Original upload date: February 3rd, 2018 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:09] (music)
[0:09 - 0:17] I really don't understand why I always have to end up like this every single time I try to be
[0:17 - 0:26] motherfucking happy, it's always turning out to be a motherfucking tragedy and I don't even understand it myself
[0:26 - 0:37] It's like I'm always asking, second-guessing, always wondering why do I really deserve this life that I've been putting
[0:37 - 0:44] Man I really don't get it man, it's like all I wanna do is be happy for points in my life
[0:44 - 0:51] It's like every single time I find the right one or so, I think she's the right one
[0:51 - 0:57] Always get the mentally abused, always get the cheating on youth and I'm so sick of it
[0:57 - 1:03] It's like everybody don't even care what the fuck about me
[1:03 - 1:10] All I wanna do is pull that motherfucking 45 chrome and blow my motherfucking mind
[1:10 - 1:15] 'Cause I'm so sick of the life, sick of the hurt, sick of the crying
[1:15 - 1:23] 'Cause every day I'm always feeling like I'm dying inside and I'm just here wondering why
[1:23 - 1:34] Why do I have to always get hurt? I don't understand it myself, is this something I've never learned and I really don't get it
[1:34 - 1:40] And I don't think many really understand what goes on inside my mind
[1:40 - 1:48] Every single day and night, always thinking about motherfucking suicide because of this shit
[1:48 - 1:54] It's like I'm always stuck in this position that I'm currently in
[1:54 - 2:04] I don't even know how to escape, it's like every single day I turn out looking at myself, thinking to myself
[2:04 - 2:12] Man, what the fuck happened to you, dude? Looking like a disgrace, but I know that shit ain't true
[2:12 - 2:20] I know that I got this to the roof, family and friends that care about me to the very end
[2:20 - 2:27] But I really don't think any of them really understand what the fuck goes through
[2:27 - 2:36] Every single day and night, every single time, I just try and get die and don't cry inside
[2:36 - 2:44] It's like I'm always dying inside when all I want to do is be happy for once in my life
[2:44 - 2:54] And be normal for a bit without having to worry about the life of a rock star and all the nonsense bullshit
[2:54 - 2:57] I'm really sick of it
[2:57 - 3:02] I don't understand
[3:02 - 3:07] I really don't get it, man
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '2526' on August 16th, 2024
