this yet, like, alright y'all let me check something here. Alright, yeah
[1:13 - 1:16] we're on the right one. Sorry y'all I did check my channels on the right channel, but
[1:16 - 1:32] we are going to get this video pumping, so yeah, let's get right into it. Now I have
[1:32 - 1:38] heard a lot of things about this video, I'm definitely excited to see it, so yeah, let's
[1:38 - 1:49] get right into it. Whoa, now what I want to do, I want him to make it larger. I know
[1:49 - 1:59] I can't, alright so let's get it. Hello Thomas, I see that you're depressed, what's the problem?
[1:59 - 2:04] Is it the skeletons you're hiding deep inside your closet? Have you been reading all the
[2:04 - 2:08] names they call you in the comments? Have you been worried your haters will put you
[2:08 - 2:13] in the coffin? You're distraught that you promised vodka was not an option, now you
[2:13 - 2:23] have your thoughts into it, shot some, you're an alcoholic. Dude, Tom man, fuck bro. Are
[2:23 - 2:30] you wringing my mind right now, Tom? Like, for real, man? Like, for real, like, this
[2:30 - 2:35] is the kind of shit that I face. I mean, minus the alcohol, but like, a lot of this
[2:35 - 2:58] negativity is what I face. Bro. Yo. Yo, like, a lot of y'all might not realize, but a lot
[2:58 - 3:02] of what he's talking about and what he's speaking about, that's what I face every
[3:02 - 3:07] damn day, bro. That's the kind of negativity that I face, man. I see those comments. I
[3:07 - 3:21] see the hatred that I get and it just, it tears me down, man. It really does. Let's
[3:21 - 3:49] keep going, man. Damn, dude. Bro. Literally, this dude just said everything that I was
[3:49 - 4:05] thinking. Legit, everything that I was fucking thinking within seconds, bro. Like, dude,
[4:05 - 4:10] like a lot of that is what I deal with. You know, like, a lot of people sit there and
[4:10 - 4:16] laugh at me because of what I do and, you know, they poke fun, they do this, they try
[4:16 - 4:24] and yank shit out from under me. Like, bro, that is some, bro. And don't even get me
[4:24 - 4:31] started on how there's two toms, man. They did really good with that video. That's tricky,
[4:31 - 4:40] but dude, all that anxiety and shit, like, that's what I face every fucking day, man.
[4:40 - 4:46] Every day, I face that kind of anxiety and that angst of, you know, wanting the haters
[4:46 - 4:53] to go away, wanting the hatred to disappear ultimately and to be able to do what I love
[4:53 - 5:04] to do without the negativity and without that demon eating at me, like, bro. Damn,
[5:04 - 5:10] Tom. Why you got to do it like that, Tom? For real, man. Like, why you got to do it
[5:10 - 5:14] like that, bro? Fuck, man. Every time, man, it's like you know what I'm fucking thinking,
[5:14 - 5:25] like, every single time, man, how do you do it, man? How do you fucking do it? It's like
[5:25 - 5:29] every time I'm going through something, it's like you literally put out that song right
[5:29 - 5:36] at the right fucking moment. Like, somebody tell me how he fucking does this. Because
[5:36 - 6:06] I'd really like to know. Damn. I tried to lock the demons out, but
[6:06 - 6:18] bro, that is so fucking true, man. Like, it don't get much more real or deeper than
[6:18 - 6:25] that, man. Like, honestly, it don't get much more real than that, bro. Because like literally
[6:25 - 6:33] they, when you have that demon inside you that's eating at you, especially when you
[6:33 - 6:41] get the kind of haters that I get and the kind of negativity and the bullshit that I
[6:41 - 6:50] get. Like, that shit eats at you, bro. Like, that shit really fucking eats at you and
[6:50 - 6:56] it definitely tears you up, man. Like, it definitely does a lot of damage. And like,
[6:56 - 7:02] once that damage is done, there's not much that you can really do to, you know, to control
[7:02 - 7:13] that. Like, this is actually almost too hard to watch. Because like I said, a lot of what
[7:13 - 7:21] he faces in this video is what I face. And it's like, it's like the dude's reading my
[7:21 - 7:32] fucking mind. It's like, bro. Damn, dude. Not even a minute in and we're already getting
[7:32 - 7:33] deep as fuck.
[7:33 - 7:42] I'm your comedian. I'm only going to tell you once you really need to be my friend.
[7:42 - 7:45] I'm not going to live in the darkness. The water is half of the vultures. The dagger
[7:45 - 7:50] is giving you pills because of pressure. You're under giving you ulcers. Shut up. Let me
[7:50 - 7:54] remind you I'm independent because I'm the guy who does anything that I want to go find
[7:54 - 8:07] because no one will sign you. I'll be the great. It's as long as the guys. Damn, man,
[8:07 - 8:24] that is me right there to the fucking team, bro. To the motherfucking team, man. Like,
[8:24 - 8:30] what do you speak about not being signed? Like, a lot of that for me is true, but also
[8:30 - 8:36] a lot of it is a little bit different. Like, the reason why I'm not signed to a pro label
[8:36 - 8:43] and why I'm signed to my friend Marcus' label, which is a label that I help run, is because
[8:43 - 8:50] of the fact that every time I get somewhere and I started getting a little bit of traction,
[8:50 - 8:57] somebody comes along and rips it away from me and fucks me over every damn time. And
[8:57 - 9:04] it's been that way for like 11 years. 11 fucking years has been that way for me, bro,
[9:04 - 9:13] bro. It's real. That shit is very fucking real. Like, and I fought so hard to get to
[9:13 - 9:19] this point. And so, like, I know eventually when I started getting up there with the
[9:19 - 9:23] label, I guarantee you somebody is going to snatch that shit right out from under me.
[9:23 - 9:30] It happens every fucking time and it needs to stop, y'all. Like, for real, that shit
[9:30 - 9:40] needs to stop. And don't even get me started on the live stream from earlier with Marty
[9:40 - 9:50] and Skull Kid now, like, for real. Like, I'll talk about that in another video, but dude,
[9:50 - 9:55] why aren't there more artists out there like this? Like, for real, that's my question.
[9:55 - 10:01] Why is there not more artists out there like this speaking the truth and showing what
[10:01 - 10:02] people will really go through?
[10:02 - 10:03] >> Liar. Come on, Thomas. Keep it real.
[10:03 - 10:04] >> You're the liar. I'm going to tell you exactly how I feel.
[10:04 - 10:05] >> I'm the best rapper ever. I don't want to be great. If they're the best, then I'm
[10:05 - 10:06] better. Don't you make no mistake. Because I'm the goal. If you're leaving, I'm wrong.
[10:06 - 10:07] Since I'm a ghost, I'm a wonderful surner. That is so much better. I'm the best rapper
[10:07 - 10:08] ever. I don't care what you say. I'm the busy. I'm forever. I'm this out for the
[10:08 - 10:08] fade. Because I'm the goal. Get it real.
[10:08 - 10:14] You're the liar. I'm the best rapper ever. I don't want to be great. If they're the
[10:14 - 10:19] best, then I'm better. Don't you make no mistake. Because I'm the goal. If you're
[10:19 - 10:23] leaving, I'm wrong. Since I'm a ghost, I'm a wonderful surner. That is so much better.
[10:23 - 10:29] I'm the best rapper ever. I don't care what you say. I'm the busy. I'm forever. I'm this
[10:29 - 10:34] out for the fade. Because I'm the goal. Get it real. Everybody knows. Only voices that
[10:34 - 10:39] I'm hearing. The whole list never ends.
[10:39 - 10:46] Damn. And that's true too, man. That's very true. Like a lot of that, like I said again,
[10:46 - 10:51] I know it's kind of repetitive, but a lot of what he's saying in this song, I do deal
[10:51 - 10:57] with. A lot of this stuff I do fucking deal with, man. I do deal with a lot of people
[10:57 - 11:03] telling me that I'm no good, that my music's trashed, that what I'm doing will never be
[11:03 - 11:10] good enough. That, you know, I'm a failure at everything that I do and this and that.
[11:10 - 11:19] Like, bro. Like for all y'all that haven't heard my music, go check on my latest track,
[11:19 - 11:32] man. Like seriously. Like literally go check on my new song that I dropped the other day.
[11:32 - 11:42] Like, just go check it out, man. Y'all see it, man.
[11:42 - 11:49] Like, for real, man. Go over to, you know, the fallen angels and deal and go check that
[11:49 - 12:06] shit out, bro. Like, for real. Like, bro, that shit was, dude, I can't even, bro. Like,
[12:06 - 12:12] go check on my brand new song called Our Fall. Like, that shit speaks on some real
[12:12 - 12:17] stuff. And that's the kind of music that I do. Like, I like to be real with shit. I
[12:17 - 12:24] don't sit there and try to hide stuff. Like, that right there is, like, that's me in a
[12:24 - 12:30] nutshell. Like, I like to be real about stuff that I speak about. I like to be, you know,
[12:30 - 12:36] 110% honest with it. Like, that's me as an artist. Like, when I speak my mind, I speak
[12:36 - 12:44] my fucking mind. And I don't give a fuck what people say. And honestly, I never really
[12:44 - 12:50] have. But, dude, this is, I like this. And this is actually going on on Playlist, for
[12:50 - 12:58] sure. And there needs to be more out there like this. 100%.
[12:58 - 13:04] I'm still here. I practically smell the fear. I know all the reasons why you feel so insecure.
[13:04 - 13:09] I've seen you panic backstage hearing everybody cheer. You're famous now, Thomas. Tell me
[13:09 - 13:14] what's with all the tears. Shut up. You regret that your face is covered with tattoos, man.
[13:14 - 13:19] That's your beat swag. Are your raps trash too? Shut up. And you resent that you need
[13:19 - 13:23] men's again, neglected friends. And now you just pretend you're not pathetic. You're
[13:23 - 13:28] not having that. Yes. Bro.
[13:36 - 13:39] Bro.
[13:39 - 13:44] What was I just fucking saying?
[13:44 - 13:50] Bro, what was I just fucking saying a few minutes ago, man?
[13:50 - 13:57] What was I just saying about the haters? Everything that he just spoke about? Bro, that's
[13:57 - 14:04] exactly what they fucking said. Every last fucking one of them, they say that shit.
[14:04 - 14:11] And that's something that I fucking deal with every day, man. I see that shit in the
[14:11 - 14:20] comments on a daily fucking bro. Tom, get out of my head, bro. You're in my fucking
[14:20 - 14:25] head. Like, get the fuck out, man. I quit reading my fucking mind, bro. Like, you're
[14:25 - 14:34] killing me with this shit, Smalls. Like, bro.
[14:34 - 14:44] Dude. Tom McDonald, man. Coming in clutch, doing it again. God damn, dude. I still
[14:44 - 14:50] want to know. How does he fucking do it? Every damn time he fucking does it. It's
[14:50 - 14:56] like he's reading my fucking mind every time. Bro.
[14:57 - 15:08] Bro.
[15:08 - 15:12] Tom, you'll never let the fight against your haters long as I listen, because I
[15:12 - 15:17] read every single comment that you tried, man. Listen, then recite them in your
[15:17 - 15:24] mind and memorize this. I'm a giant, Thomas. Why you trying to fight with me?
[15:24 - 15:46] Bro, there again, speaking on the same in topic that I just spoke about, man.
[15:46 - 15:54] Like, there is that darker side of me that reads those comments that I do try to
[15:54 - 16:00] ignore, that I do try to miss, that I do try to block out. And then I just sit
[16:00 - 16:04] there and go over them in my mind and question myself. Like, you know, are these
[16:04 - 16:10] people right about what they're saying? Like, does what they're saying have some
[16:10 - 16:26] sort of truth to it? Like, bro, I can't even talk. Like, this shit's getting too
[16:26 - 16:34] real almost, man. Like, dude.
[16:35 - 16:42] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[16:42 - 16:44] I am the darkness.
[17:10 - 17:19] I have no words left. I literally don't have it. Like, this dude literally is
[17:19 - 17:30] saying what I'm thinking. Like, literally those things that I'm going to shut up.
[17:30 - 17:53] Like, I got nothing. I got, like, wow, bro. Like, I got nothing there. Like, dude.
[17:53 - 18:04] Oh, my God. Like, I don't know what else there is to.
[18:07 - 18:23] Dude, just. I gotta take that back.
[18:23 - 18:27] You'll never let the fight against your haters long as I listen, because I read
[18:27 - 18:31] every single comment that you tried missing. Then recite them in your mind
[18:31 - 18:36] and memorize this. I'm a giant Thomas. Why are you trying to fight with me?
[18:36 - 18:39] I'm different. Don't care about the height and difference. I might win it.
[18:39 - 18:42] Show a full gunfight and I swing it. I am the darkness. Yeah, I got night vision.
[18:42 - 18:45] I've been biting my tongue in the blood from my cuts. I've been feeling my stomach.
[18:45 - 18:48] I suffer because they don't hold up and I'm humble. So now I just do this with all
[18:48 - 18:51] of my family and all of my brothers. Hire, you're rapping for yourself and
[18:51 - 18:55] for them. Your self is not a patient. I'm the reason you're the price.
[18:55 - 18:58] I'm doing fine. You need to chill. You need to take both of those pills.
[18:58 - 19:01] Take a breath and tell us all just exactly how you feel.
[19:01 - 19:04] Bro.
[19:04 - 19:16] That one scene right there where he was up in the corner on the ceiling,
[19:16 - 19:24] like that right there, man. That's a lot of like what a lot of my demons do.
[19:24 - 19:27] Like they'll sit there and they'll hide in the dark.
[19:27 - 19:34] And for all y'all that do suffer from depression and anxiety and shit,
[19:34 - 19:37] like a lot of y'all will understand that.
[19:37 - 19:43] Like when you get all these negative comments and all these people hating
[19:43 - 19:48] on you, it makes you question a lot of things. It really doesn't.
[19:48 - 19:50] I'm not going to sit there and lie. Like, you know,
[19:50 - 19:54] I have questioned whether I belong to a music.
[19:54 - 19:58] I have questioned whether what I'm doing is worth it.
[19:58 - 20:02] I have questioned, you know, am I really doing this for myself or am I doing
[20:02 - 20:07] it for those that I care about? Like those exact thoughts have run
[20:07 - 20:14] through my head many times over. And I think this is a great illustration
[20:14 - 20:23] of what goes through our minds when we see all this negativity on YouTube
[20:23 - 20:31] and we see these negative comments on our channels and how it affects us
[20:31 - 20:37] is far greater than what, you know, some of us realize.
[20:37 - 20:43] But at the end of the day, it's up to us to decide whether we like
[20:43 - 20:48] and that negativity affect us or we take that negativity,
[20:48 - 20:54] flip it around and use it to motivate and push us to where we want to be.
[20:56 - 21:02] Like, I like this a lot, actually. Like, this is, bro, Tom,
[21:02 - 21:06] do more shit like this, my guy. Like, for real, the world really needs
[21:06 - 21:09] this kind of music right now. Like, for real.
[21:09 - 21:16] This is almost an anthem in a sense to people like me.
[21:16 - 21:18] Like, for real.
[21:19 - 21:22] [BANG]
[21:22 - 21:48] [MUSIC]
[21:48 - 21:51] Tom, let's work together. You know how good we can be.
[21:51 - 21:54] Don't deny it. Just try. Repeat after me. Fine.
[21:54 - 21:57] Hi, my name is Thomas. I like once to be an artist.
[21:57 - 22:01] I need help from all my demons from my dreams to get accomplished.
[22:01 - 22:04] See, Tom? I'm just what you need. We're a team. Disagree?
[22:04 - 22:07] Go ahead, take your wrist and make your demons bleed.
[22:07 - 22:12] No! I need to do this by myself. I told you twice already.
[22:12 - 22:14] Exactly how I feel.
[22:16 - 22:18] Bro.
[22:18 - 22:30] Dude speaking facts.
[22:30 - 22:41] Dude is speaking straight fucking fire bars and facts. Like, dude.
[22:43 - 22:45] Like...
[22:45 - 22:54] I got no words left, man. This dude literally took all the words I had left.
[22:54 - 22:59] This man literally took everything that I've been going through,
[22:59 - 23:03] that I've been thinking about, that I've been, you know,
[23:03 - 23:09] pondering on in my fucking head for so long and just took it and, like,
[23:09 - 23:17] spoke on it and brought those situations to light. Like, bro.
[23:17 - 23:20] Oh, my God.
[23:20 - 23:31] Y'all can't see him, man, but I'm trying so hard not to break down right now.
[23:31 - 23:34] Like, this shit is facts.
[23:36 - 23:41] Like, dude, this shit goes so much deeper than what most see.
[23:41 - 23:44] Bro.
[23:44 - 23:53] I just might buy the gravestones album just to get this fucking song.
[23:53 - 23:57] If it's on there, like, I'm seriously tempted.
[24:02 - 24:05] ? I'm the best friend forever, I don't wanna be brave. ?
[24:05 - 24:08] ? If they're the best, then I'm better, don't you make no mistake. ?
[24:08 - 24:10] ? 'Cause I'm the gold, beat it in my bones. ?
[24:10 - 24:12] ? That's a lot of girls, I'm the one that's both. ?
[24:12 - 24:14] ? The star of the story is different. ?
[24:14 - 24:17] ? I'm the best friend forever, I don't care what you say. ?
[24:17 - 24:20] ? I'm the best team ever, I'm the zebra fag. ?
[24:20 - 24:23] ? 'Cause I'm the gold, get the ear, go. ?
[24:23 - 24:26] ? Everybody knows I'm the only one that I'm hearing on my own. ?
[24:26 - 24:28] ? It's different. ?
[24:31 - 24:32] Bruh.
[24:32 - 24:45] Bruh, that was so beyond true.
[24:45 - 24:47] Like, you don't even know, bro.
[24:47 - 24:53] Everything he said in that video was straight fire, first off.
[24:53 - 24:55] The video was...
[24:55 - 24:57] Oh, man.
[24:57 - 25:00] It was absolutely insane, bruh.
[25:00 - 25:02] The video was awesome, man.
[25:02 - 25:06] I absolutely love what they did with the video.
[25:06 - 25:08] How there's, like, two different times, man.
[25:08 - 25:13] That was seamless, that was really well done, first off.
[25:13 - 25:17] But, dude, everything he spoke about in that video is, like...
[25:17 - 25:20] It's real.
[25:20 - 25:25] 'Cause we all have that demon inside us, that dark side of us,
[25:25 - 25:29] that's trying to pull us down, that's trying to drag us down.
[25:29 - 25:33] And with everything that I've gone through over the last few days,
[25:33 - 25:38] like, that darker side has, you know, begun to creep its way out.
[25:38 - 25:44] And, you know, I have questioned whether I go on doing music or not.
[25:44 - 25:48] I have questioned whether any of this is worth it or not, bro.
[25:48 - 25:54] Like, I have, like, gone through that over and over in my head,
[25:54 - 25:57] just trying to make sense with all, like, bro.
[25:58 - 26:03] This song is...like, this is exactly what I needed.
[26:03 - 26:07] Like, I said in the very beginning, though, this reaction, man, like...
[26:07 - 26:13] It's like this man is inside my head.
[26:13 - 26:20] And he knows what I'm thinking, and he's able to take that and bring that out.
[26:20 - 26:22] Like, bro, that's literally an anthem.
[26:22 - 26:26] This song right here is literally an anthem for so many people.
[26:26 - 26:28] Like, you don't even know.
[26:28 - 26:33] Like, this is literally an anthem for a generation of people like myself.
[26:33 - 26:36] I've never gone through that.
[26:36 - 26:42] And, dude, mad, mad props to Tom McDonald, man.
[26:42 - 26:44] I absolutely love it, dude.
[26:44 - 26:48] Like, I definitely give it a fucking...
[26:48 - 26:50] I give it a straight up 10 out of 10.
[26:50 - 26:55] Like, flat out, 10 out of 10, hands fucking down, bro.
[26:56 - 27:00] [Silence]
[27:00 - 27:05] Like, that shit was incredible, man.
[27:05 - 27:08] Huge, huge props to Tom, dude.
[27:08 - 27:12] I absolutely love the video, man. That was crazy.
[27:12 - 27:19] But with that being said, y'all, I do hope that you guys did like this reaction.
[27:19 - 27:23] If you did, be sure to slap that like button and that notification bell down below.
[27:23 - 27:27] And also, if you guys would like to check out the video for yourselves,
[27:27 - 27:31] the link to the original video will be down below, man.
[27:31 - 27:33] Be sure to go check that shit out.
[27:33 - 27:37] Like, bro, I have no words.
[27:37 - 27:40] Like, this man literally took my words out of my mouth.
[27:40 - 27:47] Like, this man literally took what I was thinking and just like, here you go.
[27:47 - 27:49] I know what you're thinking.
[27:49 - 27:52] This is what you can fucking do about it.
[27:53 - 27:55] Damn.
[27:55 - 27:57] Damn, Tom.
[27:57 - 27:59] Good work, bro.
[27:59 - 28:02] Good fucking work, man.
[28:02 - 28:04] I absolutely love it, man.
[28:04 - 28:09] Tom McDonald spent nothing but facts, dude.
[28:09 - 28:11] Straight up truth and facts.
[28:11 - 28:15] But with that being said, I will catch you guys later, man.
[28:15 - 28:18] I'm out, y'all.
[28:18 - 28:20] Peace.
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