2020-1-4 Cyrax Explains His Freakout that cost him 100

[0:00 - 0:11] What up y'all it's your boy. You guys may have seen me flip out my boys Suplex's channel
[0:11 - 0:20] and obviously I flipped off the handle but it was for a very good reason. Certain people
[0:20 - 0:27] were running their mouths about me talking shit and you know I've been trying really hard to
[0:27 - 0:35] change and to not flip out on people like that. But for those of you that do support what I do
[0:35 - 0:40] I think you guys deserve to know the truth as well as me having an announcement to make.
[0:40 - 0:57] It's not anything bad, well it kind of is bad, but Schminkelcat decided to make a bet with me.
[0:57 - 1:03] Saying that I couldn't last until next week without flipping out and I was doing good.
[1:03 - 1:11] I was doing very very good when prison might have gone but there's one thing that Schminkelcat
[1:11 - 1:17] said that very very much upset me that I tried not to flip out on that also triggered a lot
[1:17 - 1:26] of other things as well. Which is Schminkelcat asking me what kind of gun I used to kill my
[1:26 - 1:32] best friend Zack Usain when I did not kill him. I had nothing to do with his death. The person
[1:32 - 1:40] that killed my best friend is now sitting in jail for 21+ years on top of whatever else he got
[1:40 - 1:51] for the other stuff that he was connected for. Now something a lot of you people don't know is
[1:51 - 2:03] that I've been doing music for 11 years now and some of the reasons why I'm not getting anywhere
[2:03 - 2:09] is because of people like music biz Marty who have basically tricked me into thinking they
[2:09 - 2:15] were a legitimate record label. People like the Bender Boys, the Dragonati, they all basically
[2:15 - 2:18] tricked me into thinking they were a very legitimate record label when they weren't.
[2:18 - 2:27] They were basically what you people call trolls and I didn't know because I know there's a lot
[2:27 - 2:32] of people that do start their own record labels and so I thought that's genuinely what they were
[2:32 - 2:39] doing. Well it turned out that they were trolling me and that they weren't actually a legitimate
[2:39 - 2:50] label. I mean it's because of these people that troll me that I'm not really getting anywhere
[2:50 - 2:57] because these people see people like the Bender Boys, the Dragonati and so with that trolling me
[2:57 - 3:05] and then they want nothing to do with me. Now I know what a lot of you guys are going to do,
[3:05 - 3:14] a lot of you guys are going to try to use that clip of me flipping out on suplex live stream
[3:14 - 3:21] against me to try to get me and Heather to not be able to get her daughter. Well I'm ready to
[3:21 - 3:30] tell you right now it's not going to happen. I mean you guys can try obviously but I have a
[3:30 - 3:42] very legitimate reason why Shmek can't do what he did he crossed a very very you know deep line
[3:42 - 3:48] when he did what he did. He crossed a very big line that should not have been crossed by asking
[3:48 - 3:57] me what weapon or what kind of gun did I use to shoot my best friend Zach Hussain who was one
[3:57 - 4:06] of my best friends since freshman year of high school and if that's not morally wrong on every
[4:06 - 4:14] level on top of everything else that they've tried to do to me then what is. I try to keep
[4:14 - 4:21] my calm I really did I handle myself very well with prison Mike shout out to prison Mike shout
[4:21 - 4:27] out to John to board a kiki drama kiki what up guys but uh you know I tried my best to keep my
[4:27 - 4:34] cool but something y'all need to realize I'm just I'm only human I'm a human just like you guys
[4:34 - 4:41] and when you back somebody into a corner and you start doing screwed up stuff like that you should
[4:41 - 4:50] kind of expect that person to flip out. Now to Shmek yes we did have a deal but I feel like
[4:50 - 4:58] because of what you did to me asking that specific question whether it was joking around or not I'm
[4:58 - 5:04] backing out of our deal. I am not paying you anything you are not getting a single cent
[5:04 - 5:13] or a single dime. I know what you were trying to do you were trying to get me to flip out by
[5:13 - 5:19] talking shit about me behind my back in front of me saying something you had no right or reason
[5:19 - 5:31] to say. Now to those that did see me flip out that are on my side I do apologize but I figured
[5:31 - 5:35] you guys deserve to know the truth about why it is that I'm not making it in the music industry
[5:35 - 5:41] why I haven't made it in the music industry for the last 11 years it's because of these trolls
[5:41 - 5:47] that keep judging me and making it hard for me to find a record level that actually wants to work
[5:47 - 5:55] with me because they keep on trolling me and making me look bad. So in light of that I just
[5:55 - 6:01] want to say that I will be backing away from music for good like I'll still do covers and stuff on
[6:01 - 6:08] live streams or do you know an upload of a song cover or whatnot like I'll still be doing that
[6:08 - 6:15] but I thought about what you know Schmekel and all that said because a lot of them did bring up
[6:15 - 6:21] good points even you know my own fiance brought up a good point I need to start making money now
[6:21 - 6:28] and the best way I can do that given the circumstances of me having charges against
[6:28 - 6:36] me then I cannot do anything about it this point in time I will actually be looking for a job
[6:36 - 6:45] starting on Monday doing photography full-time or part-time whatever I can get I'm currently
[6:45 - 6:54] taking classes for it through Shaw Academy I'm currently taking courses to get my diploma for
[6:54 - 7:00] that so from here on out you guys won't be hearing any original music from me or anything
[7:00 - 7:08] like that I'll be straight up you know recording you know videos and doing covers like that kind
[7:08 - 7:15] of thing but until I can get money to start funding my own label and start building stuff
[7:15 - 7:24] on my own and creating my own opportunities from the ground up I will be focusing solely on my
[7:24 - 7:31] photography skills and going through the classes to get that I hope you guys are mad at me and I
[7:31 - 7:38] hope you guys understand why I'm doing what I'm doing so I said I just wanted you guys to know
[7:38 - 7:46] the truth and let you guys know what's going on so yeah with that being said I will catch you guys later peace
[7:46 - 7:47] Peace.