2018-7-23 Forever Changed (Song)

[0:00 - 0:07] [music]
[0:07 - 0:15] I have done such things coming and I knew this would be another long night.
[0:15 - 0:22] Yes, it should, but something inside me is real and finally written, is that right?
[0:22 - 0:34] The words he was saying weren't good but the cool words he used and every time he hit me, I said, "there is no day"
[0:34 - 0:39] Each and every rule I said, "don't think they're scared"
[0:39 - 0:47] Knowing that I couldn't cross for a ride, it wouldn't happen if he saw the tears in my eyes.
[0:47 - 0:52] Each and every click, "no, words that weren't good"
[0:52 - 0:58] All I wanted to do was be there, then I heard he got a real cold man with her
[0:58 - 1:08] Each I wish he was alive, and all I was thinking were, "yeah, right I wish I wouldn't have survived here too"
[1:08 - 1:22] Looking against those walls and proceeded til things were crowded, it really can and can't come along, now that I've never made a single focus now, I started to struggle in
[1:22 - 1:30] Trying to release myself into forceful grip, then the next thing I heard was a loud, horrifying friend
[1:30 - 1:36] This is what cools his eyes, cranes that burst, touch
[1:36 - 1:42] I don't understand how a father could've hated those daughters so much I froze
[1:42 - 1:48] And I couldn't believe that this was really going on
[1:48 - 1:54] I just kept looking at the clock, pointing to the big guard
[1:54 - 2:02] I tried so badly not to think of the sharp pain
[2:02 - 2:08] This was a part of his, each and every game I chose by God
[2:08 - 2:12] Wishing that time would just pass on by
[2:12 - 2:17] In the next timeline, over there I will see
[2:17 - 2:24] Out in the sky, he pushed harder and harder, it was crazy and he was on that belt
[2:24 - 2:39] The next thing I heard was, he thought, "fucking it up is not something I've finished, I knew that I could not exit, I got this urge of any chances"
[2:39 - 2:50] If you're in your brain, somehow, someway, I gotta get out, just this time, go for it, you know
[2:50 - 2:59] Granted, God will never ever get out of my mind
[2:59 - 3:05] It was like, all I knew had been, brings all rage
[3:05 - 3:16] It was like, all I knew with this evil brain, I hate him with everything I have inside of me
[3:16 - 3:26] There's so much more, and one day, I want to end this war
[3:26 - 3:34] So I can be free, from this evil man's tyranny
[3:34 - 3:40] I gotta get out, I gotta survive
[3:40 - 3:48] Which never swings the worst, and then, all I wanted to do was die in the earth
[3:48 - 3:54] I don't understand how a father could be so cruel and hate his own daughter
[3:54 - 4:00] So much, I froze, kept looking past the clock
[4:00 - 4:11] Born as his or he, gone, I'm just so terrified of this man's brain, please don't lie to tell you how worldwide this is going on
[4:11 - 4:19] I don't really understand this, even inside this fucking range inside of me
[4:19 - 4:26] I just, born in the sky, I ain't supposed to be living this life
[4:26 - 4:36] I froze and could never mean that this was really going on
[4:36 - 4:46] I just, kept looking at the clock, born as his or he, gone, I tried so badly not to think about the sharp pain
[4:46 - 4:56] Going through my mind at the time, and all I wanted to do was fucking die in a hole
[4:56 - 5:02] That's when I die, just don't be the very last time
[5:03 - 5:06] Thanks for watching!