2020-12-18 EXPOSING MARTY AND SKULLKID FOR THE POSS The REALLY ARE

[0:00 - 0:16] What's up guys it's your boy, I know I said I was going to rest but I can barely fucking
[0:16 - 0:34] sleep being so stressed out and worried like it's it's definitely hard like for those
[0:34 - 0:43] of you that are parents or have been parents you guys like you guys understand but for
[0:43 - 0:52] those of you that haven't or aren't parents or haven't been parents what I'm dealing
[0:52 - 0:58] with is literally the biggest scare of my life and I've literally been up and down
[0:58 - 1:18] all fucking night trying to keep myself calm and shit but you know it's hard
[1:18 - 1:25] and what makes it worse is motherfuckers like Marty and Skull Kid productions like Skull
[1:25 - 1:32] Kid honestly you need to shut your fucking mouth and quit being a little bitch and Marty
[1:32 - 1:40] you just need to fuck off like for real like y'all motherfuckers are pieces of fucking
[1:40 - 1:59] shit and I'm not a dad quite yet Tim that's that's still to be determined because if you
[1:59 - 2:05] guys didn't catch my last video allow me to explain what's going on as you guys know
[2:05 - 2:11] me and Caleon split a while back and we wound up getting back together well today I found
[2:11 - 2:15] out today and her were sitting down talking and you know we're spending time together
[2:15 - 2:22] like we always do and she was telling me how she was having these you know abnormal
[2:22 - 2:30] bleeding cycles in which she did go to the doctor for and we're waiting on results back
[2:30 - 2:37] now the doctor said they think they're not for sure but they think that she could either
[2:37 - 2:46] be having a miscarriage or she could be you know possibly pregnant we don't know we are
[2:46 - 2:52] still waiting for the results it is still to be determined we do not know what's going
[2:52 - 2:59] on now Marty and Skull Kid y'all motherfuckers want to sit there and blow that shit out
[2:59 - 3:06] of proportion y'all need to quit that shit cuz if she really is going through that shit
[3:06 - 3:17] that's scary for me cuz if she is pregnant and she and she is having a miscarriage do
[3:17 - 3:24] you know how it's fucking scary that shit is y'all never had to deal with that shit
[3:24 - 3:32] I have I had to watch my little sister Melissa go through a miscarriage twice and it was
[3:32 - 3:41] the hardest thing ever because I had lost my niece and nephew but the possibly keyword
[3:41 - 3:48] possibly be losing my own child if you've never been a parent you don't understand what
[3:48 - 3:55] that's like if you have I'm pretty sure you're well aware or at least I would hope you would
[3:55 - 4:05] be like Marty Skull Kid you guys need to pack off you know this scare that I'm getting
[4:05 - 4:13] put through right now this scare that I'm dealing with it literally put things into
[4:13 - 4:18] perspective for me it made me realize where I belong it made me realize what I need to
[4:18 - 4:27] be doing it made me realize that I belong with I belong with Megan it made me fucking
[4:27 - 4:32] realize that I belong with her and I need to be with her it made me fucking realize
[4:32 - 4:38] that shit and it made me fucking realize that I have no option but to fucking do what
[4:38 - 4:43] I have to fucking do in order to make it it made me fucking realize that I have no fucking
[4:43 - 4:49] option but to fucking make it and the only way I could do that is without is with y'all
[4:49 - 4:58] little bitches saying the fuck out of the way you don't know how motherfucking scary
[4:58 - 5:04] that shit is if you never gone through it you don't have no right to fucking sit there
[5:04 - 5:12] and judge Skull Kid same with you Marty you don't know how scary that shit is
[5:12 - 5:39] like I said we still don't know what's fully going on yet we're still waiting on results
[5:39 - 5:45] back from the doctors but point being until then there's still that there's still that
[5:45 - 6:01] worry there's still that fear of things going wrong would I like to be a father absolutely
[6:01 - 6:07] I have always wanted to settle down and have a family I've always wanted that ever since
[6:07 - 6:19] I was a kid but that have to be on the edge of possibly having a miscarriage that's nothing
[6:19 - 6:23] that a parent should have to deal with that's one thing that no parent should have to go
[6:23 - 6:35] through for those of you that have gone through that I'm sorry I know what that's like and
[6:35 - 6:49] it's hard it's the hardest thing you could ever go through as a parent it really is like
[6:49 - 6:55] I know people have been reaching out to me and telling me you know stay calm relax take
[6:55 - 7:04] a breather you know don't let it stress you out but the truth is when you're in that kind
[7:04 - 7:11] of a scared moment that's all you can fucking think about I've literally been up and down
[7:11 - 7:24] all night I may slept maybe two hours at the most if that because that's how fucking
[7:24 - 7:39] worried I am that's how scared I am I'm Marty Skull Kid I wish you guys would just back
[7:39 - 7:47] the fuck off and leave me the fuck alone and everybody knows that this is true what
[7:47 - 7:54] I'm about to say if either of you wouldn't have gotten in the fucking way of everything
[7:54 - 8:00] that I'm trying to build of the future I'm trying to build for myself I would actually
[8:00 - 8:10] be making money right now I might actually get somewhere but because you both are so
[8:10 - 8:17] fixated on attacking me and ruining what I'm trying to do that makes it hard for me to
[8:17 - 8:28] build a future for myself for my girl and for my possible child you sit there say oh
[8:28 - 8:35] get a job get a real job get a real job I wouldn't have to worry about getting a fucking
[8:35 - 8:40] nine to five job if you would stay the fuck out of the way and let me do what I fucking
[8:40 - 8:46] need to do to get to where I need to fucking be if you would stay the fuck out of the
[8:46 - 8:51] way and quit fucking coming after me every five fucking seconds I might actually be able
[8:51 - 9:02] to fucking get somewhere but because you two little bitch had knuckleheads I'm fucking
[9:02 - 9:07] stuck in the same spot that I've been stuck in for 11 fucking years because you want
[9:07 - 9:12] to sit there and bitch and whine and moan and act like fucking keyboard warrior little
[9:12 - 9:19] bitches you want to sit there and attack me and hold me back from what I'm trying to
[9:19 - 9:26] do what I'm trying to build and you're not and you and you will literally stop at nothing
[9:26 - 9:38] to ruin that all for your own selfish fucking greed for a fucking laugh I'm not some fucking
[9:38 - 9:43] joke on the internet even though people make me out to try to even though people try to
[9:43 - 9:51] make me out to be a joke I'm really not everything I do I bust my ass on every fucking night
[9:51 - 9:57] every fucking day I put my heart and soul into every single fucking thing that I do
[9:57 - 10:03] every single fucking song every single show every single art piece I do every single
[10:03 - 10:11] fucking note that I touch I put my heart and soul into every fucking time in hopes
[10:11 - 10:16] that I can actually build a future doing something that I truly fucking love to do
[10:16 - 10:29] I want to take this scare that I'm going through
[10:29 - 10:33] this fucking scare that I'm going through really put it in the fucking perspective for
[10:33 - 10:41] me and made me realize that I have no choice but to make it in music I have no options
[10:41 - 10:48] I have nothing else doing my music into my artwork that's all I fucking know that's
[10:48 - 10:57] all I've ever known I have nothing else I don't know any other fucking traits I don't
[10:57 - 11:06] know anything else except music and art yeah sure I can get a gaming sponsorship and become
[11:06 - 11:13] a paid gamer and shit but in order to do that you have to have so many subscribers
[11:13 - 11:18] you have to have so many views you have to have so much of this so much of that and
[11:18 - 11:26] it's bullshit it's all fucking bullshit when I do the gaming live streams of shit that's
[11:26 - 11:35] just me hanging out having fun but my business with my music and my artwork I take that
[11:35 - 11:44] shit seriously I treat that shit like a job from the time I get up at eight o'clock six
[11:44 - 11:53] o'clock five o'clock in the morning you know what I'm fucking doing I'm doing everything
[11:53 - 11:59] I can to make a future through my music and through my fucking artwork every fucking
[11:59 - 12:10] day of the week Sunday through Saturday every fucking day that's what I'm doing whether
[12:10 - 12:17] it's doing a live cover show whether it's showcasing some new songs or you know performing
[12:17 - 12:24] some old songs that I've done whether it be doing cover songs or whatever every fucking
[12:24 - 12:29] day when I wake up from the time I get up I am working on music and artwork all fucking
[12:29 - 12:40] day long all fucking day non-stop why because that's my fucking job and if I'm gonna be
[12:40 - 12:46] doing this for the rest of my life as a job as a career I need to be doing that I need
[12:46 - 12:58] to get used to that but y'all punk motherfuckers that sit there and attack me and troll me
[12:58 - 13:06] and try to make me out to be a joke that ain't no fucking joke you never neither one of
[13:06 - 13:13] you have really and truly been in the music industry neither one of you little fuckheads
[13:13 - 13:21] have never sat there on one to two hours of sleep for an entire week let me tell you
[13:21 - 13:25] something when I first started out I was maybe getting one or two hours of sleep a
[13:25 - 13:35] week that's it one to two hours a week busting my ass all night all day no sleep staying
[13:35 - 13:45] up constantly forcing myself to stay up to perfect my crap but when little motherfuckers
[13:45 - 13:52] like you get in the fucking way and ruin everything I'm trying to build how is that
[13:52 - 14:08] fair to me what are you gaining by doing that do I think your gaming from it is views
[14:08 - 14:16] and that's all you both are after our fucking views and selves and clout and it's ridiculous
[14:16 - 14:22] when you fucking little retards wonder why I fucking left the community why I've been
[14:22 - 14:27] so focused on my music why I've been so focused on my artwork why I've been so focused on
[14:27 - 14:38] doing what I need to fucking do there's a fucking reason you know it's stressful enough
[14:38 - 14:45] going through what I'm fucking going through you don't know how many times over and over
[14:45 - 14:53] work within the last 24 hours that I wanted to fucking break down in the fucking tears
[14:53 - 14:58] you don't know how many times I have broken down in the tears within the last 24 fucking
[14:58 - 15:13] hours not just out of stress but out of worry out of hoping and praying to God that everything's
[15:13 - 15:23] alright and if you've never had a child you don't know what it's like you don't know what
[15:23 - 15:39] it's like to have that fucking fear that scare put into you imagine this imagine you're
[15:39 - 15:45] talking to your girlfriend or your fiance or your wife or whatever and you're sitting
[15:45 - 15:53] there hanging out having a good time and she tells you about her irregular bleeding and
[15:53 - 16:02] it's more than normal and you get a call from the doctors while you're on the phone
[16:02 - 16:09] with her or you're talking to her and you get a call from your doctors saying that they're
[16:09 - 16:20] not sure but there's a good chance that you're either having a child or possibly having a
[16:20 - 16:30] miscarriage let me tell you when I heard those fucking words come out of that doctor's
[16:30 - 16:41] mouth yesterday my heart fucking sank to the pit of my fucking stomach hearing the
[16:41 - 16:54] words that there's a possible miscarriage but they aren't sure what's going on imagine
[16:54 - 17:07] hearing those words uttered out of the doctors mouth as soon as I heard those fucking words
[17:07 - 17:13] me and Kate went both went into fucking shock we were worried and we were scared shitless
[17:13 - 17:33] let me tell you something I've never wanted to hold Megan's so bad in my life when me
[17:33 - 17:43] and Megan got that news it was the scariest thing ever because we don't know what's going
[17:43 - 18:03] on with her they're still doing testing and unless you've had those words uttered to
[18:03 - 18:18] you you have no right to fucking judge me at all yes me and Megan sweat and I was with
[18:18 - 18:27] Caitlin for a while that may be true but she came back looking for a second chance I gave
[18:27 - 18:32] her that second chance because she fucking deserved it because unlike Caitlin Megan didn't
[18:32 - 18:42] do anything to hurt me life got in the fucking way she wound up she wound up taking over
[18:42 - 18:49] her mom's old house she wound up having to fix it up day in and day out because of how
[18:49 - 18:54] bad the damage was they had to go in and fix it every fucking day plus her phone was
[18:54 - 19:05] fucking broke and she had to get a new one and she had to wait to get a new one because
[19:05 - 19:09] all the money that she was gonna use to buy a new phone she had to put towards fixing
[19:09 - 19:29] up the house well let me tell you something what you guys do to me it's not fair it's
[19:29 - 19:38] not fair to anyone and it's especially not fair to me it's not fair to those that you
[19:38 - 19:51] guys be little and take on you want to sit there and talk shit about me go ahead I don't
[19:51 - 19:57] care you can say that I'm a shitty person because of the fact that I dated someone
[19:57 - 20:08] else after I was with Megan not knowing that shit did any of this was going on you can
[20:08 - 20:14] say what you want about me I don't care but the fact of the matter is I'm not some fucking
[20:14 - 20:23] shitty fucking person out the street I'm not some fucking deadbeat I'm not my dad
[20:23 - 20:36] I'm not a fucking deadbeat father I never would be and I know what you're thinking oh
[20:36 - 20:44] how are you gonna pay how are you gonna provide for this child we don't have a job well maybe
[20:44 - 20:50] like I said if you two knuckleheads would stay out of my way I can make fucking money
[20:50 - 20:57] doing what I love to do but no instead I'm left to fucking battle you guys every fucking
[20:57 - 21:06] day because of you guys I have to fight every fucking day the goddamn week just to even
[21:06 - 21:18] keep my merchandise up just keep anything up and you think that's fair you think that's
[21:18 - 21:28] right that you do that when I am working so fucking hard to build a life for myself to
[21:28 - 21:47] be able to build a life doing what I fucking love where is that fair to anyone I just want
[21:47 - 21:48] this to stop
[21:48 - 21:49] [silence]
[21:49 - 21:49] [laughter]
[21:49 - 22:18] [silence]
[22:18 - 22:20] Morning Skull Kid.
[22:20 - 22:23] [silence]
[22:23 - 22:27] I just wish you would leave me alone.
[22:27 - 22:30] And leave the people that I know alone.
[22:30 - 22:33] [silence]
[22:33 - 22:39] Because let me tell you, you don't know the scare that I'm dealing with.
[22:39 - 22:43] You don't know how scary this is.
[22:43 - 22:48] Not only for myself, but for Megan.
[22:48 - 22:56] [silence]
[22:56 - 23:00] You think it's okay to do what you do, but it's not.
[23:00 - 23:04] [silence]
[23:04 - 23:08] You don't know how scared I am right now.
[23:08 - 23:13] How nervous me and Megan are, how worried we are.
[23:13 - 23:16] [silence]
[23:16 - 23:19] I've literally been on the phone all night, up and down with Megan.
[23:19 - 23:24] Because she's been so fucking scared, so fucking worried, just as much as I have.
[23:24 - 23:28] [silence]
[23:28 - 23:33] You're not the one that sat there with her on the phone all night.
[23:33 - 23:42] While she's screaming in pain.
[23:42 - 23:46] You're not the one that sat there and listened to her.
[23:46 - 23:50] Simon would cry herself to sleep.
[23:50 - 23:54] Because of the pain.
[23:54 - 23:58] Because of the fact that she could possibly be losing her child.
[23:58 - 24:07] And the fact that I could possibly be losing mine.
[24:07 - 24:14] You don't know what that's like.
[24:14 - 24:21] And if you don't know what that's like, what right do you have to judge?
[24:21 - 24:41] It doesn't make no damn sense.
[24:41 - 24:55] I just wish you guys understood what's going on.
[24:55 - 25:13] All I ask of you, Marty, and for you, Skull Kid, is that you stop what you're doing to me.
[25:13 - 25:21] Please, let me live my life in peace.
[25:21 - 25:25] That's all I ask.
[25:25 - 25:33] Is that you let me live my life in peace and let me do what I have to do to be able to make a living off of what I love to do.
[25:33 - 25:39] That is all I ask.
[25:39 - 25:45] So please, both of you,
[25:45 - 25:50] leave me and my friends and my girlfriend alone.
[25:50 - 26:00] Please.
[26:00 - 26:09] Thank you.