2020-12-17 Premiere Of my 1st single on Fallen Angels Records

[0:00 - 0:25] What is good? What is good everybody? Um, I actually want to make a surprise for you guys. Um, if y'all don't know, bye now.
[0:25 - 0:46] Um, just recently I got signed to my best friend Marcus's label, Fallen Angels Records, which he wound up creating the label and that he wound up handing ownership over to, you know, mine album, to mine and Graham the Rap Reapers, now manager of Britney.
[0:46 - 1:06] I'm glad Britney looks good, fucking love you sis. But um, I did just drop my very first single on the channel which I'm super ecstatic about, like I'm super excited to actually show you guys the first single off my stuff.
[1:06 - 1:11] So yeah, let's jump right into it man.
[1:11 - 1:23] And on this one I definitely do take it in a whole different direction, like a lot of people think that I'm going to be talking about, you know, depression so that which I am still going to do that but this one it takes it in a whole different direction.
[1:23 - 1:37] Lyrically, content wise, context wise, very very different from my normal stuff, kind of speaking on society and what, you know, happens within that.
[1:37 - 1:43] And so yeah, with that being said, let's check it out.
[1:43 - 1:48] And I want you guys to decide what you think about it.
[1:48 - 1:59] Now keep in mind I just dropped this like not even two minutes ago so I'm super excited to play it back.
[1:59 - 2:08] If it'll do it.
[2:08 - 2:15] Okay, so let's see if it'll work.
[2:15 - 2:40] Let's get rid of all these.
[2:40 - 2:48] So apparently we're gonna have to pull it up on here.
[2:48 - 3:17] So let's go here.
[3:17 - 3:46] And I'm not fucking money what the fuck.
[3:46 - 3:55] I want to go back in the library. All right, here we go.
[3:55 - 4:03] Seeing all this every constantly attacking everybody on the internet. I'm sick of seeing it.
[4:03 - 4:17] This fucking world of the internet I don't get it. It's like we're all stuck in the latest device. We need to get out.
[4:17 - 4:36] You can see in everybody in society, always surrounding themselves with the latest device so it's stuck to the motherfuckers drinking everybody's always bullying everybody up on the fucking internet and thinking that it's fucking cool, but really ain't God, I don't know what the fuck to do I can't.
[4:36 - 4:56] So, fuck you can try to see those cool shit that you're doing to everybody, everybody want to try to solve one for the way that they motherfuckers look for the way that they get for the way that they already don't understand it but we can't just kill it though.
[4:56 - 5:17] I pretty don't understand when they become okay to put someone up on the internet, what happened to the younger generation, I pretty don't fucking understand any of that make any sense.
[5:17 - 5:26] We kind of like this younger generation is doing all the shit. We're not doing anything to stop it.
[5:26 - 5:30] We gotta fucking stop it.
[5:30 - 5:32] We gotta fight it.
[5:32 - 5:37] We gotta make it stop otherwise what are we doing.
[5:37 - 5:47] Everybody's always want to judge the younger generation step up for the things that they fucking do upon the internet.
[5:47 - 6:04] No one said direct fault when the one said teach these fucking kids or do all this negative bullshit as they fucking do and every single fucking day and day, they turn around and fucking blame us for the way that they all weigh.
[6:04 - 6:16] We are the reason that they all feel the way that they all can't win the motherfucking game, and see those generation then talk as he has to do what the fuck to do.
[6:16 - 6:24] All these parents there don't give a fuck about the kids so they don't do anything that they fucking want to.
[6:24 - 6:33] Figured that it's okay to do what they're doing, no really it isn't.
[6:33 - 6:44] Y'all fucking parents said it, they were saying that you don't want your kid to be the way they directed it, why don't you appeal? Fucking parents didn't have any of this fucking technology.
[6:44 - 7:03] You're a parent and every fucking day I'm so sick of seeing all this fucking negativity coming from all these fucking kids, all the cousins, the parents ain't around to warn them of all this motherfucking technology like motherfucking iPhones.
[7:03 - 7:18] All these fucking babies said the kids ain't, they ain't, they ain't trying to write, I wonder why the kid becoming the place that they all goddamn, this shit ain't right, we gotta be the one to make a motherfucking change in the life of a good nigga.
[7:18 - 7:26] This, no one generates you right.
[7:26 - 7:33] I'm so sick of seeing all this hatred, I'm sick of seeing all these younger parents not doing what they need to do.
[7:33 - 7:47] Letting off taking off to take over is stupid. Be a parent to your fucking kid and quit with the bullshit.
[7:47 - 8:02] And there you go, man. That is my new song, "Our Fault," which, like I said, the song basically, in a nutshell, it talks about, you know, how this younger generation of parents, you know, they let all this technology babysit their kids.
[8:02 - 8:15] And then, you know, these kids become the way that they are over time. And then when these kids get older, they blame us, rightfully so, they blame us for the way that they are when really we are the ones to blame.
[8:15 - 8:42] Like, we're the reason that these kids turn out the way they are, and it's basically sending a message to these parents that are doing it, saying, "Hey, stop what you're fucking doing, be a fucking parent to your goddamn kid, and stop letting fucking social media, like fucking Instagram, Facebook, fucking Snapchat, fucking iPhones, like all that shit, like, quit letting that shit fucking parent your kid."
[8:42 - 8:56] If you want to be a parent, be a fucking parent. Stop sitting there and letting fucking technology babysit your kids, because when you do that, you're ultimately giving them free reign to do whatever the fuck they want.
[8:56 - 9:16] And if people wonder why there's so many trolls nowadays, and, like, a lot of people wonder why there are so many trolls on the internet that are trolling people at such a young age, and why a lot of these kids become the way that they are, and this is exactly why.
[9:16 - 9:35] Because we sit there and we let this shit happen. So, ultimately, yes, these kids shouldn't know right from wrong, but at the same time, they don't always know right from wrong, so, ultimately, we are the ones to blame.
[9:35 - 9:49] We are the ones to blame, and if we want that to not happen, we need to do everything we can to make sure that doesn't happen.
[9:49 - 10:06] It's like the music artist, Mars, who runs with, I'm not sure if he's still with psychopathic records or who he's with. You know, being a parent is like letting your kid listen to a certain song.
[10:06 - 10:20] You know, if you don't want your kids listening to a certain type of music, it should be your job as a parent to make sure that kid or your child or whoever doesn't get a hold of that kind of music.
[10:20 - 10:33] Same thing with being a parent with the trolling and the, you know, the bullying. If you don't want your kids to turn out that way, you're supposed to teach that kid, hey, you don't do this.
[10:33 - 10:47] You know, it's not okay to do this. It's not okay to, you know, bully people. It's not okay to, you know, go after people like this. It's not okay to, you know, tell someone to kill themselves.
[10:47 - 10:51] It's not okay to sit there and bully someone that has depression.
[10:51 - 10:59] So ultimately, yeah, a lot of these parents that are, quote unquote, parenting their kids, they're the ones that are to blame.
[10:59 - 11:07] And that song, you know, ultimately speaks on that.
[11:07 - 11:16] I mean, I'm not even a parent and I wouldn't do that shit to my kid. Like if I was a parent, I would actually be a parent to my kid.
[11:16 - 11:29] I wouldn't sit there like fucking technology, you know, run their life. I would actually be a parent, you know, to my kids because my dad was never around when I was younger.
[11:29 - 11:45] So I know what it's like to not have a dad in my life. My mom raised me on her fucking own my entire life. My mom was a single parent her whole life. Well, my whole life, you know, and, you know, so I know what it's like to not have a dad around.
[11:45 - 12:00] And I'm not that kind of person. Like if I'm going to have a kid, I'm going to take responsibility and do everything I can to help raise that kid and teach that kid from right, you know, right from wrong, you know, what, what's okay, what's not okay.
[12:00 - 12:05] And I feel like that's where a lot of these younger generation parents are lacking.
[12:05 - 12:14] They see all this shit going on. They think, oh, you know, it's okay to let my kid be on the computer all day.
[12:14 - 12:24] It's okay to let, you know, them play with an iPad all day. It's okay to let them do this. Kids will be kids. Yes, to a certain extent, kids will be kids.
[12:24 - 12:37] But also at the same time, when you see them doing something wrong, it should be your fucking job as a fucking parent to sit there and be like, hey, you shouldn't be doing this.
[12:37 - 12:45] Play the fucking symbol. If you got fucking kids, be a fucking parent. Stop playing with fucking technology.
[12:45 - 12:56] Run these kids' lives. Y'all younger parents that sit there and do that shit, y'all are the fucking reason why these kids grow up to do the shit that they fucking do.
[12:56 - 13:08] And y'all sit back and wonder, oh, why is my child acting like this? Why is he like this? Why is she like this? Why is she doing this? Why is he doing that?
[13:08 - 13:29] I don't know. Gee, I fucking wonder. It couldn't be because you're sitting there letting technology brainwash your fucking kids. First off, sitting there letting, you know, iPads, computers, all that shit, basically parent your child for you.
[13:29 - 13:39] Yeah, it's okay to let your child be on the Internet and shit like that. I get it. You know, it's the new generation. I grew up around that stuff myself.
[13:39 - 13:55] Hell, I was around when computers first came out. Like, I remember back in fucking fifth grade when we still had to fucking, and I'm sure a lot of y'all that are, you know, from the 90s, a lot of you guys will probably remember this.
[13:55 - 14:04] Some of you that are older than, you know, some of you guys that are from the 80s and 90s, a lot of you guys will remember this kind of stuff.
[14:04 - 14:10] You know, I was raised in a generation back when computers were a brand new thing.
[14:10 - 14:39] Okay, I was born in 90. I was born in 1990. And I was probably in, I'd say fourth or fifth grade, when computers first came out back when they had like for those y'all that remember like the old school black and green screen computers like the computers with the green screen and the black lettering like that's the generation I was raised in.
[14:39 - 14:59] You know, so I kind of got to see the evolution of computers. And even back then, even though technology was this brand new thing, yeah, it's come a long way, it's not gonna lie, but to let your fucking kid get away with the shit they get away with.
[14:59 - 15:27] And then that kid that they bully their parents, then wonder, you know, why this kid did this, you know, why your kid did this, it's because you're not parenting them, you're not teaching them right from wrong, which in turn leads them to bully someone else, which in turn, ultimately leads that kid to eventually either ending their own life,
[15:27 - 15:41] becoming severely fucking depressed for the rest of their freaking life, or sadly and unfortunately, and this is true, but unfortunately, becoming a school shooter.
[15:41 - 16:07] Because that kid's gonna get pushed so fucking far and bullets so bad at a young age that they're eventually going to grow up and, like I said, either take their own life, suffer from severe depression and anxiety, or they're gonna just flat out one day snap and go off and shoot up the freaking school.
[16:07 - 16:15] And they'll either end up dead by gunfire from the police or take their own lives.
[16:15 - 16:32] Like, and young younger parents wonder what's wrong with this younger with this younger generation of kids. Y'all are the fucking reason. Y'all motherfuckers that sit there and don't parent your fucking kids.
[16:32 - 16:49] Y'all sit there and you let technology take over, and then when your kid becomes a school shooter or goes to prison or whatever for doing dumb shit like that, y'all fucking wonder how they got there.
[16:49 - 16:52] Y'all are the fucking reason.
[16:52 - 17:00] You're the fucking parent to your goddamn kid. Stop letting fucking technology fucking run their lives.
[17:00 - 17:10] Play the fucking symbol. You don't want your kid to become a school shooter. You don't want your kid to become a fucking bully or attack anyone.
[17:10 - 17:21] Teach them right from wrong. Don't sit there and say that it's all okay because it's not okay.
[17:21 - 17:34] I'm not saying this to all parents. I'm saying this to the ones that let their kids do this shit. Like, for real.
[17:34 - 17:46] Like, be a fucking parent to your fucking kid and stop letting them do the shit they fucking do.
[17:46 - 17:51] 'Cause I'm gonna tell you, I've been bullied my entire fucking life, and I still get bullied.
[17:51 - 18:01] I get bullied by people like Music Biz Marty all the fucking time. All the fucking time.
[18:01 - 18:05] And it sucks.
[18:05 - 18:12] So I know firsthand what it's like to deal with depression. I know what it's like to be depressed.
[18:12 - 18:20] I know what it means to be on the edge of suicide. 'Cause I've been there many times, especially very recently.
[18:20 - 18:28] A couple weeks ago, when the whole Marty shit started off between me and my now ex,
[18:28 - 18:35] I tried taking my life twice in a row within 48 hours because of the shit that was going on, the shit that Marty caused.
[18:35 - 18:42] I know very well what it's like to be in that position. And it's not a fun place to be in. It fucking sucks.
[18:42 - 18:49] It's the worst place you can ever fucking be in.
[18:49 - 18:58] So for all y'all parents out there that wonder why a lot of this suicide is happening,
[18:58 - 19:07] is because of the fucking bullying. And the bullying gets caused by you not teaching your kid right from wrong.
[19:07 - 19:17] Plain and simple. If you teach your kid right from wrong, maybe a lot of the shit that's going on will fucking stop.
[19:17 - 19:24] Plain and simple. Teach your kid right from wrong. Be a fucking parent.
[19:24 - 19:30] Stop letting the fucking internet and fucking technology babysit your kid.
[19:30 - 19:48] Be a fucking parent to your kid. Stop being a fucking deadbeat.
[19:48 - 19:56] Now, for those that are being bullied, and for those that have gone through,
[19:56 - 20:04] this is actually speaking on a darker subject. For those that have been abused,
[20:04 - 20:10] like I've been over the last several years, I want to share something with you guys.
[20:10 - 20:18] A friend of mine just dropped this music video. His name is Boy Blue. He's more commonly known by Christian James.
[20:18 - 20:22] Shout out to my boy, Christian James. Let's get it, bro. Fucking love you, man.
[20:22 - 20:28] If y'all don't know, the dude's from Australia. He's actually an Australian rapper that I've collabed with many times.
[20:28 - 20:33] The dude's super fucking cool. I've worked with him on several projects at the same time.
[20:33 - 20:37] Absolutely love you guys. It's fun to be around. It's very fun to be around.
[20:37 - 20:42] This is one of the guys that have been in that position that I've been in.
[20:42 - 21:00] This is called Broken Trust. Hold on.
[21:00 - 21:08] I wasn't sure how many days you've had. Let's get it, bro. Good to see you guys do your thing, man.
[21:09 - 22:22] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[22:23 - 22:26] And who decides nothing more than two broken hands?
[22:26 - 22:28] You think your life could find a way?
[22:28 - 22:31] Your life is never meant to leave bruises on your face
[22:31 - 22:34] And you're kind of freaking trust that you're getting to the least of the point
[22:34 - 22:36] This life doesn't mean it's goodbye, but what is this?
[22:36 - 22:38] It's time to prove you're stronger than that
[22:38 - 22:40] You're stronger than him than the one you can
[22:40 - 22:42] You're holding my sleeves on your skin, man
[22:42 - 22:44] How much longer can you hold on the broken glass?
[22:44 - 22:47] You struggle to see if there's no future in your broken past
[22:47 - 22:49] Your broken promise is mixed with broken heart
[22:49 - 22:52] And you're bringing your own time to someone you don't want to know
[22:52 - 22:54] You don't want to stay, but you think you can't know
[22:54 - 22:57] That's all I've got, you've only come to a block in the road
[22:57 - 22:59] Now this sleepless night's best man
[22:59 - 23:02] Laying in agony, petifying a fairy tale, turning into a tragedy
[23:02 - 23:05] Everything you've ever wanted is now what you're afraid of
[23:05 - 23:08] And you're caught in a smoke that you think you can't escape
[23:08 - 23:11] From in a test for the ten, and you think your life could find a way
[23:11 - 23:13] Your life was never meant to leave bruises on your face
[23:13 - 23:16] And you're kind of freaking trust that you're getting to the least of the point
[23:16 - 23:19] This life doesn't mean it's goodbye, but what is this?
[23:21 - 23:29] A boy just caught, says a man, he's quick to hide behind his face
[23:29 - 23:44] And there's also this one right here
[23:50 - 23:53] And I hope this one right here, it looks like she's guys
[23:53 - 23:55] I hope this one right here, it looks like she's guys
[23:55 - 23:58] And it looks like she's guys now that we've been in the 6th spot, I mean
[23:58 - 24:09] If y'all don't know, man, this is going to fuck me up right now, man
[24:09 - 24:12] You know this dude fucking lives on a season of blood right here, man
[24:12 - 24:16] I've been with this dude a lot
[24:17 - 24:19] I'm lost, the connection isn't feeling, not a comma
[24:19 - 24:22] Also with these traits, a liar, a cold babe on the concrete
[24:22 - 24:24] Trapped in my thoughts and the voice, that is not my sign
[24:24 - 24:27] It's not his fault, it's true to me, and it's a fear, a failure
[24:27 - 24:29] It's not a part of me, and that is the side of me
[24:29 - 24:32] And I walked away, and it wants to escape, and I'm figuring it out
[24:32 - 24:34] A man who can break me, is me
[24:34 - 24:36] When you are blind, lit, feeling empty
[24:36 - 24:38] Grab off by the neck, sink your teeth
[24:38 - 24:40] And show that motherfucker you alive is too crazy
[24:40 - 24:42] The only man who can break you is you
[24:42 - 24:46] The way you handle everything that you've been through to find
[24:46 - 24:47] And show that motherfucker you alive is too crazy
[24:47 - 24:48] The way you handle everything that you've been through to find
[24:48 - 24:49] And show that motherfucker you alive is too crazy
[24:49 - 33:07] The way you handle everything that you've been through to find
[33:07 - 33:08] The way you handle everything that you handle to find
[33:08 - 33:57] The way you handle everything that you've been through to find