Original upload date: October 4th, 2019 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:06] Yo, what up Boogeyman? It's ya boi. The one that was serious. You know who I am. I ain't
[0:06 - 0:13] gonna fucking say it. What's good, yo? But this message is from my dude Boogeyman. Um,
[0:13 - 0:20] he started to doubt that I didn't do anything that, you know, he basically started to doubt
[0:20 - 0:28] and second guessed himself about, you know, the whole issue of candle and whatnot. Well,
[0:28 - 0:34] Boogeyman, I can reassure you 110%. I had nothing to do with Canada's debt. Like I've
[0:34 - 0:39] got, and I know a lot of people are sitting there saying, Oh, well, you know, I called,
[0:39 - 0:46] you know, her landlord and this and that. Yes, that is true. But what happened was,
[0:46 - 0:54] like I said, and I've, I've explained this to you when you spoke to me and you let me
[0:54 - 1:03] know that her landlord was talking shit about me. I confronted him. He thought I was her.
[1:03 - 1:10] And when he figured out that I was not her, he had me call him and he gave me his number
[1:10 - 1:31] and you call him. Like, for real, I've got plenty more proof to show you that it was
[1:31 - 1:42] not me, like I can show you fucking proof for days, dude. Hell, even to show where the
[1:42 - 1:49] gamer can show you that it wasn't me, dude. Even my best, one of my now new best friends,
[1:49 - 1:54] Heather, can show you that it wasn't me, AKA Karma. She can show you that it wasn't
[1:54 - 2:03] me. Like, for real, and like Karma said, she's not speaking, you know, the dead one. She
[2:03 - 2:11] said this and neither was I, but I agree with her when she did say that the only one responsible
[2:11 - 2:18] for Candles death is herself. She chose the cowards way out. She chose to take her life.
[2:18 - 2:24] Nobody put a gun to her head and told her to do it. That was on her. That was her decision.
[2:24 - 2:30] That was her choice. Now, the motherfuckers that ain't letting this shit die are wicked
[2:30 - 2:37] clown like wicked something entertainment and all those guys over there on the drug
[2:37 - 2:43] wall drama or that keep bringing it up and people like Jesse Albera who keep bringing
[2:43 - 2:52] it up when I'm trying to be respectful of you and drop the shit. So honestly, dude,
[2:52 - 2:57] if I were you, I would say something to all these fucking people and get them to back
[2:57 - 3:03] off. Because if you have not seen the video on Sir Shomer the Gamer's account recently,
[3:03 - 3:11] actually last night, I did make a livestream with him apologizing for what I said for
[3:11 - 3:16] the millionth freaking time and I explained why I said what I said. And I explained to
[3:16 - 3:27] them that I do regret what I said. But that shit needs to stop man. I'm 29 years old.
[3:27 - 3:33] I'm a grown ass adult. I don't have time for this bullshit. Good God. I'm gonna be 30 fucking
[3:33 - 3:42] years old next year. I don't have time for this. This is my last year of my 20s. This
[3:42 - 3:48] whole next year is my last year of my 20s. I don't have time for this shit. I want to
[3:48 - 3:54] be able to enjoy my last year before I hit 30. I want to actually be able to do something
[3:54 - 4:08] with my life. Well, you know, all these fucking idiots running around here clapping their
[4:08 - 4:18] jaws like little fucking high school kids is annoying as fuck. And like it's stupid
[4:18 - 4:24] annoying like come the fuck on, dude. Grow the fuck up and do something what you got
[4:24 - 4:35] them like. Instead of running your goddamn mouth like an idiot, not talking to you,
[4:35 - 4:42] man. I'm talking to these other fucking idiots that have been running their mouth like, you
[4:42 - 4:48] know, the shit needs to stop in the creepy fucking shit from Jesse Alvarez needs to
[4:48 - 4:55] stop 100% said they're saying he's gonna be coming here to see me and sending me blood
[4:55 - 5:04] soaked letters and making bomb threats and then backpedaling on what he said. Like in
[5:04 - 5:09] speaking on that, I want to bring this up to Jesse. I know you're fucking watching
[5:09 - 5:15] it. I know you're fucking watching this shit, you little douchebag. First, you sit there
[5:15 - 5:19] and you threaten to blow my mom's car up and then you sit there and you backpedal
[5:19 - 5:25] by saying that you're that you never said that, dude, I got screenshots proven that
[5:25 - 5:40] you said it. And that's the thing, dude. And psycho clown, I already apologized for what
[5:40 - 5:46] I had said a million times over. Why should I have to fucking, you know, why should I
[5:46 - 5:51] have to apologize a million times more? It makes no sense. And I'm sorry, but I'm not
[5:51 - 5:57] going to sit here and like I'll accept what I did. Yeah, I'll admit what I did was wrong.
[5:57 - 6:04] I'll admit that. But the one thing I will not accept is all these fucking assholes
[6:04 - 6:15] constantly attacking me over and over and over and over. Now that psycho clown, I'm
[6:15 - 6:22] actually going to go onto the thing I'm actually going to make. I'm going to go on the stream
[6:22 - 6:30] yard and I'm going to invite you in. I'll actually invite you in so I can explain everything
[6:30 - 6:35] on stream yard. So give me a minute to set that up and I will send you the link and
[6:35 - 6:46] I will invite you in so I can explain everything. And if you don't know, there was actually
[6:46 - 6:52] a account of me going around. Sir Shromer, the gamer knows about it. Boogeyman knows
[6:52 - 7:07] about it. My personal good friend. Sam, she knows about it.
[7:07 - 7:08] [Silence]
[7:28 - 7:40] We're in the broadcast studio here.
[7:45 - 7:49] All right, like I said, dude, I don't want no bad blood or anything.
[7:49 - 7:50] You know what I mean?
[7:50 - 7:52] I don't want any bad blood.
[7:52 - 7:57] I just wanna clear this shit up to prove once and for all that I had
[7:57 - 8:02] nothing to do with her unfortunate suicide.
[8:02 - 8:03] I wanna clear that up.
[8:13 - 8:16] All right, man, I just sent you the link, that's the link to it.
[8:16 - 8:20] Go ahead and drop on in, dude, for the rest of y'all.
[8:20 - 8:23] Bounce up off here, the stream will be streamed onto here.
[8:23 - 8:25] I don't know if it'll work, I'm gonna try.
[8:25 - 8:29] Hopefully it works, I don't know.
[8:29 - 8:31] Like I said, I'm not used to StreamYard.
[8:31 - 8:36] I'm used to doing it on here or on like YouNow or Live.me.
[8:36 - 8:37] I'm used to that.
[8:37 - 8:40] I'm not used to streaming from StreamYard, I've never used it.
[8:40 - 8:41] It's a first for me.
[8:41 - 8:49] So yeah, Cygo Clown, go ahead and drop on over, dude.
[8:49 - 8:54] And I'll explain everything, you can speak your piece.
[8:54 - 9:00] And let's just do it respectfully, no calling names, no getting pissed.
[9:00 - 9:05] No talking shit, just clearing the air and
[9:05 - 9:09] getting this done all worth once and for all, peace.
[9:09 - 9:13] >> All right, so apparently he did a hangout.
[9:13 - 9:19] The start of a new chapter in my life, one hour ago.
[9:19 - 9:30] >> What's up guys, it's your boy Cyrax.
[9:30 - 9:39] And I just wanted to make this short video, saying thank you to everybody,
[9:39 - 9:42] that has stood by me since last year.
[9:42 - 9:50] In this long hard, and just crazy tough battle.
[9:50 - 9:57] Like, ever since November of last year, things have been very, very hard.
[10:02 - 10:10] You know, I ain't been living in fear for the last year.
[10:10 - 10:19] So since the November of last year, I've been living in fear, being scared.
[10:19 - 10:25] Not able to go outside, not able to do anything with my family.
[10:25 - 10:29] Always being cooped up in my house.
[10:29 - 10:40] Afraid for my family, afraid for my own life, afraid for my friends' lives.
[10:40 - 10:45] This last year has actually taught me a lot.
[10:45 - 10:53] [MUSIC]
[10:53 - 10:59] It taught me a lot about being bullied, being harassed,
[10:59 - 11:01] and more and more, it taught me a lot about life.
[11:01 - 11:04] >> That's all I had.
[11:04 - 11:06] >> As you guys are well aware.
[11:06 - 11:08] >> I have this recording of the video.
[11:08 - 11:14] >> You know, me and Kendall, we didn't necessarily have the best history together.
[11:14 - 11:14] >> Yeah.
[11:14 - 11:22] >> And you know, we were constantly fighting with each other.
[11:25 - 11:31] You know, and authorities got involved,
[11:31 - 11:35] they really shouldn't have gotten involved to begin with, to be honest with you.
[11:35 - 11:43] But, you know, even [INAUDIBLE]
[11:43 - 11:55] And I sent some stuff after her death that were very, very messed up.
[11:56 - 12:00] Which I did apologize for many times over.
[12:00 - 12:11] You know, even though we fought, and we didn't always get along.
[12:11 - 12:20] Even though me and her best friend Paul, I still cared about her.
[12:21 - 12:28] You know, even though we fought, she was still one of my best friends.
[12:28 - 12:34] You know, I can honestly say in a lot of ways, I do miss her.
[12:34 - 12:37] I don't miss the fighting, I don't miss the threats,
[12:37 - 12:40] I just miss having that friend, you know?
[12:40 - 12:45] Like this year's been tougher her death.
[12:47 - 12:54] The attack, pin called the murderer, it's been a lot.
[12:54 - 12:57] It's been one hell of a freaking ride.
[12:57 - 13:03] But I can honestly say, and probably say now that that war is over.
[13:03 - 13:08] And I wanna say thank you to everybody that, you know,
[13:08 - 13:10] has stood by me since day one.
[13:10 - 13:14] And even enemies that have recently become friends of mine.
[13:16 - 13:21] You know, they have started to understand where I was coming from, you know?
[13:21 - 13:24] You guys are, you guys are fucking awesome.
[13:24 - 13:33] Like, and I can't say it feels good.
[13:33 - 13:38] It feels very good to finally let all of this go after a year and
[13:38 - 13:40] to finally be free of all this.
[13:43 - 13:48] Like now that this whole war is done and over,
[13:48 - 13:52] you know, I can finally move on with my life.
[13:52 - 13:55] I can do things I haven't been able to do since last year.
[13:55 - 14:01] You know, I can go outside and do my photography again, like I used to do.
[14:01 - 14:05] I can, you know, shoot the films I wanna shoot that I've been planning for
[14:05 - 14:10] for months, you know, I can start focusing on my book writing.
[14:10 - 14:17] I can start releasing more music and pushing my music, like I can go outside and
[14:17 - 14:21] see my friends again without having to put off hanging out with them.
[14:21 - 14:32] This last year, I spent living in so much fear that I can honestly say it
[14:32 - 14:38] almost ruined my life, you know?
[14:38 - 14:42] This whole past year, you know,
[14:42 - 14:46] between all the fighting and the death threats, it's been very hard.
[14:46 - 14:58] And, you know, and not a lot of people understood where I was coming from
[14:58 - 15:04] with the whole, you know, being glad that Campbell was dead thing.
[15:04 - 15:09] And nobody really understood that until one of my enemies turned friend very
[15:09 - 15:17] recently over the last 48 hours, who I finally had the chance to sit down and
[15:17 - 15:25] talk with and explain, you know, why I said that awful thing that I said,
[15:25 - 15:29] which I do sincerely regret, and I am sorry for saying that.
[15:34 - 15:39] But for those of you that don't understand why I said it or you're confused,
[15:39 - 15:45] I'm going to explain to you guys what went down.
[15:45 - 15:55] Before Paul and Kendall got together, me and Kendall were together.
[15:55 - 16:02] My best friend Allison had introduced us on Facebook.
[16:02 - 16:08] And her and Allison had, you know, gone to high school together.
[16:08 - 16:12] They were really good friends growing up.
[16:12 - 16:19] But, you know, like I said, Allison introduced us.
[16:19 - 16:24] And me and Kendall dated for a couple months.
[16:24 - 16:26] And things just didn't work out, you know?
[16:28 - 16:32] Like, things went bad really fast.
[16:32 - 16:35] And it wasn't anything on me or her.
[16:35 - 16:38] It's just, you know, a combination of different things.
[16:38 - 16:40] It just wasn't working.
[16:40 - 16:44] We wound up splitting.
[16:44 - 16:53] I had actually went to block her on Facebook because some of the stuff that caused us to split,
[16:53 - 16:59] she didn't -- some of the stuff she said that caused us to split, like, they really hurt me a lot.
[16:59 - 17:03] So I wound up blocking her.
[17:03 - 17:08] And, you know, no sooner than I blocked her,
[17:08 - 17:17] one of my good friends had sent me a video of her harassing me and attacking me
[17:17 - 17:21] and spreading false lies about me on Facebook.
[17:21 - 17:28] And I'm not having a way to get a hold of her at the time.
[17:28 - 17:32] Because as you guys know, around that time, Facebook was having a lot of issues.
[17:32 - 17:36] Certain people could be blocked and not unblocked.
[17:36 - 17:41] Well, I went to go unblock her and to talk to her.
[17:41 - 17:45] But Facebook wouldn't let me, for whatever reason.
[17:45 - 17:49] I don't know why, but it would not let me unblock her.
[17:50 - 17:53] So I didn't next watch what thing I could.
[17:53 - 17:58] And I took to my YouTube channel.
[17:58 - 18:04] And I made a video, you know, calling her out on some of the messed up stuff she was saying.
[18:04 - 18:08] Like, I basically attacked her when I did not.
[18:08 - 18:15] That I was mentally insane, which clearly I'm not insane.
[18:16 - 18:21] I might act like it throughout my musical, like I said before, that's just my persona.
[18:21 - 18:23] That's my stage persona.
[18:23 - 18:26] Like, that's not me as a person.
[18:26 - 18:29] As a person, I'm genuinely sane.
[18:29 - 18:39] But apparently she saw the video.
[18:39 - 18:42] And I even asked her several times to please stop.
[18:44 - 18:47] Like, I asked her many times, even over the phone.
[18:47 - 18:49] I asked her to, you know, please stop.
[18:49 - 18:54] And was wondering why she was attacking me for no reason.
[18:54 - 18:58] And I never really got a response.
[18:58 - 19:06] Like, she never really told me why she was attacking me.
[19:06 - 19:14] And that's all I ever really wanted was an explanation as to why she was attacking me.
[19:14 - 19:22] And she took to YouTube just like I had to continue the attacks on them.
[19:22 - 19:26] And that's where a lot of the fighting began.
[19:26 - 19:41] And that whole fighting process lasted roughly all the way up to around January of this year.
[19:42 - 19:45] It had stopped for a while and then picked back up.
[19:45 - 20:00] But what had happened was I had called Paul just to talk to him because I haven't heard
[20:00 - 20:02] from him in like a while before that.
[20:02 - 20:05] He was busy with his life.
[20:05 - 20:06] I was busy with mine.
[20:06 - 20:09] You know, we weren't mad at each other.
[20:09 - 20:16] Just we both got so busy that, you know, we, you know, you know, I guess, you know,
[20:16 - 20:22] you get busy with life, you know, you tend to not keep up with the people
[20:22 - 20:23] that you want to be able to keep up with.
[20:23 - 20:26] And that's how things happen for me and Paul.
[20:26 - 20:29] We just kind of lost touch in a sense.
[20:29 - 20:34] But I decided to call him the one day and say, what's up?
[20:35 - 20:42] Not aware. And at this point, I was unaware that him and Paul and Candel were together.
[20:42 - 20:43] I was unaware of that.
[20:43 - 20:48] I called him to say what's up.
[20:48 - 20:57] You know, when the fighting started back up, you know, later on down the line,
[20:57 - 21:07] I called to say what's up. But before that, I found out that, like, you know,
[21:07 - 21:11] after the fighting stopped, and then it started back up.
[21:11 - 21:18] When it started back up again, I found out that Paul and Candel were together.
[21:18 - 21:25] Which coming from a standpoint, I was not okay with, but there was nothing I could really do.
[21:25 - 21:30] And, you know,
[21:30 - 21:38] they were going through some core battles with Candel's Ex-Wendlord.
[21:38 - 21:47] And they had brought out the fact that Candel's Ex-Wendlord was talking crap about me.
[21:47 - 21:51] And naturally, I wanted to confront him.
[21:52 - 21:56] I wanted to find out, you know, why this guy was talking crap about me,
[21:56 - 22:00] or who this guy was or how he even found out about me.
[22:00 - 22:14] So I genuinely asked Paul and Candel for this man's Facebook link.
[22:14 - 22:18] So, you know, then I can confront the guy and ask him, hey, you know,
[22:18 - 22:21] I heard you were talking crap. You know, why are you doing this?
[22:21 - 22:27] Like, what's your reason? Like, what did I do to you to make you want to attack me?
[22:27 - 22:36] Well, I found out that this guy was not attacking me in any way.
[22:36 - 22:42] In fact, when I confronted the man, when I confronted her Ex-Wendlord,
[22:42 - 22:46] he thought I was Candel at first.
[22:50 - 22:54] And then, you know, I told him, like, no, this is who I am.
[22:54 - 22:57] You know, I'm not Candel.
[22:57 - 23:02] And once we had established that I wasn't her,
[23:02 - 23:06] he sent me his phone number and asked me to call him.
[23:06 - 23:09] And that's when me and him talked.
[23:09 - 23:14] And right around that time is when things really started to get out of control,
[23:14 - 23:17] because I didn't know what to believe.
[23:17 - 23:22] Because on one hand, I had her Ex-Wendlord telling me
[23:22 - 23:27] how shitty of a person she was and all the stuff she had supposedly done.
[23:27 - 23:33] And then on the other hand, I had Paul and Candel telling me that this man was talking crap.
[23:33 - 23:39] And I didn't know what to believe. I was confused.
[23:39 - 23:45] So I tried my best to, you know, clarify both sides.
[23:45 - 23:48] I wanted to give both sides of the story.
[23:48 - 23:51] I wanted to find out why her landlord was saying what he was saying.
[23:51 - 24:01] And, you know, as well as to get Paul and Candel's side, you know, on the whole situation.
[24:01 - 24:09] Well, me and Candel and Paul started going at it again.
[24:09 - 24:13] And it got to the point to where we just stopped speaking.
[24:14 - 24:18] It actually got so bad to the point to where the FBI had gotten called.
[24:18 - 24:23] They had made the matter stop for a good while.
[24:23 - 24:28] Well, during that time period, I had done a lot of thinking.
[24:28 - 24:33] And it was like, you know, like, I want to call Paul and see how he's doing.
[24:33 - 24:38] Because just to check up on, because I know he was going through a lot.
[24:41 - 24:46] Um, I had wanted to just call and check up on him, see how he's doing.
[24:46 - 24:50] Like, hey, you know, it's been a while and whatnot.
[24:50 - 24:56] Well, I didn't, I was not aware that he had cheated on Candel at that time.
[24:56 - 25:00] And when I called him to talk to him,
[25:00 - 25:09] basically what happened was Candel was right in the middle of yelling at him or cheating on him
[25:09 - 25:11] when I called and I was unaware of this.
[25:11 - 25:18] Like, I was unaware of the situation at that point.
[25:18 - 25:21] Well, she started yelling at me.
[25:21 - 25:28] After Paul, I told her, you know, who he was talking to.
[25:28 - 25:30] Because she was like, oh, who are you talking to?
[25:30 - 25:33] And he had told her that it was me.
[25:39 - 25:44] And she had said some something like along the lines of why are you talking to that asshole?
[25:44 - 25:46] You should be talking to me and blah, blah, blah.
[25:46 - 25:50] And I told her that she needed to chill the hell out
[25:50 - 25:54] because I was unaware of what was going on.
[25:54 - 25:59] I floutered that she needed to chill the fuck out and settle down.
[25:59 - 26:04] And then I don't know why she was going off on me.
[26:04 - 26:08] Well, Paul walked outside to talk to me.
[26:08 - 26:10] He explained everything.
[26:10 - 26:12] And I apologize for interrupting right then and there.
[26:12 - 26:13] I'm like, look, I'm sorry.
[26:13 - 26:16] I didn't know you were in the middle of getting yelled at.
[26:16 - 26:16] I'm sorry.
[26:16 - 26:27] Well, you know, after that, like, we were cool for a while.
[26:27 - 26:30] You know, we were all cool for a while.
[26:33 - 26:41] And then, like, something happened between that,
[26:41 - 26:48] between the time that we had stopped talking in July,
[26:48 - 26:53] that made Kendall want to end her life.
[26:53 - 26:55] And I was unaware of this.
[26:55 - 27:00] I had no clue that she was thinking about ending her life.
[27:00 - 27:08] Basically, what happened was that night before,
[27:08 - 27:11] I had stayed up working on some stuff for a very good friend of mine.
[27:11 - 27:17] And it was like four in the morning once I got done.
[27:17 - 27:19] So I was, like, super tired.
[27:19 - 27:24] I fell asleep for some reason.
[27:24 - 27:28] Like, normally, I wake up at noon when I fall asleep like that.
[27:29 - 27:32] But I woke up at, like, four in the afternoon.
[27:32 - 27:39] And I woke up to get on my Chromebook here.
[27:39 - 27:46] And, you know, I went to hop on YouTube and wake up, have some coffee and whatnot.
[27:46 - 27:51] And then that's when I discovered the notification
[27:51 - 27:57] on my YouTube that Paul had commented on one of my videos,
[27:58 - 28:02] stating that he had hoped that I was happy because Kendall was dead.
[28:02 - 28:09] And no sooner than I saw that comment,
[28:09 - 28:12] I immediately got ahold of our friend James.
[28:12 - 28:15] I figured, you know, Paul was upset.
[28:15 - 28:17] He didn't want to talk about it.
[28:17 - 28:23] Well, I got ahold of James.
[28:24 - 28:29] He had a general idea of why she had ended her life,
[28:29 - 28:32] which I didn't notice at the time, but Kendall was battling,
[28:32 - 28:37] you know, issues with CSB trying to be called on her.
[28:37 - 28:43] People attacking her that I had no idea were attacking her.
[28:43 - 28:48] And just different stuff in general.
[28:48 - 28:53] Well, since he didn't have all the answers,
[28:53 - 28:57] I hung up with him, and I got ahold of Paul.
[28:57 - 29:02] And that's when I found out that Kendall had unfortunately
[29:02 - 29:05] taken her life by sweating her wrists.
[29:05 - 29:10] And at first, I didn't want to believe it
[29:10 - 29:13] because I had found out from several people that she had had a history
[29:13 - 29:18] of pulling messed up stuff like that before as a joke.
[29:18 - 29:22] And at first, I thought it was all an elaborate prank.
[29:22 - 29:24] You know, and I dug deep.
[29:24 - 29:29] I mean, I dug deep to expose this, what I thought was a joke,
[29:29 - 29:34] what I thought was a little scheme to give back at me for whatever reason.
[29:34 - 29:42] And then when I found out that it was for real, I genuinely felt bad.
[29:42 - 29:50] And then, you know, people kept on attacking me, calling me a murderer,
[29:52 - 29:54] saying that I pushed her to suicide.
[29:54 - 30:01] And, you know, I was trying to say, looking back, knowing all the fights,
[30:01 - 30:05] all the fighting that me and her did back and forth,
[30:05 - 30:08] I can kind of see where you guys are coming from back now.
[30:08 - 30:18] But I want you guys to know that I did not cause her to end her life.
[30:18 - 30:21] I was not, that was not the only reason there was a lot of things going on.
[30:22 - 30:28] But, you know, people are calling me a murderer, sending me death threats.
[30:28 - 30:34] One person, Jesse Alvaro, had threatened to blow my mom's car up,
[30:34 - 30:40] which is when I got the police involved because I didn't know if they were being for real or not.
[30:40 - 30:44] So I was fearful for my life and my family's lives.
[30:44 - 30:49] So I called the police to get them involved because I did not know
[30:49 - 30:52] whether it was actually going to happen or not.
[30:52 - 30:54] I was afraid for my family's life.
[30:54 - 31:00] And when I said that very messed up thing that I probably should have
[31:00 - 31:06] kept my mouth shut about, which is the whole deal of, I'm glad she was dead,
[31:06 - 31:13] which I've explained this a little bit before, but allow me to explain further into it.
[31:13 - 31:19] After me and Kandla had split it, she had sent me a voice message,
[31:19 - 31:23] which I've been trying to find, but I can't find anywhere.
[31:23 - 31:29] Like, I don't know where it went, but I had this audio recording
[31:29 - 31:34] of her threatening to shoot me and put me in a body bag for whatever reason.
[31:34 - 31:40] And coming from that and thinking back on that,
[31:43 - 31:48] on that very situation as well as many of the other times she had threatened me.
[31:48 - 31:53] What was going through my head when I said that I was glad she was dead,
[31:53 - 31:58] I was coming from the point of view of being scared for my family.
[31:58 - 32:05] See, I was coming from the point of view of she can no longer harm my family.
[32:05 - 32:09] This person cannot do harm to me or my family.
[32:09 - 32:12] I don't have to worry about being killed.
[32:12 - 32:15] I don't have to worry about my family's lives being in danger.
[32:15 - 32:21] And that's why I said that, and I do regret it.
[32:21 - 32:28] But I didn't say it to be mean or heartless.
[32:28 - 32:31] I said it because I was afraid for my family's life.
[32:31 - 32:35] I was afraid for my life and my family's life.
[32:35 - 32:40] Because I didn't know if she was able to or not.
[32:40 - 32:43] I didn't know whether she was actually going to try to kill me or not.
[32:43 - 32:45] I was afraid.
[32:45 - 32:48] I was afraid for myself.
[32:48 - 32:51] And more importantly, I was afraid for my family.
[32:51 - 32:54] Just like when Jesse Alvarez sent that bomb threat
[32:54 - 33:01] to me the other day, threatening my life and my family's lives
[33:01 - 33:05] and putting all our lives in danger with that threat.
[33:08 - 33:12] And looking back now, it is in a way kind of laughable,
[33:12 - 33:14] but it's really not laughable.
[33:14 - 33:20] Because you never really know if somebody's going to do something very messed up
[33:20 - 33:24] and actually follow through with their intended threats or not.
[33:24 - 33:32] And me being a normal human being, I was afraid for my family's lives
[33:32 - 33:36] because I did not know if Jesse had that kind of power.
[33:36 - 33:41] I did not know if he was actually going to hurt me and my family or not.
[33:41 - 33:42] I didn't know.
[33:42 - 33:52] And that's why I said what I said about Kendall.
[33:52 - 33:56] Because I was afraid for my life and I was afraid for my family's lives.
[33:56 - 34:02] And if you guys did not catch the live show and it was
[34:02 - 34:08] search on We Are The Gamer, where I apologized, I just want to say
[34:08 - 34:10] to all you guys that I did hurt.
[34:10 - 34:16] I want to say I'm sorry to you guys for saying that.
[34:16 - 34:20] And I hope you guys understand why I said what I said now.
[34:20 - 34:28] And I just hope that God, this whole war that I've been fighting with everyone,
[34:28 - 34:32] is I just hope it's finally over.
[34:33 - 34:36] And then I can finally move on with my life.
[34:36 - 34:47] Again, I hope you guys will allow me to move on with my life.
[34:47 - 34:53] And, you know, and hopefully start supporting me.
[34:53 - 35:00] And, you know, allow me to show you that I'm not this awful evil person
[35:01 - 35:03] that people have made me out to be.
[35:03 - 35:12] I hope that I can show you guys that not only through my music, not only through my videos,
[35:12 - 35:19] but just by simply talking to me and talking with you guys and me getting to know you guys.
[35:19 - 35:25] I really do hope that this war is over.
[35:25 - 35:29] Because there have been many things spread about me that were not true,
[35:30 - 35:33] which I hope has been finally put to a stop.
[35:33 - 35:40] And in all honesty, I hope that we can finally put this war to rest.
[35:40 - 35:44] Because honestly, I'm tired of fighting.
[35:44 - 35:46] I don't want to fight.
[35:46 - 35:47] I never wanted to fight.
[35:47 - 35:54] But I got left with no choice but to fight for myself and for my family.
[35:59 - 36:00] And it sucked.
[36:00 - 36:08] But I just want to say that I hope this war is over.
[36:08 - 36:14] And again, to all you guys that I did hurt and I did offend by saying what I said.
[36:14 - 36:20] You know, again, I'm sorry for what I said about Kendall.
[36:20 - 36:23] And I do hope that you guys understand where I'm coming from now.
[36:23 - 36:28] Because like you guys, I care about my family.
[36:29 - 36:31] I care about their well-being.
[36:31 - 36:39] And you know, I don't want anything bad to happen to them.
[36:39 - 36:42] Because my family is all I've got.
[36:42 - 36:45] You only have one family.
[36:45 - 36:50] You only get one set of parents.
[36:54 - 36:59] And I've got mine. And if anything happened to me, either of them, I don't know what I would do.
[36:59 - 37:03] I would be a wreck and I would be lost.
[37:03 - 37:11] And when Kendall threatened my life, I was scared.
[37:11 - 37:15] I was very scared for my own life and my family's lives, yes.
[37:15 - 37:20] But nothing scared me more than that bomb threat from Jesse Albera.
[37:22 - 37:29] Like that scared the living hell out of me, because that really did scare me.
[37:29 - 37:37] And that's the thing about the internet nowadays.
[37:37 - 37:45] You never know what kind of power that the person on the other end has.
[37:50 - 37:56] Like you don't know if that person is actually going to do harm to your family or not.
[37:56 - 38:00] And believe me when I say, I was very scared.
[38:00 - 38:08] You know, I was very scared for their lives and my own.
[38:08 - 38:16] I just want to say thank you guys for those of you that stood by me since day one.
[38:16 - 38:19] And those of you who have tried to understand me.
[38:20 - 38:22] I want to say thank you guys.
[38:22 - 38:24] And I hope that we can finally put this to rest.
[38:24 - 38:29] And I hope that we can all move on from this.
[38:29 - 38:33] And to build this channel up and to build this community up together.
[38:33 - 38:38] Because not only do I want this channel to be about music.
[38:38 - 38:43] I want to be about helping people who have gone through the situations that I've gone through.
[38:43 - 38:46] And I want to prevent.
[38:46 - 38:47] I want to help prevent.
[38:48 - 38:51] What happened to candle as much as I can with other people.
[38:51 - 38:55] I want to show them that suicide is not the answer.
[38:55 - 39:07] You know, I want to show them that there are people out there like us and like you guys that do care.
[39:07 - 39:12] And I hope that we can show them that together.
[39:15 - 39:18] So, again, I just want to say thank you guys.
[39:18 - 39:20] You guys are amazing.
[39:20 - 39:23] You guys are awesome.
[39:23 - 39:27] Anyways, guys.
[39:27 - 39:35] Bye.
[39:35 - 39:43] All right, that was the start of a new chapter in his life.
[39:43 - 39:45] So, thank you guys for coming.
[39:45 - 39:47] Thank you.
[39:47 - 40:01] Bye.
[40:01 - 40:29] Yeah, turn that video.
[40:29 - 40:31] Yo, cut that beat on man.
[40:31 - 40:34] Yo, cut it on.
[40:34 - 40:36] I ain't know a fucker man.
[40:36 - 40:38] I don't need a beat to murder these guys.
[40:38 - 40:41] This is some simple shit.
[40:41 - 40:45] Yo, I see this dude Jesse Alvera.
[40:45 - 40:48] Looking like he's hard as shit.
[40:48 - 40:52] I feel like he's a hard ass, but really he's soft as shawlman.
[40:52 - 40:58] See what this motherfucker don't know is that I can break his motherfucking jaw like it's made of glass.
[40:58 - 41:02] And after I'm done doing that, I'll take his fucking arm and shove it up his fucking ass.
[41:02 - 41:07] And then I'll rip out his motherfucking heart, send his home to his mom's in a box.
[41:07 - 41:11] Chop his motherfucking head off, play soccer with that shit.
[41:11 - 41:17] I'm done with your shit. You acting like you're getting me pissed, but really you ain't doing shit.
[41:17 - 41:23] You act like a tough guy, but you ain't about shit. You act like a murderer, but you ain't about that shit.
[41:24 - 41:27] You want to run your mouth like there's something, but really you're nothing.
[41:27 - 41:32] So stop complaining and shut the fuck up and quit your fucking mumbling.
[41:32 - 41:40] And let's take for that matter. Let's take a look at wicked entertainment acting like he's entertaining people, but really he's just a lame.
[41:40 - 41:42] Acting like he's a fucking entertainer.
[41:42 - 41:48] This motherfucker acts like I'm getting dominated, but really I'm the one that's doing the dominating.
[41:48 - 41:56] I've dominated this motherfucker twice on Sunday, six times on Monday, three times on Tuesdays, and six ways from motherfucking Friday.
[41:56 - 41:58] Anybody wants to try to get in my way?
[41:58 - 42:04] Y'all better watch out because I'm shifting gears and I'm running through the rest like a motherfucking roadblock.
[42:04 - 42:07] Ain't nobody fucking stopping me. Y'all want to step up on my block?
[42:07 - 42:11] Guarantee you're gonna catch two to the chest with a motherfucking block.
[42:11 - 42:16] Anybody want to try to roll over me? Go ahead. Ain't the way I'm ever gonna be stopped.
[42:17 - 42:22] You're thinking that you're fucking with me? Well, guess what? Every last one of you motherfuckers just wants to step to me.
[42:22 - 42:25] I'll treat your ass like my name is motherfucker Ronald Rousey.
[42:25 - 42:29] I'll hit you with that motherfucking arm bar and I'll break your arm off.
[42:29 - 42:32] And I'll shove it up your ass and I'll wear that victory driver.
[42:32 - 42:36] Anybody want to try to kill me and try to leave me in the days?
[42:36 - 42:42] Motherfucker ain't gonna happen, man. I'll treat your ass like my name is Baron Corbin. Hit you with the end of days.
[42:42 - 42:48] Better yet, hit you like I'm fucking Brock Lesnar. Ain't no way you can ever weather the shit that I can handle.
[42:48 - 42:52] Hit you with that F5. Ain't no way you're ever gonna survive.
[42:52 - 42:59] Any motherfucker wants to come at me. It's gonna get laid in their graves. Get their arms chopped off. Hell.
[42:59 - 43:02] Their whole body's gonna get fucking dis...
[43:02 - 43:05] Fucking... Let's see. Oh, yeah.
[43:05 - 43:09] Where was that? Oh, yeah, that's right. You're actually gonna get a motherfucking dismembered.
[43:09 - 43:16] Spread all over the globe where nobody'll find you. See, unlike you motherfuckers, I'm a lyrical murderer.
[43:16 - 43:19] I do this shit for fun.
[43:19 - 43:23] See, y'all act like you gotta rehearse it, but I ain't gotta rehearse...
[43:23 - 43:26] anything. So,
[43:26 - 43:31] who the fuck do you think you are stepping to me? I feel like you're gonna do something. Really?
[43:31 - 43:37] Do you really think that a smart step to a motherfucking demon king? Nah, I don't think it is. See, unlike you,
[43:38 - 43:44] I'm a motherfucking king to this shit. I'm from the motherfucking underground. Y'all motherfuckers ain't gonna do shit.
[43:44 - 43:48] Y'all want to step to the demon king yourself? Y'all are gonna get your motherfucking waistplate,
[43:48 - 43:55] get neck slit. Every party you chopped off and lit on motherfucking fire when I throw that shit into a motherfucking bonfire.
[43:55 - 44:00] Never will I retire or expire. I'm going to the top and I'm never working back.
[44:00 - 44:04] Anybody wants to try to come at me, bitch, fuck off. I ain't into that.
[44:05 - 44:10] I see you little fucking Cuba warriors running your fucking mouth. I don't like your heart and shit, but really all you are
[44:10 - 44:15] is soft and strong with motherfuckers. Get the fuck over that. Y'all want to try to stop me?
[44:15 - 44:21] Ain't no fucking stopping me. I'm a god compared to you motherfuckers, and I say that shit proudly.
[44:21 - 44:24] So, any of you motherfuckers
[44:24 - 44:27] want to try to stop me?
[44:27 - 44:35] Think twice before you step to the motherfucking demon king, bitch, because I'm taking your head and I'm playing soccer with that shit.
[44:35 - 44:38] And I'm doing it proudly and happily.
[44:38 - 44:43] So, what up motherfuckers? Go ahead and try to stop me. Ain't no stopping me.
[44:43 - 44:49] You see, unlike you motherfuckers, I'm like a sniper upon a motherfucking room tower.
[44:49 - 44:52] You ain't going to hear me, but I guarantee you, you're going to feel the shot.
[44:52 - 44:57] Once I watch your motherfucking body drop off and I'll bury you in the motherfucking grave
[44:57 - 45:03] after I eat you with the motherfucking end of days, hit you with that falcon arrow, treat your asses like
[45:03 - 45:08] my name is the one know it's been valid. Hit you with that coup de gras, man.
[45:08 - 45:12] It's all over now, and you want to try to stop me? Ain't no stopping me.
[45:12 - 45:18] I'm on the fast track to success, man. So, go ahead and try to knock me. I'm running down. She's like,
[45:18 - 45:23] oh yeah, I run through your asses like a motherfucking roadblock, right?
[45:23 - 45:28] This is me with speed most wanted motherfucker. Hit you with that motherfucking lyrical Glock.
[45:28 - 45:33] Ain't no way you ever going to stop me, motherfucker. I ain't ever going to be knocked. Oh, yeah.
[45:33 - 45:37] I don't forgot about all your motherfuckers. That's why I pause, because I ain't got time
[45:37 - 45:41] to worry about your motherfucking asses. I lay you in the ground, and I keep on going
[45:41 - 45:46] about my name, and I'm not giving a fuck. So, fuck all your motherfuckers.
[45:46 - 45:50] I'm doing this shit, and I ain't never giving up. Peace.
[45:50 - 45:58] Bars, son. Bars. Looks like Twisted Clown made a video directed at the Bender Boys.
[46:01 - 46:04] Bender Boys, you've been challenged.
[46:04 - 46:13] If it'll play here.
[46:13 - 46:18] What up, everybody? What up, Bender Boys?
[46:18 - 46:25] What up with you? Clowning on DJ Zombie?
[46:30 - 46:36] Ninja don't know everything yet. He bombarded his ass with many questions.
[46:36 - 46:40] What did I see today?
[46:40 - 46:55] Um. Oh. The Bizarre Album. Double disc. Question mark eyes. It's a real tough one.
[46:58 - 47:04] And the reference to "You want to smoke a pebble, psychopathic writers farther than Jay's."
[47:04 - 47:07] Some people don't know that, man.
[47:07 - 47:16] It's not up to you to test people. You want to be tested?
[47:16 - 47:26] All right. Well, I hold juggle O'Jeopardy. So, why don't you bring your skills to my show?
[47:26 - 47:27] Yeah.
[47:27 - 47:35] Who am I? Yeah. I'm custom juggle though.
[47:35 - 47:41] I'm custom.
[47:41 - 47:50] You're Bender Boys. What does that mean? You bend people over or something?
[47:50 - 48:05] Anyway, leave them alone. I've seen them in there for an hour with you guys.
[48:05 - 48:10] Being completely repetitive with them.
[48:10 - 48:15] Props for Hunter. Backing them up.
[48:15 - 48:19] For the rest of you not backing them up, shame on you. I don't like that.
[48:20 - 48:25] With that said, I'm custom juggle though. You've been challenged. You juggle O'Jeopardy, Bender Boys.
[48:25 - 48:38] See you there.
[48:47 - 48:52] Is Danny really calling out the Bender Boys? Holy shit.
[48:52 - 49:02] Well, that's it, y'all. I don't got nothing else to play.
[49:02 - 49:07] Oh, shit. This weed got me crying.
[49:12 - 49:19] I gotta get ready to walk to the store. You know, I'll be doing where's the beef when I get home.
[49:19 - 49:24] Good Lord.
[49:24 - 49:33] Oh, yeah. Yesterday's show got pretty crazy with the juggle O'Vlogs.
[49:33 - 49:39] I never expected that to happen. They were not being mean until juggle O'Vlogs showed up.
[49:39 - 49:43] Father George and Lord Zero were simply asking what he knew and didn't know.
[49:43 - 49:46] What up, Tommy James in the chat?
[49:46 - 49:55] Yeah, everyone be sure to tune in to the Bender Boys every Sunday at seven.
[49:55 - 50:08] Yeah, shit.
[50:08 - 50:17] Oh, man. So, yeah, I'm going to get ready to go to liquor store.
[50:37 - 50:38] Tommy James said he's grinding.
[50:38 - 50:58] Oh, I've seen that review of Island George. Yeah, I've seen Psycho Clowns review of that video.
[50:58 - 51:02] Yeah.
[51:02 - 51:13] Oh, no. Don't go back to bed. I'm getting ready to go to the store and do another show.
[51:13 - 51:17] What the fuck? What are you really doing with your life? Psycho?
[51:17 - 51:38] Let.
[51:38 - 51:44] Yeah, that fucking Cyrax, though, he's crazy.
[51:46 - 51:52] Fucking Cyrax.
[51:52 - 52:00] What's up, guys? It's your boy, Cyrax.
[52:00 - 52:07] And I have something very serious I need to talk about because I am beyond fucking pissed off
[52:07 - 52:15] right now. You see, I'm sitting here trying to enjoy the two hour premiere of the NXT with my
[52:15 - 52:21] family and, you know, sit down, hang out, have a good time. You know, just genuinely hang out
[52:21 - 52:29] with my family, have a good time, and watch the one premiere of NXT. But what do I get?
[52:29 - 52:36] More fucking bullshit from all you little fucking assholes that will not let the bullshit with
[52:36 - 52:47] a candle die. And that includes you, Yuki. That includes you, Jesse Alvera. And that even includes
[52:47 - 52:53] you, you little fucking pricks. Let's see. Oh, yeah. One of you little bitches,
[52:53 - 53:00] nightmare entertainment, and your little fucking bitch boyfriends. All y'all motherfuckers need
[53:00 - 53:07] to fucking stop. Enough is enough. You guys need to stop harassing me. You guys need to
[53:07 - 53:15] let candle rest in motherfucking peace. I've been trying to let this shit go. But it's
[53:15 - 53:20] y'all motherfuckers that keep on antagonizing shit, that keep on attacking me, that keep on
[53:20 - 53:28] bringing it up. Meanwhile, I'm over here trying to do my thing, trying to make a name for myself
[53:28 - 53:33] for my family. So my family doesn't ever have to fucking struggle with money ever again.
[53:33 - 53:38] Meanwhile, what are you doing? Send me a fucking computer screen attacking me every
[53:38 - 53:43] five fucking seconds and not respecting Paul's wishes to let this shit go.
[53:43 - 53:52] I'm fucking sick of it. I'm sick of the harassment. I'm sick of the fucking bullshit.
[53:53 - 53:58] Let me tell you something right now, motherfuckers. I've competed in gaming tournaments
[53:58 - 54:05] most of my life. Most recently I competed in the Forza Horizon 4 tournament literally over
[54:05 - 54:10] this past year. And I've gone up against some of the best in the world. I've gone up against
[54:10 - 54:16] some guys like the likes of legendary YouTuber Slab Train and a legendary real life formula
[54:16 - 54:23] drip driver Von Gittin Jr. and one. If you want to know something, even they have more respect
[54:23 - 54:31] than you guys. They have way more respect. Because see, unlike them,
[54:31 - 54:40] all you guys do is run your mouths. You fucking run your mouths and you talk shit.
[54:40 - 54:47] You guys always make these empty fucking threads about how you're gonna kick my ass
[54:47 - 54:55] about how you're gonna blow my family's car up and how you gonna send these blood-soaked letters
[54:55 - 55:01] and trying to intimidate me. Well, guess what, motherfuckers? It don't work. And y'all can sit
[55:01 - 55:06] there and say that little fucking bitch boy dominated me the other day on the juggalo
[55:06 - 55:14] drama alert. But you're wrong, motherfuckers. You're very wrong. The only reason I left that chat
[55:16 - 55:21] was because I felt scared, wasn't because I chickened out and ran away. It was because
[55:21 - 55:27] I wanted to walk away and cool down before I say some shit that I'm gonna fucking regret.
[55:27 - 55:39] That's why I fucking walked away. Because I'm not gonna sit there and say some shit
[55:39 - 55:45] that I'm gonna regret to possibly get me in trouble. See, unlike you, motherfuckers,
[55:45 - 55:52] I'm smart. I know when to walk away. I know when to let shit go. So that little bitch boy
[55:52 - 55:59] that you said dominated me didn't do a goddamn thing. If anybody's the dumb one here,
[55:59 - 56:04] it sure is fucking me. It's you little fucktards that like to run your fucking mouths.
[56:06 - 56:16] I am sick of the fucking harassment. I think I did add you on Facebook, Heather,
[56:16 - 56:20] I'm not sure I'll have to go in and look, but I believe I did double check on that.
[56:20 - 56:28] But you little motherfuckers that keep on running your fucking mouths need to shut the fuck up.
[56:32 - 56:36] Matter of fact, my friend Heather, like every other motherfucker that stands up for me has
[56:36 - 56:42] told y'all motherfuckers, you need to shut the fuck up and let candle rest in peace.
[56:42 - 56:45] And stop trying to attack me every five fucking seconds of a goddamn day.
[56:47 - 57:03] I am 29 fucking years old. I don't have time for your petty ass bullshit.
[57:03 - 57:07] That wouldn't surprise me. I get that shit all the fucking time.
[57:07 - 57:13] I get motherfuckers making spoof pages about me and running their mouths about me all the time.
[57:13 - 57:18] So that wouldn't surprise me if they did. And if they did, I'll take care of it.
[57:18 - 57:29] No big deal. I'll have it reported and taken down. That's not an issue.
[57:29 - 57:42] Like I do know that I have a few spare accounts with my name.
[57:42 - 57:47] That I've not been on and for fucking ever.
[57:47 - 58:06] Like I know that. Like I said, I know I got a few accounts that I've not been on in quite a while.
[58:06 - 58:11] But if you guys do have any links to any of these fake accounts,
[58:12 - 58:17] by all means, send them my way and I'll talk to my friends and we'll all get them taken down.
[58:17 - 58:24] Because this is bullshit. This really is bullshit. You know, I'm just sitting here trying to enjoy
[58:24 - 58:31] my night with my family and watch the world premiere of NXT. Also, I do want to say on
[58:31 - 58:36] a side note, welcome back to NXT, Finn Balor. That is dope. That is awesome, man.
[58:37 - 58:42] Shout out to Finn Balor for returning home to NXT, bro. That's fucking awesome.
[58:42 - 58:48] But you know, I'm sitting here trying to, you know, chill and
[58:48 - 59:00] like, you know, do my thing. But yet, what do I get? I get attacked by you fucking clowns.
[59:00 - 59:04] This shit needs to stop and I'll actually put you on live here in just a minute.
[59:04 - 59:08] What I'll do is I'll stop this live stream here in just a second and then I'll
[59:08 - 59:09] send you a link to bring you on.
[59:09 - 59:20] But don't one of the fuckers need to fucking chill out for real. This is getting stupid.
[59:20 - 59:23] This is really getting fucking stupid.
[59:29 - 59:35] Like like my friend Heather here said, like my boy booty the ninjas said, like every other
[59:35 - 59:42] motherfucker has told y'all, y'all need to fucking stop this bullshit nightmare entertainment.
[59:42 - 59:48] Fucking all y'all motherfuckers. All y'all need to fucking back off.
[59:57 - 60:01] All right, thanks. Also, a huge shout out to the homie,
[60:01 - 60:04] boy blue from juggle drama alert. What's giving my dude?
[60:04 - 60:10] Oh, I'm not letting him get me down homie. I'm not letting, I'm not letting him get me down.
[60:10 - 60:15] I'm just, I fucking had it. I'm at my breaking point. Like the shit needs to stop.
[60:15 - 60:22] Like for real, like, you know, I'm just, like I said, dude,
[60:22 - 60:26] I'm just a simple music artist trying to make a name for himself.
[60:27 - 60:31] So I can start making money for myself so I can make something of myself.
[60:31 - 60:34] So my family never has a struggle ever again.
[60:34 - 60:39] And yet the one time I take a break to hang out with my family and watch the premiere of NXT.
[60:39 - 60:43] Constantly getting the tag. Like what the fuck?
[60:43 - 60:52] Like this is seriously fucking bullshit. Hell, Paul has told you guys.
[60:53 - 61:01] Fuckin search over the gamer told you guys. These guys have told y'all y'all need to let
[61:01 - 61:07] candle rest in peace. Yes, what I said about her was fucked up. I admit that.
[61:07 - 61:17] But that's the past. You need to let the past go. Move on, grow up and actually do something with
[61:17 - 61:23] your fucking lives. Instead of staying there and attacking every person that supports me
[61:23 - 61:31] and attacking me in general. Like I could give less of a fuck what you guys think about me.
[61:31 - 61:38] But when you constantly attack, I feel like that over and over and over and over and gets annoying.
[61:38 - 61:45] You guys wanted to get my attention. Well, guess what, motherfucker? You guys got it.
[61:45 - 61:52] And in the worst way possible. Because I guarantee you, I see any one of you motherfuckers calling
[61:52 - 61:57] me out like that again or attacking me or any of my friends like that again. You better fucking
[61:57 - 62:02] believe there's gonna be a fucking diss track coming real fucking quick. And I ain't taking
[62:02 - 62:09] any fucking prisoners this time. I'm sick of the drama. And if you don't think I can't put you
[62:09 - 62:17] little bitches on blast. Oh, I can. I have the manpower to do so. And you better believe I got
[62:17 - 62:25] a whole fucking army behind me. And you're sitting here seeing this shit. I got a whole army of
[62:25 - 62:32] motherfuckers right here and chat on Facebook and everywhere else that will back my ass up
[62:32 - 62:43] any fucking time. Oh, I plan to man like this shit. And if they say even one more thing, dude,
[62:43 - 62:53] it's on. Like it is fucking on. I am sick of the bullshit. Like I am seriously sick of this shit.
[62:54 - 63:02] Enough is enough, y'all. Y'all said that you make these empty threads like what was the one from
[63:02 - 63:08] yesterday? Or was it yesterday or was it this morning? Yeah, no, it was yesterday. It was last
[63:08 - 63:16] night when I was doing the anniversary events for Forza Horizon 4 for the first event. Because you
[63:16 - 63:23] guys all know this week is actually the week that Forza Horizon sit the whole entire Forza series
[63:23 - 63:31] and the Horizon series was born. So this whole week is dedicated to each Horizon game from
[63:31 - 63:37] Horizon 1 all the way up to the current one, which is Horizon 4. So I sat down and I did
[63:37 - 63:45] the first Horizon event last night. And then what do I see? This little fucking Jesse Albera,
[63:45 - 63:51] dude, fucking talking about setting up blood soaked letter to me, that Heather, like,
[63:51 - 63:58] it's fucking retarded. It's fucking dumb. Like you guys, the strikes are fucking empty
[63:58 - 64:04] and they're bullshit. And I will admit though, I did get a laugh out of you guys earlier,
[64:04 - 64:11] when y'all tried to pretend to be me. That was some funny shit. Like I can always just say that
[64:11 - 64:17] was some funny shit. They always did say then this is completely true. This is completely true.
[64:17 - 64:23] Imitation is literally this is serious form of flattery and y'all made me laugh on that.
[64:23 - 64:27] Like I laughed my ass off when I see y'all motherfuckers trying to be me.
[64:27 - 64:31] Like y'all are fucking tryhards. It's funny.
[64:31 - 64:37] Yeah, that letter one was weird. I'll admit that one was definitely out there.
[64:45 - 64:51] Like that shit was definitely out there. Like, honestly, I'll admit y'all,
[64:51 - 64:57] every one of y'all motherfuckers that have been talking shit, bashing on me, tearing me down,
[64:57 - 65:04] fucking sending threats to me. I'll be honest, y'all motherfuckers are not going to goddamn
[65:04 - 65:13] psych ward and never let the fuck out. Like for real, you guys are fucking psychopaths.
[65:13 - 65:21] Yes, I am dark. I am twisted when it comes to my music. But that's just it. That's my music.
[65:21 - 65:29] There is a difference between my persona and doing some dark shit.
[65:29 - 65:37] There is a difference between doing my dark music and doing the wicked shit for the fam
[65:38 - 65:44] and being me. There is a difference. There's a huge difference between all of that.
[65:44 - 65:51] Like I said, yes, when it comes to my music, I like to get dark,
[65:51 - 65:55] I like to get wicked, I like to do some creepy shit. I'll admit that.
[65:55 - 66:05] But outside of that, I'm just a normal fucking human being. I'm not someone that's fucking
[66:05 - 66:12] punching that. I am a human being. I deserve to be treated as such.
[66:12 - 66:26] Like I'm seriously sick of this shit.
[66:32 - 66:38] Right for real, though, like every time this is one thing I find funny. Every time we call you
[66:38 - 66:44] motherfuckers out for the shit you guys do to me, you motherfuckers never show. Or when my boy
[66:44 - 66:53] or when my homie, Boy Blue, gets up on there, y'all don't say shit. And yet when he leaves,
[66:53 - 66:57] y'all motherfuckers decide to run your mouth like a bunch of pansy ass little bitches.
[66:57 - 67:07] Like for real, y'all ain't even got the fucking balls to face me when my friends are around.
[67:07 - 67:13] And yet, y'all would rather be fucking cowards and attack me from behind when no one's around.
[67:13 - 67:21] Well, guess what, motherfuckers? I got eyes everywhere. I got eyes everywhere
[67:21 - 67:27] along social media. Y'all motherfuckers ain't hiding from me. Y'all ain't sneak attacking me.
[67:27 - 67:31] I ain't don't. You really think y'all not stupid? Nah.
[67:31 - 67:46] Try again, motherfuckers. Try the fuck again. Because y'all motherfuckers wouldn't last two
[67:46 - 67:51] fucking seconds in my life, or even in my shoes for that matter.
[67:51 - 68:06] Y'all motherfuckers think you're hardasses, that doing what you do makes you a real man.
[68:06 - 68:14] Like y'all think that what y'all go through makes you a real man. You think that
[68:14 - 68:21] attacking somebody from behind or calling somebody out makes you a real man? No, no, no, no.
[68:21 - 68:30] Now, see, there's the difference between me and you guys. Unlike you guys, I'm a real man.
[68:30 - 68:38] I don't sit there and attack people for no reason. I stay focused on what I do. I stick to
[68:38 - 68:46] my guns. I stick to my pack. I don't let no motherfucker get in my way. I stay on that hustle
[68:46 - 68:54] and that grind 24 fucking 7, 365. I give up birthdays. I give up family outings. I give up
[68:54 - 69:03] everything for this career. Meanwhile, what do you do? You sit back and you fucking talk shit up on
[69:03 - 69:10] the internet. And I guarantee you, motherfuckers, if any of you sons of bitches even knew half of
[69:10 - 69:19] what I went through growing up or when I was born, y'all motherfuckers wouldn't last two fucking
[69:19 - 69:27] seconds. Because see what y'all motherfuckers don't realize is the way I was born is what
[69:27 - 69:35] fucking got me here. See, when I was born, I was born one pound 10 ounces with one kidney
[69:35 - 69:40] and one and a half bones. The day I was born was the day I was supposed to fucking die.
[69:40 - 69:44] The day I was born was supposed to be my death day.
[69:44 - 69:49] That was supposed to be the day my life ended. But you know what?
[69:49 - 70:02] Through the help of the doctors, me being on in oxygen to take till I was five and the help
[70:02 - 70:09] of my grandmother who adopted me who is now my mom, who has been my mom since the day I was born.
[70:09 - 70:16] Because of them and my will to live, I am here today.
[70:16 - 70:29] See, you motherfuckers don't know what it's like to face death every fucking day. Every day I wake up,
[70:31 - 70:40] I face death. I realize that today even today could be my last day because of how I was born
[70:40 - 70:46] because of the one kidney and the one and a half bones. But do I care? No, I get up every fucking
[70:46 - 70:52] day. I stare death in the face and I say fuck you. I'm fucking living and there ain't no
[70:52 - 70:59] motherfuckers stopping me. Because unlike you motherfuckers, I got what it takes to survive.
[71:00 - 71:08] Unlike you, I know what it takes to be a good person. And y'all motherfuckers ain't good people.
[71:08 - 71:13] You sit there, you attack me, you attack people that support me.
[71:13 - 71:18] You have me on your computer screens like a fucking coward.
[71:18 - 71:26] And you really think what you do is fair. Like you said, are you talking about letting candle
[71:26 - 71:32] rest in peace and how I need to let it rest in peace? Why don't you say that to your fucking
[71:32 - 71:38] selves? Like for real, why don't you say that shit to yourselves? Because I'm over here trying to
[71:38 - 71:47] let this shit go while y'all motherfuckers are still carrying it on over and over and over and
[71:47 - 71:57] over. Like dude, just stop. Alright, no problem, mother. Y'all thanks for stopping in, by the way.
[71:57 - 72:02] Like I said, whenever I go, let me know when you're done eating and then I'll go live again
[72:02 - 72:16] and I'll be in on the live stream. But you know, this shit's gotta stop, guys. It really does.
[72:16 - 72:24] All right, that's not a problem. I should be done by then. Not what I said should be.
[72:24 - 72:28] More than likely we will be, I don't know. We'll see.
[72:28 - 72:37] All right, so long story short, if you guys don't know what's been going on,
[72:37 - 72:43] or you guys aren't caught up to speed, every time I go on to the juggle of drum roll or to hang out
[72:43 - 72:49] with my friends and whatnot, some of my best friends that are, you know, subscribers on here,
[72:49 - 72:57] fans of my work, or like whenever I go to say do a podcast with my brother Sean Sands,
[72:57 - 73:02] which I'll be uploading very soon. Shout out to my brother Sean. What's up, bro? Fucking love you.
[73:02 - 73:10] Also a shout out to my sister-in-law, Christine, his wife. Fucking love you,
[73:10 - 73:18] sister. You guys are fucking awesome. But I can't even sit down and do a podcast
[73:18 - 73:25] with my own brother without these motherfuckers constantly attacking me and bringing out
[73:25 - 73:31] Candles name. And they sit there and they talk about how, oh, I need to let it go and this and
[73:31 - 73:38] that. Like, what do I need to let go? I've been with this shit with candle go. The only shit,
[73:39 - 73:44] the only ones that ain't letting this shit go is you guys. Young motherfuckers that sit
[73:44 - 73:49] there and attack me, you're the ones not letting it go. You're the ones disrespecting Paul's
[73:49 - 73:56] wishes. I'm over here trying to let it go and trying to ignore you motherfuckers. But when you
[73:56 - 74:01] constantly send death threats and talk about sending fucking bloody letters in the mail, like,
[74:01 - 74:07] and no, I'm not speaking English term. I mean, actual blood written letters.
[74:08 - 74:14] Okay, letters written in fucking human blood, those kinds of letters. Like, when y'all do that
[74:14 - 74:20] shit, that shit is dumb. And quite honestly, it's kind of creepy. I swear, I'll be fucking
[74:20 - 74:26] honest. I have blood so glad around. That's just some fucking weird fucking murderer type shit.
[74:26 - 74:35] Y'all also guys, I want to give a huge shout out to one of my best friends from high school up
[74:35 - 74:42] in here, Rufus, AKA, well, Sam, also known as Rufus. Ours, we all call her back in high school,
[74:42 - 75:11] clean clean. Yeah, they do. What you guys are completely right. And honestly,
[75:11 - 75:20] I just want I also do want to give a huge shout out. I do want to give a huge, huge fucking shout
[75:20 - 75:26] out to every fucking subscriber that is that knows what's going on that is backing me up,
[75:26 - 75:31] that has been helping me put a fucking stop for this shit. Yes, it's a long hard battle. But I
[75:31 - 75:37] know damn well, we're gonna fucking shut these little pricks down once and for all eventually,
[75:37 - 75:43] it'll take some time. Yeah, I'll admit that is probably gonna be probably another couple years
[75:43 - 75:49] or so. But you know what, by then, I'll probably be signed a fucking label and make money.
[75:55 - 76:07] Yeah, we're gonna go ahead and send a message dude.
[76:07 - 76:15] Yeah, shout out to wicked juggalo man, dude's fucking dope man. I see you commenting a lot,
[76:15 - 76:21] man. You're fucking dope.
[76:21 - 76:34] No, I just find it funny that these motherfuckers constantly run their fucking mouths
[76:34 - 76:40] over and over again. It quite honestly is annoying. Like, you know, like I said,
[76:40 - 76:48] I'm just a simple music artist who just happens to game out. You know, so what? I do my music,
[76:49 - 76:54] and I try to make a career out of it. And I compete in gaming tournaments on the side.
[76:54 - 77:01] So what? And I do have an update for you guys. Well, somewhat of an update. I know some of you
[77:01 - 77:09] guys know about this. Some of you might not, but I'm not sure when but either sometimes this month
[77:09 - 77:15] or next month or I'm not sure when. But sometimes the next following weeks or the next following
[77:15 - 77:22] months, I'm actually gonna be competing in the Forza Motorsports 7 outrun open drift event
[77:22 - 77:29] tournament, which is my first actual live drift event. It'll actually be live streamed on Twitch,
[77:29 - 77:33] YouTube, and I think it might be live streamed on Mixer too. I'm not sure.
[77:33 - 77:40] But if you guys have Twitch or YouTube, it will be live streamed on there. I don't know what it's
[77:40 - 77:45] gonna happen. I'm still waiting. I'm still practicing. Still waiting on info for when
[77:45 - 77:51] it's gonna be. I don't know what qualifications are. Still waiting on that about a month fucking
[77:51 - 77:59] later. So I honestly don't know what's going on with that. I want to see if I can find out
[77:59 - 78:17] for you guys real quick though. Hopefully there's something about it. I don't know.
[78:17 - 78:38] And also, I do want to ask like if you guys like by show of hands, like,
[78:38 - 78:46] like I just want to know one thing for you guys by a show of hands. How many of you guys would
[78:46 - 78:51] like to see me do some gameplay videos on the channel every now and then you know do lik
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