2019-10-7 Taking a break - Lost Video (Audio Only)

[0:00 - 0:18] Hey, what's up guys, it's your boy Cyraxx here. Just wanted to make this short little clip for you guys so that you guys know that I will be taking a break from YouTube for a few days, maybe even a few weeks.
[0:20 - 0:31] The reason being because this feud with the Bender boys and this whole drama that's been going on has been weighing on me a lot. It's been very very stressful.
[0:31 - 0:49] And quite honestly, I'm just both mentally and just physically drained and exhausted from all this. So I will be taking a break because of that.
[0:49 - 0:58] And also because I want to focus on, like I said, you guys have been paying attention to my social media. I've been working on a new book.
[0:58 - 1:09] So I definitely want to, you know, put as much time into that as I can. You know, that way I can get that, you know, going so I can actually do something with that.
[1:10 - 1:23] So I will be focusing on that quite a bit. Plus, you know, I haven't even done anything for myself in like a while. It's always been for the last 10 years, just constantly going and going and going.
[1:24 - 1:45] I was going to take breaks before and this and that. But I seriously need the break. I need to force myself to take a break because I've been so just entangled in all this that it's become not good.
[1:46 - 2:00] So I definitely do need a break away from this. Like I said, I'll come back periodically and I might do, you know, a couple hangouts on live and, you know, and kind of chill with you guys.
[2:00 - 2:14] You know what I mean? I'll definitely, you know, pop in every now and then and chill with you guys. But for the most part, I am taking some time for myself, for my family because as you guys know,
[2:15 - 2:25] my mom's boyfriend just had surgery. So I've been helping him a lot, which is another reason too, because, you know, that takes up a lot of time.
[2:25 - 2:43] But I do hope that you guys understand why I'm taking a break. Like I said, I'll try to do live streams when I can, but for the most part, I just I need this time for myself, for my friends, for my family.
[2:44 - 2:55] You know, I'd just be able to do things I've done, done in a long time, like, you know, working on my book, you know, going outside doing photography, you know, all that stuff.
[2:55 - 3:01] But I hope you guys understand why I'm doing this. And yeah,
[3:01 - 3:13] with that being said, I will catch you guys later. I love you guys. You guys are fucking awesome. You guys are amazing. I love you guys. And I will see you guys later. Peace.
[3:13 - 3:14] Peace.
[3:24 - 3:44] What up, y'all? It's your boy, Cyrax, I'm back. But I've just been sitting here watching "Hell on a Cell" on WWE Network, and I came across something from "The Jungle of Drama", where as you guys know, I wasn't able to make today's episode because I was a sleepoast today.
[3:44 - 3:50] Plus, I've been battling with the freaking bender boys for the last God knows how many months.
[3:53 - 4:02] But I noticed something, this Gomez granny banger dude running his mouth about me, talking about how he'd rather listen to DJ somebody else rather than me.
[4:02 - 4:10] Well, all I got to say to you, man, if you don't like my music, or what I do, don't listen. There's other channels to go check out, bro.
[4:10 - 4:14] Like, plain and simple, there's other channels to go check out.
[4:15 - 4:25] But word also has it that Black Dragon had been running his mouth about me a little bit, and whatnot. And the Black Dragon, I'm just telling you this right now, bro.
[4:25 - 4:35] Not trying to start a war with you, not trying to start beef with you, or shit with you, man. Just, if you are talking crap, I don't know if it's true or not, but if you are, stop.
[4:35 - 4:43] Just stop right now, if you are. I don't know if you are or not, but if you are, just please stop.
[4:44 - 4:57] But this message is also going on to the bender boys in any way that, you know, wants to bully me or bully anybody that stands beside me or backs me up.
[4:57 - 5:05] You know, young motherfuckers are fighting for the wrong fucking side if you're backing the bender boys up.
[5:09 - 5:20] Like, I understand that to some of you guys, the bender boys are family, I get it, you gotta look out for your family. But you gotta understand something, the bender boys ain't fucking innocent.
[5:20 - 5:27] And they're not as innocent as they're leading you guys on to believe.
[5:29 - 5:40] As I explained in the last few live streams, they came on to an interview that I was having with Juggalo Drama Alert, aka Boy Blue.
[5:40 - 5:45] They came in during the interview and started running their mouth and that's what started the whole thing.
[5:45 - 5:50] And I tried putting in the rest, they wouldn't let me explain.
[5:51 - 6:01] And yeah, so to the bender boys just know this, you done started a fucking war that I'm well on the verge of winning.
[6:01 - 6:12] And just like I said, nobody may have had the balls to step up to you before and stand up to you. But guess what?
[6:12 - 6:17] You're talking to a motherfucker that does have the balls to stand up to you.
[6:19 - 6:22] See, you guys act like you're so tough.
[6:22 - 6:27] Like, you seriously act like you're hot shit, like you're tough guys.
[6:27 - 6:30] But really, you're not.
[6:30 - 6:36] You're not tough, you're not badasses. If anything, you're just making yourself look bad.
[6:39 - 6:50] Like what I don't get is what's the point of making yourself look bad? Like why do you guys constantly have to come on there and make yourself look bad by attacking people?
[6:50 - 6:52] It doesn't make any sense.
[6:52 - 7:04] Like if you want to get somewhere on your channel, stop focusing on what I'm doing and start focusing on yourselves. Plain and simple.
[7:04 - 7:15] Like, I'm tired of the drama, I'm tired of the beef, I'm tired of the bullshit.
[7:15 - 7:26] You know, as I stated this morning, earlier this morning at like 3am, you know, I'm trying to make this channel a peaceful place, a fun place, a chill place.
[7:27 - 7:36] But how am I supposed to do that when there's a bunch of you and your boys running rampant talking shit and running their mouths?
[7:39 - 8:02] And a side note for all my mods that don't know, I will be taking Spanky's wrench away from him because I did find out that he had talked shit about one of the bender boys' wife, so he will be getting his wrench pulled probably for about a week or so, maybe less, I don't know.
[8:03 - 8:09] It's his first time doing something wrong, so I'm going to take it easy on him.
[8:09 - 8:12] But here's a lesson to any of you mods, man.
[8:12 - 8:20] Just be warned, if you start talking crap about someone's family, you guys can generally expect to get your wrench pulled.
[8:21 - 8:35] If you start something with you, if that person starts something with you and they talk shit about your family and you respond back, you know, by going at them and their family because they did it first, I completely understand.
[8:35 - 8:40] I totally understand it that way. I'm not going to pull your wrench for that.
[8:48 - 9:05] But to the bender boys, you paying, you wanted me to pay you 50 bucks to shut you up or make you a mod on my channel just so you can accept my apology, that's not happening.
[9:05 - 9:12] I'd rather battle you guys to fucking end the time before I give in to you.
[9:16 - 9:19] See, you guys always talk about how you're so badass.
[9:19 - 9:30] And I get that you guys call me a cop caller, but one thing you guys need to realize is young motherfuckers are the ones that push me to call the cops.
[9:30 - 9:44] You guys are the reason I do it. You guys fucking pushed me to that point by attacking me, harassing me, doxing me, putting my name out there, putting my info out there.
[9:44 - 9:52] Like, you don't think that's not a reason to call the police?
[9:52 - 10:02] Like, are you fucking kidding me? You sit there and you bully me and you push me to the point to where I have no choice but to call the cops.
[10:02 - 10:12] And then you turn around and say, oh, why you call the cops? Think about it, stupid. Young motherfuckers pushed me to that point.
[10:13 - 10:19] Yo, Sniper, what's good, bro? How you doing, man?
[10:19 - 10:36] I'm going to get y'all speaking of which sniper, I am going to make you a mod as well, dude.
[10:39 - 10:43] Hey, yo, man, good to go.
[10:43 - 10:56] But I mean, you know, I'm sitting here downloading Destiny 2, you know, watching Hell in a Cell on pay-per-view and just, hey, no problem.
[10:56 - 11:08] Yo, Red Hood, I actually did have a question for you, dude. Red Hood did at any given time, I don't know if you were in the jungle of drama or today at all,
[11:08 - 11:13] but I need to know, did Black Dragon talk shit about me at all today?
[11:13 - 11:18] Because my sister Angel did say that he said some stuff about me.
[11:18 - 11:28] I don't know if he was backing me up or attacking me, but can you or can you not confirm whether or not Black Dragon was talking crap?
[11:36 - 11:40] Oh, this ain't safe forever.
[11:40 - 11:57] Sorry, I'm sitting here fucking downloading Destiny 2 for the first time. It's honestly taking longer than freaking Warframe does, and Warframe took a while.
[11:57 - 12:16] Oh, definitely, man. Oh, maybe you can do message me. Like, message me right now, I'm a messenger, so I know what to call you.
[12:25 - 12:27] Oh, nice, that's what's up, dude.
[12:27 - 12:35] Dude, I actually saw the new Joker movie, man. That's actually some good shit. I'm fucked with the new Joker movie. I love it.
[12:41 - 12:49] But yeah, Sniper Elite, if you can message me right now on Messenger to call you, I'll know to do it.
[12:49 - 13:03] Because I've been dealing with so much that I'll go to call somebody. I'll tell them that I'll call them right after I'm done, and I'll have so much shit going on that it'll just slip my mind.
[13:03 - 13:16] I, thanks, dude.
[13:24 - 13:48] I just got the message, man. I literally had to sit there and... Dude, like I said last night, man, we all need to gather up, me, you, everybody that the fucking vendor boys are talking shit about, we need to get together and we need to battle these guys and take a stand.
[13:50 - 13:54] Like, seriously, this is some bullshit.
[13:54 - 14:05] It's just, it's just...
[14:05 - 14:16] Yeah, dude, I changed it because of the fact that I'm actually working on a book that's actually largely based off of the, the Life of Strange game series.
[14:17 - 14:21] Huge fan of the Life of Strange games, man. Huge fan.
[14:21 - 14:33] But I was playing the first one a while back, and like, I don't know, man, just Chloe Max just ultimately became, you know, one of my favorite couples from that series.
[14:33 - 14:43] Like, it's just a boss-ass couple. Even though they like being couple, I don't give a fuck. Like, they're awesome.
[14:43 - 15:03] Oh, definitely, dude. Dude, you guys want some fucking metal shit? I got some metal shit for you. Hold the fucking phone.
[15:11 - 15:15] Dude, you're talking to a melodic scream vocalist.
[15:15 - 15:19] Let's do this shit.
[15:19 - 15:34] Let's see.
[15:38 - 15:42] I'm going to pull it up on YouTube here.
[15:42 - 15:46] Well, I'll wait for that to download.
[15:46 - 15:52] It's like 41%, so I just want to take its time.
[15:52 - 16:02] I hate to say it, but yes, I got rid of Battlefield 4 on here.
[16:03 - 16:09] I actually have played through the story mode of Battlefield 4. Huge fan of it. I've played through it several times.
[16:09 - 16:20] Oh, come on, YouTube. Don't do that shit now. Come on, work. Work, motherfucker, work. Thank you.
[16:20 - 16:23] God damn.
[16:23 - 16:41] Yeah, I got to wait for it to load up.
[16:41 - 17:05] And, of course, it would take forever to fucking load. All right, there we go.
[17:06 - 17:22] Okay.
[17:47 - 17:51] Let's see. What song do I want to belt out for you?
[17:51 - 17:55] Actually, I know that I've got one for you.
[17:55 - 17:57] Okay.
[17:58 - 18:00] Wow.
[18:00 - 18:19] Oh, my God.
[18:19 - 18:22] Please forgive me. It's been forever.